My life

made it to college on my own

October 2021

process

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The Upload 37

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lyrics:

Baby could u wait a minute
I need time
She told me she no where close to finished
I don’t mind
She show me her skin inside the candle light
She touch on my body and it gimme life
Lately I hate my dreams im waking up at night
Promise you I been working I will take what’s mine
When u saved my life I swear I almost cried
So I will not try to call u make you do it twice

All I ever wanted was to do what’s right
I could never feel the way they do inside
Rip out my heart and put it on ice
I know it might kill me I don’t mind

Pills inside my body makes it alright
Deep inside the underground Im seizing here
Gutter garden rose im a heathen here
Could u Take my body back to a different year
Heart attack
I think I was left for the dead
I just need someone to talk to instead
I know u see it but u can’t feel the effect
And it feels horrible

All I ever wanted was to do what’s right
I could never feel the way they do inside
Rip out my heart and put it on ice
I know it might kill me I don’t mind

Red leaves keep falling down
I thought u had said you’d always be around
Kerosene kiss open my wooden house
I need you here and now
Lay me down
Stomp on my fleshy head
Hear the sound
I call that the living dead
Split in half
I discard the better half
Never done
She rip thru my broken back
Burnt limbs recuperate
In healing mists
Baby I wish it never had to come to this
I reach my elixir and I take a sip
Mud inside this water it aint parasitic
Door outside her place display a triple digit
Lemme say my piece then its an intermission
Once I changed my ways I wasn’t scared of you
I should never have listened when u told me to

All I ever wanted was to do what’s right
I could never feel the way they do inside
Rip out my heart and put it on ice
I know it might kill me I don’t mind
All I ever wanted was to do what’s right
I could never feel the way they do inside
Rip out my heart and put it on ice
I know it might kill me I don’t mind

wind_knocker (jabarionthebeat)

produced by @imtiredmusic

lyrics:

 Save me from another heartache
I promise to come back and see u one day
The sand in my hourglass falls to heartbeats
I cling to the smell u spilt into my bedsheets
I listen to my heart but it just brings me bad news
The stars in the sky burn out the same damn route
I wonder if she feels when im at the end of my wits
I figured out the code and I haven’t slept since

The wind reeks of war But I laugh in my room
Maybe if im bored I can go to war too
Bullets in my neck Shrapnel in my lung fluid
At least it missed my heart So I could still love you

Another night fucked up all on my own
Stringing out the Christmas lights from a couple years ago
Oh it hurts me to think about the times that I fold
Im Forgetting what I was as long as I keep my eyes closed
If im Lost I don’t ever wanna be found
Keep me safe but im Im at war
And Ill be standing my ground Till I die Till I die
U got me torn But im not taking no more no more no more
So burn me to tar Add to the scars
Just carry on Forget about us we’ll be alright
The mood feeds in into the tears I wipe
Oh how uve grown I can’t believe my eyes

The wind reeks of war But I laugh in my room
Maybe if im bored I can go to war too
Bullets in my neck Shrapnel in my lung fluid
At least it missed my heart So I could still love you
so I could still love you

cannibalism (hateful x moonsight)

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Dretty Snapped Mashup of "hammer" by nothing,nowhere. and Point North's cover of "hammer." (2018)

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-Dretty

nothing,nowhere. x Point North Mashup

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
ok i been right here since the beginning
look into the mirror and i hate what i see
back away n just shake it off
i never even knew i could look this rough
so i'm glad we're done and i'm glad we broke up
if u saw me u might just throw up
hate myself, show it through a cut
new faces, have to adjust
so i'm glad we're done and i'm glad we broke up
if u saw me u might just throw up
hate myself, show it through a cut
new faces, have to adjust

well i heard what u said right behind me
making rumors up bro why u lying
so tired of being under the bus
always cautious about who i trust
so i don't need anyone, only need me
cus in the end that's the most important thing to me
i never noticed when we talk
both your lips are coated with gloss
so i'm glad we're done and i'm glad we broke up
if u saw me u might just throw up
hate myself, show it through a cut
new faces, have to adjust
and i hate the way you look at me
your face expressions fib to me
and i sent you a text but it never received
and u sent me a snap but it says pending
and i cant believe we're separate paths
i hope ur happy and i hope ur glad
so finally i can catch a breath
without your hands around my neck

spotify

i'm glad we broke up

<3

lyrics:

(cyzun)
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head 
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt 
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets
I don’t think I’ll ever understand it
Why do we live just to die and that’s it
All that fucking time thats gonna be wasted
Honestly that thought is making me pissed

(unknxwn.)
I don't wanna talk about the things that I did
I just wanna stop breathing, I'm sick of this shit
Everything I've thought I wanted, I got rid of it
Ain't nothing what it seems in life, can't wait till I'm picked

To die, I don't wanna be alive
But I got so much shit to do with my time
I got things to experience, life is an experiment
And I am a mad scientist, I'm tired of the crying shit

So alone, like where should I go now
I don't know, I think I should slow down
Take it step by step, and don't rush it
Everything that I have felt is all rushing in

(cyzun)
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head 
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt 
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets

paranoia w/ unknxwn. (lxvesick)

lyrics:

I could save a life yea
Just by taking mine yea
Wait until I drink now
Now Let me run this by ya

Mod
Everybody’s here and were all on drugs
She said pull my hair
I guess its called tough love
I just dropped my walls
I just shown my heart
Its just part of the night when I go to throw up

Im fine on my own
Hard times still come to close
But not mine they are homeWith my life they will mold
I am Tied to u
And u Tied to me
I had tried pulling backwards
But cuffs dont work that way
She had went loose on me
I am in fight or flight
She is in ecstasy
And she might go all night tonight
But she swear to me she changed
Well that’s all u had to say
I could save a life yea
Just by taking mine yea
Wait until I drink now
Now Let me run this by ya

Mod
Everybody’s here and were all on drugs
She said pull my hair
I guess its called tough love
I just dropped my walls
I just shown my heart
Its just part of the night when I go to throw up
Everybody’s here and were all on drugs
She said pull my hair
I guess its called tough love
I just dropped my walls
I just shown my heart
Its just part of the night when I go to throw up

a_nightmare (jabarionthebeat x armen)

Shout out @prodskellington ive always wanted to work with him. This is my favorite song by far. Enjoy <3

cover by fatih

Lyrics:

Rn now im fucked up
I think she is leaving
And that im doing to much
I dont get love
I brake my own damn heart
Just so i can feel some

She says i need to run 
But i dont give a fuck
Im tired of the waiting
Im tired of the lust
I just want someone
Who i can really love
I think i have had enough 

Rn now im fucked up
I think she is leaving
And that im doing to much
I dont get love
I brake my own damn heart
Just so i can feel some

im doing too much (skellington)

mixed/mastered by kassgocrazy
produced by kassgocrazy x cgmbeats

lyrics:

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself
She said in my eyes she could see her as well
U could stay the night but she kiss and tell
Plus u would refuse to catch me if I ever fell
My heart way too big so I wouldn’t take it well

Woah woah I just couldn’t do it I baby I know I know im no fun
Once we said and done im only average but so what
Baby I got the code I swear know who I am
Sorry ive been so cold its cause I hate who I am
But you would hate hearing that so now I just keep it all in
With our head low They’re gonna cut it off baby
Oh were assholes Well we all know baby
All inside my head in my dreams it is nightmares
Spilling from brain thru my ears onto my shoulders
Welcome to the club for the people from nowhere
Maybe ill explain it again when ur older

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself
She said in my eyes she could see her as well
U could stay the night but she kiss and tell
Plus u would refuse to catch me if I ever fell
My heart way too big so I wouldn’t take it well

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself

pit (kassgocrazy x cgm)

Black Sun ft. Diverse [prod. nothingtodo]

lyrics:

U should never have swung my face in that door
Now I just like u more
U should never have taught me how to feel pain
Cause now I just wait for more
Me or myself or my own sick mind who do I talk to more
Shell always lay in the pit of my heart
Though she is not mine no more

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it that We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now Cause I might throw up

so bleed me bleed me bleed me bleed me
I just put life on top of the line for some people that never tried or would do the same but im still here
That was one hell of a night I couldve died like 20 times i think my pride would’ve took my life and yet im still here
10 hours a day is unaccounted for I think of what were up to when separated this long I wonder
Hands all on my face pick at my head trying get under this drink start in my cup and end in my thoughts leaving them sundered

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it
We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now
Cause I might throw up

to the slaughter (saint tomorrow x taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

Bathroom Stalls

deekay x astrovsthewrld - ana! (prod. necu) *OUT ON ALL PLATS*

lyrics:

He is not the one
I am not the one
But damn im pretty close
But we just playing on frail love 
With me baby just picket the bag wallet or watch he on the fence about it like he put the for sale up
Im eating heavy on these beats while he just picking the kale up
That jealousy in his cells and im just Pushing the bail up
She text me 20 times I read it all at once like baby im picking the mail up

I could say some shit I shouldn’t
But I keep it all to me
I could say some shit u wouldn’t like
She like oh u think u socrates
Bitch words are my job yea
Id bless u thru my teeth
If u talk cordially
Yea I aint have a choice to be great no no I just gotta be yea
Oh im really ready
Bitch im ready Freddy
I pull up with my guys like ed ed and eddy
I stack soup cups
I guess This that alphaghetti
Why would I need a therapist with half a bokkle left of remy
Random ass face tryna fuck me right
Catch me in a time when my confidence spiked
That only comes when im drunk and high
Like that one song U lucky that im both tonight
Running my fade I dont try to attract static
If I let the goons out they gon reek havoc
Boy u fucking with the scum u got to have brain damage
They gon leave u with a wound that u unable to bandage
My conscience put me right but my brain made me an addict
Count the money I had spent on liquor Id by a patek
If its not in the bank then I keep it in the attict
I dont know his bitch but he all mad she my fanatic

He is not the one
I am not the one
But damn im pretty close
But we just playing on frail love 
And ive had plenty times where it turn into a stale love
Im not tryna be cold im just scared imma fail love
I pull on this bape over my head and I vibe
I think about the moment where I know I shouldve died
So Even when im down im still grateful im alive
If u touching down turn around im in my mind for the night

the2 (jabarionthebeat x kxvi x lavish)

lyrics:

I was just tryna help I couldn’t care bout how they hate on me
Why u asking someone I never met to hear they take on me
If u tryna be funny I aint laughing where the punchline at
Growing up I would’ve died if I aint learn to bounce back
I think im playing dress up in this bitch with all this bape on me
U aint got a rack upon that rack but I 8 on me
Not a dry text but my boy said “I got that k on me”
Baby I live fast out here I told u do not wait on me
I am not no bop it for u hoe so please dont play with me
My friends something like family u would think at night they ate with me
Plus they all some dogs if they ate they eating pedigree
Told u if u feel a way about someone tell me hastily
Why u think the water moving up in the bitch
I grew out the gutter on my crocodile shit
I got a hole inside my heart that im unable to fix
Bitches come and go but u stay inside the mix
U pretty outside but on the inside u sick
And Theres no skin care routine out there to fix that shit
Dropped from the game but I resurrected
Im getting money now look what I did
Yea im really really on
Must be sour knowing after all u really wrong
Man I put that on me
Man I put that on god
And id put that on my seed but I got plenty children up inside the flow
This a nightmare
But u dont wake up from it
Girl im right here
On the stratosphere
Me and jabari on this comet we reside here We alright here

They drop me at the vibe
U cannot see my side
She cannot get inside
Im like Baby im sorry I tried
I get a whole tank
Im tryna quench the pride
20 deep with my guys
Feel like im ten foot five

I dont care im turnt up
God blessed me im live
They fill his face with red dots
No acne not no hives
Viewer discretion advised
I dont know if he dies
I dont know very much
I just know that im alive
Please oh please dont test me im afraid ill get too messy
With his bitch in tellys on my time she get too wetty
Blow in this bitch confetti
Swear imma blow in this bitch like Betty
Pressing me here u stagnant 
We so deep in this bitch its pregnant

They drop me at the vibe
U cannot see my side
She cannot get inside
Im like Baby im sorry I tried
I get a whole tank
Im tryna quench the pride
20 deep with my guys
Feel like im ten foot five

night t3rror (jabarionthebeat x lucabeats)

lyrics:

From this treatment I was buried
But from this dirt I will grow
I took 2 its getting scary
But when I hurt I evolve

Some how I keep on breathing
I couldn’t tell u the reason
I think I need me some Jesus
Cause half of my guys are some demons
They got the arms like tarantula
Ion play games castlevania
Kush had put me in Andromeda 
Bitch im the shit im the enema
I think I made me some enemies
And half of them once were a friend of me
They tryna bring me calamity
I was just happy they thought of me
That 42 spill in my arteries
Giving my anger to fix our dichotomies
U put in work for the salary
I put in work its a part of me

All this emotion I push out my mouth in this bitch and u still shleep
I couldn’t have it I made it my goal to be humble and gain cheese
Everything i ever brought to my name came right out from my own teeth
I do not make new friends because plenty of people betrayed me
I just been getting high yea
I cant be teary eyed
People look up to me
I just cannot see why
I stay up touring just thinking in bed
How we would be if it was up to my head
I just checked in baby
I was going to call u
I dont want to talk about it
Until u lower the volume
Itching at my skin baby
She like I control u
Im thankful for my sins
Cause it taught me that u sin too

Some how I keep on breathing
I couldn’t tell u the reason
I think I need me some Jesus
Cause half of my guys are some demons
They got the arms like tarantula
Ion play games castlevania
Kush had put me in Andromeda 
Bitch im the shit im the enema
I think I made me some enemies
And half of them once were a friend of me
They tryna bring me calamity
I was just happy they thought of me
That 42 spill in my arteries
Giving my anger to fix our dichotomies
U put in work for the salary
I put in work its a part of me

i_evolve (jabarionthebeat x dasda x moneyevery)

Prod. weepings

yes I'm shooting for the stars 
but from the start I always knew
had to change my life up
get my drive up
do what I wanted to do
cause I'm the only one that cares
you don't know the weight that bares
imma run from, my own purpose in life
making music
watching how I do this
sing another song tonight to heal up all the bruises
waste away
grind another day
lying to my face
hope I can escape
~
hold the phone
back in my zone
got some backbone so I left for the throne
had to postpone all the plans for the fans
got my fate in my hands
gotta chase all these bands
smoke all these jams
spread all these grams
working at night while y'all counting these lambs
~
New moon working on myself, i'm getting in tune
Too soon, slow but steady ready for the new you
new views, take all that you know
never trust no hoe when you're in a state of flow
x2
~
i said it's new starts and new beginnings
red hearts and gucci linens
hitman, I'm on a mission
I got a vison, I'm only winning
I killed that
think that i'm reaching my skill cap
mixing producing and rapping I finese with passion
I'm making the music I couldn't imagine at 19
flow is so dirty need hygiene
killing the beat, it's a crime scene
raising my vibes. then I go for drive and my purpose is clear like some visine
oh I'm love with this shit, live for the music I'm never gon quit
thankful for you, got something to pursue on
~
white lines in the night time, got me floating in the clouds at the right time
but I'm done with that, make my mental wack
when I hit her on the phone I hope she hit me back

New Moon

lyrics:

Everything I ever said to myself if my head it done came true
Waking up I dont wanna do it I pop me perc and im brand new
30 on 30 on 30 I think that my skin finna turn blue
I couldn’t deal with the pressure this shit happened quickly on two twos
Drinking and smoking some cookie in here until I am not able to move
She wanna fuck me raw but I dont want pussy I want brain
Some of these girls so trife they dont want connection they want fame

Ok ok
I have not eaten in four days
Fitting my fits too loosely
But None of my shit been bootleg
Woah
Pouring myself ace
Fuck it I pour this whole ace
Checking my phone she thirsty
She give me head like Olay
Said she dont fuck with artists
But she had ubered to me unwanted
She know I got a good night in my pocket
Everything I do she tell me shed pop it
Bitch u need to off it
Im here singing on beats for profit
U could easily be replaced
Right now im tryna be off of my face
Im blowing cookie and orange and purple.  until I am falling in deep space
Im tryna fuck u I fuck u and dip out this bitch and the convo get erased
Im going crazy and crazy and crazier I dont think I wanna drop pace
Im tryna push it till I couldn’t do it but lately I start to deteriorate 

Everything I ever said to myself if my head it done came true
Waking up I dont wanna do it I pop me perc and im brand new
30 on 30 on 30 I think that my skin finna turn blue
I couldn’t deal with the pressure this shit happened quickly on two twos
Drinking and smoking some cookie in here until I cannot move
She wanna fuck me raw but I dont want pussy I want brain
Some of these girls so trife they dont want connection they want fame

blU (jabarionthebeat x david)

midnight freestyle (puhf x tennis player)

lyrics:

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in ur head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat ur fucking food u better enjoy it it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body im in love with it
I cant hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how u deem right
Vomit on my sweater Im throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong I was cursed from my birth I swear
This aint shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I cant even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

i start to rust (eric godlow)

prod @eric-godlow
I just want give a shout out to Eric for always believing in me from the beginning, i am nowhere close to where i want to be with my sound. Without Eric and my friends i dont think i would have kept making music so thank you <3

p.s. cover art by Fatih

lexapro // brain zaps freestyle (ericgodlow)

Vodka and Spite (prod. splashgang)

LIMEADE🍏

Broken Promises

Midas Touch (Prod. Jug x Conor Fitz)

when it's dark at night will you hold me tight?
fear my mind is losing sanity
I fell so quick for you I swear it wasn't gravity
living in a fantasy
Losing my vitality
walk round like a zombie gotta fix up my mentallity
~
Full Moon In tune
graveyard come to life and spirits coming after 
sippin out the bottle just to lighten up the view
when I'm blacked out on the ground I pray that I don't join them too
x2
~
EMPTYCHEST
that i dont join em too
swear on blood they're hunting me
im blacking out by noon
my chest is just as hollow as the words that i re-use
if i do not find a spot to hide these creatures got me screwed like
loose nails falling out my floorboard
quite similar to my minds framework
scare em nuff n im sure it will work
wax on wax off this the worst grind
noosed up by the 130 clan dr
taught lessons faught wars n made crimes
9 to 5 hell nah ill just write rhymes
rooms a mess but damn i can find time
to live in my fantasy world
but it dont fuckin stop the head twirls
soon enough ill be in my own world
but the moon is full so anyting goes
~
Full Moon In tune
graveyard come to life and spirits coming after 
sippin out the bottle just to lighten up the view
when I'm blacked out on the ground I pray that I don't join them too
~
Lost and writting these songs
feel that I don't belong
Till the grave my thoughts haunt me
entering a state of lunacy
nothing here to see 
turn your head and let me bleed
only death is guaranteed
I've been lost in a maze for sometime now
broken beaten bones, screaming why now?
lights

Full Moon w/ emptychest

$4/7
#SCFirst
@killarty

Money Talk (feat. killarty) on Spotify
prod. dyl + sharkboy + j. cast

MONEY TALK

MONEY TALK (feat. killarty)

ghost girl (prod. lederrick)

lil jeep (prod. cian p)

nothings gunna change [prod color hue]

Lil Peep- Benz Truck Pt 2 (Prod by @killbighead x @smokeasac) artwork: @crimewave

Shallow Vera - Let Me Just Die Here In Silence

i just wanna skate all night till the moon dies
everybody hate on lilsadeyes thats alright, that's alright
i just wanna crash through the city in a black benz
icy by my side we don't have friends thats alright, that's alright

i won't see 30, fuck i won't see 25
every night i think about my death i wonder why
fuckin up a check i should be writin up a verse
but every line i write it sound like put me in a hearse, baby put me in a hearse

i don't really care if you're not fuckin w me
i don't really care if you got friends over seas
i don't really care if you're not fuckin w me
got that bird on me tee, rip lil peep

i just wanna skate all night till the moon dies
everybody hate on lilsadeyes thats alright, that's alright
i just wanna crash through the city in a black benz
icy by my side we don't have friends thats alright, that's alright

they say time could heal your wounds but that's a fuckin lie
i spend every afternoon inside my room and cry
and every time i hear your voice it always makes me think
about that time you overdosed on all those lines across the sink

i swear to god or something higher, i'm no enemy
fuckin up my life its like i like to waste my energy
thinking we were supposed to be
love ain't fucking real that shit is make believe, 
fuck whoever hate on me
fuck whoever hate on me

i just wanna skate all night till the moon dies
everybody hate on lilsadeyes thats alright, that's alright
i just wanna crash through the city in a black benz
icy by my side we don't have friends thats alright, that's alright

that's alright (prod. avion)

prod. @oceanonthebeat

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior. i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

i think it might be best for me to let you go
but if you ever love me you should let me know
i know you really want him guess i'm fine with that
be careful with your heart cause i'm not good at that

picking up the pieces, 
does he hold you while you're sleepin?
heard he loves you does he mean it?
does he care about your dreams and
all your goals and how you'll meet em
does he call you ever evening
is he making sure you're eating
do you love him how he loves you is it even fucking even

i won't wait around for him to break your heart
i can't mend your soul i don't know where i'd start
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior, i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

jaded (prod. ocean)

no one is home (ryini)

"𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕝𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕥𝕤 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕕"
NOW AVAILABLE ON ALL MAJOR STREAMING PLATFORMS!
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/snapshot-single/1474839178
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4vPQvzPB1z7C8jOt9RBmek
and many more!
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Lyrics:

[chorus]
see you walking by tonight, make me wanna take a snapshot (snapshot)
i honestly cannot resist
when you got your body moving like this
 but i always stay by my lonely
they ain't my friends ain't my homies
trust goes with lust and its gone like the wind
changing the tides and we talking again?

[bridge]
thought you better than that
oh, got you wetter than that
choicing him over me thats in the past

[verse 1]
stuck in my mind its like you are a drug
you are perfection, why you acting smug
you're in denial but my love's proof for ya
what can i do for ya to like me back?
I crack
these thoughts i unpack
im stuck in the loop im a stupid mess
all of these thoughts in my head cause stress

[bridge]
why can't i go?
im all alone
I must find home
it aint with your bones

[chorus]
see you walking by tonight, make me wanna take a snapshot (snapshot)
i honestly cannot resist
when you got your body moving like this
 but i always stay by my lonely
they ain't my friends ain't my homies
trust goes with lust and its gone like the wind
changing the tides and we talking again?
x2 (2nd time slowed)

snapshot [prod. Ryini]

"𝕀𝕥'𝕤 𝕣𝕚𝕡𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕪 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕨𝕠"

Fuck, I want u back in my arms :(

cover art credit: https://www.instagram.com/exchoess/?hl=en
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lyrics:

[intro]
Tonight last night, we gotta make it special
but girl there ain't no pressure
hold your heart so gentle
I just wanna chill with you
It's ripping my heart in two
fuck it i'm coming through
like right from the start I knew

[chorus]
I'll be there for you every time
you stole my heart that is your crime
i'll get upset but you can find
a way to calm my nerves this time

[verse]
I want to be with you
I might need a tissue
cause when you'll be gone I will so fucking miss you
I wish I did kiss you 
but anxiety in my brain could not let me
please do not forget me
you really do get me
so please girl just let me
look at the stars tonight and point out to you all the cool constellations
we going far tonight your beauty a 10; matched by our conversations
I really do like this girl, would take her forever with no hesitations
we're stuck in this stupid world but all of it seems worth it for our obligations

[bridge]
don't want a broken heart again
i'll hold you in my arms till then

[chorus]
I'll be there for you every time
you stole my heart that is your crime
i'll get upset but you can find
a way to calm my nerves this time

[outro]
tonight last night we gotta make it special
but I just made this song instead, i'm feeling sentimental

I wish you were here [prod. Ellit]

"𝕀𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕒 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕦𝕣𝕥𝕤 𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕚'𝕞 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘"

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lyrics:
why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsaken d
lie awake and toke inside my basement

this was all fuel for the fire
you are a liar
I can't believe what you said
flashback, memories of us making out in your bed
I try to believe that she's alright in the head
honestly I cannot get over her
Its the idea that hurts cause i'm hating the real thing
constantly thinking bout her
yeah my visions a blur I've been drinking a lot
getting so high of the pot
will I come down again? hopefully not
maybe Ill try again
I think to myself I know that
I can do what I wanna do
my mind,  yeah I control that

why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsakened
lie awake and toke inside my basement
x2

don't even bother bitch don't hit my line
I won't reply
when we were still dating you texted so dry after that night
and you had the nerve to ask me for help bitch that's fucking absurd
bitchin bout problems that you left uncured I've had enough of it kicked to the curb won't let you return
get the fuck out my life
gotta move forward forget all the strife
now I've opened my eyes
fuck all the others; stick to my own strive

Liar [prod. ryini]

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7aISvk46tTt8xyb49Ve1L2
Apple: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/you-single/1484433587
YouTube: https://youtu.be/x6IeAPrRFhU

[Verse 1]
You cured my blindness & gave it all
And for a minute my fears would fall
Then you held me, “I know its scary”
You said to me

Within a second I was yours
And that is how this story goes
Now you know
Why I've been lost

‘Cos now your gone and I'm all alone
Leave my hopes and put it in a song
The thoughts of you would’ve made me strong
I didn’t know I had it all along

When I get home and I've worked hard
I watch our pictures on the wall
My eyes get blurry, I miss a call
I’m stuck in bed, can’t sleep at all

[Chorus]
I'm so happy when I wake up every morning next to you in my bed
But by the evening I have given up and I wish that I was dead
‘Cos I remember that you’re not here with me, you’re just in my head
I lost my best friend, will I ever see her again?

[Verse 2]
Each night I push my head into my pillow to stop breathing
Just to feel the pain that you felt the moment your heart stopped beating
Then I lay there in my bed on my back and staring up to the ceiling
Wondering If I will ever wake up, yeah...

It went from planting two lips on two lips to tulips for you (yeah)
I should have known everything you went through (yeah)
But now It’s too late and there’s nothing I can do (yeah)
You’re were the only thing I didn’t wanna lose (yeah) (yeah)

And when it’s raining outside It’s my tears falling down
From the sky and splashes on the ground
‘Cos I don’t know if I can live without you by my side
I’d rather die than be alone another night 

[Chorus] x2
I'm so happy when I wake up every morning next to you in my bed
But by the evening I have given up and I wish that I was dead
‘Cos I remember that you’re not here with me, you’re just in my head
I lost my best friend, will I ever see her again?

prod. pink

lyrics:
Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

been stuck in head sometimes
don't leave me for dead, i'm blind
in due time i will find
that, it don't matter what you wanna do
just put you're all into
focus you're mind and I swear you will get it
don't stress the small, stand up tall pay attention
sure you fall, but will you get up? redemption

Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

PanicAttack! [prod. pink]

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson
https://soundcloud.com/brevanti

SEWERPERSON//hook & verse

every day before sun rise
she would make me feel alright
now its just nothing
baby just gimme something
i could only see thru her eyes
now my vision is all mine
girl i know nothing
i was just bluffing
~
every time you call
i can not pick up
ya i see ur name
i just dont give a fuck
put me back in the game
watch me run it up
girl i hear it ring
you should just give it up
blue print
girl i got the plans
i wont give it up
chase me round my mind for days im fast as fuck and wired up
you could never catch what u couldnt see
this power in my soul i call my destiny

WEEPINGS//
 
yeah my destiny
my mind got the best of me
cold december nights she cuddled tight right next to me
now I'm all alone inside my dome a recipe (for disaster)
yes this music my escape; it be my therapy (just ask her)
weed it give me clarity
drowing in that henessey
~
memories - flood into my open eyes
Think about that iris, no I'd rather die
now I'm not the one whose lips carress those thighs

SEWERPERSON//hook

every day before sun rise
she would make me feel alright
now its just nothing
baby just gimme something
i could only see thru her eyes
now my vision is all mine
girl i know nothing
i was just bluffing

WEEPINGS//

Left me for another
baby girl whatchu been up to?
I've been steady drinking all the time
hope that you are fine
now that you 'don't got the time'
rose I sent you let decay
you said that you were mine
~
I've been up inside my mind
let the ocean waves clense my clouded haze
I've been up for 7 days, it's not looking great
yes that shawty said she loved me on the second date
I'm so fucking stupid, let myself think this was fate

let myself think this was fate
walking in the rain no coat just cloudy days
I don't got a brain to cope, a shallow cage
killed it with the grey goose a fit of rage
hate the mental abuse but I would stay
tieing up the 8th noose since saturday
I can't make myself shoot at my own brain
babe I wanna help you, you walked away

girl why did you walk away
I got nothing left to say
I've been trying everyday
but I can't forget that face

sunrise w/ sewerperson [prod. brevanti]

* Your mentality is your reality *
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