[+] do you love me, do you hate me? I can't tell
* produced by @thersx *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zFN_OlKU7m8

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LYRICS:

do you love me do you hate me I can't tell
I been tryna find your face lately im in hell
baby I need help yea

do you love me do you hate me I can't tell
I been tryna find your face lately im in hell
baby I need help yea

every time I see your eyes wanna die a little less
im still tripping off the shit last week that you said
was it something that I said damn
you know you hurt me think I might need surgery
you on a burglary might just let you murder me
ok
cuz I don't wanna live that much
and I just wanna feel like im loved

yea used to pop them pills just for fun
now im two months sober this shit dumb
I just miss the feeling when im numb
I just miss the feeling of your love

(repeat)

love me, hate me

+ music video

love me, hate me (+ music video)

Lyrics:
maybe you could tell im sick and tired of losing everything
when you hit me up want me to smile but i could never be
happy in my brain i used to fight it now its killing me
winters coming soon i really hope that it dont get to me

think im always freezing but my brian just wont admit it
seek out every feeling in my soul so i could kill it
always feel too much like every day dont want to live it
you could take this gun and splat my brains and see my spirit

you dont understand im just so done
try to go away but i wont run
feeling all this the pain but i wont jump
say that i could stay but its no fun

whats the point to living if im feeling dead already
know my bed is just a coffin in my cemetary
and my brain is just a prison ill admit its scary
waking up knowing im breathing where im getting buried

im just tired of losing everything
like my mind, but the pain itll never leave
im just tired of losing everything
never happy so i guess it wasnt meant to be

fucking done, you can tell im getting lazy
fuck a check, yeah you might just call me crazy
fucking wreck, give a shit if you dont pay me
fucking dead, what im living on the daily

i gave up, so just stay out my business
leave me alone cause if not ill be livid
gave all i had but i fell short the minute,
i tried to reach out but then i hit my limit

Losing Everything

losing everything

@reject333
@not-a-fucking-hero

maybe im not good enough
for you to gimme all ur love
i rly miss ur fuckin touch
so ima let out all my blood

dont take the knife away from me
there aint a point in savin me
my current state youd hate to see
so ill just end it hastily

ur make believe
i dont wanna be what u make me to be
and i dont wanna dissapoint my family
but this whole damn time nobody was there for me

so ill go


dont really wanna go but i know i cant stay
in the back of my mind voices takin their place
everybody linin up for the start of the race
when i hear the gunshot i cant keep the same pace

take a 9 millimeter to the side of my face 
so i dont have to sit here and count down the days
take a chunk of my flesh just to get you a taste
when i die fuckin happy ill be a disgrace

and i dont want my legacy to go to waste
so the fame and immortality is what ima chase
but everything i want is stuck behind a lens painted grey
i cant make out the faces cant make out the shapes 

[popularreject:]
baby im not good enough 
for you to even give a fuck 
my hands are tied 
my wrists are cut 
and ima drain out all my blood
you arent where youre supposed to be
you belong here close to me 
and ive been thinking overly 
you arent where youre supposed to be 
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
smoking so much i fill my chest up
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
babygirl jus-

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

disgrace

disgrace w/ popularreject (hero)

Lyrics:
I've been out of my element
Breathe this fire in my lungs I turn to sediment
At the roof top lounge where I'm settling
Love the view from here, I'm blowin heavy on the smoke
Gas til I choke; been like 18 days since I've hit a sober note
Whippin in the Audi way too high I gotta float
Drinkin till the sun up know we light up by the coast
Spot an op nah that was close
Body shots
At the party I pulled up in
Louis, and Balenciaga complement my skin
I've been workin towards a win
I can sense it in the wind
What you lookin for is often closer than you think now
Pouring up a drink now
God I love to sin
It's hard to find a girl that don't just want you for your PIN
I just want her for her body I don't like my bitches thin
Beat seat, windows foggy; moonlight dancing off her skin

Lil shawty's pussy fire like a Molotov
But Ion wanna commit to shit and I think that she's better off
Cause Ion got the time for this
Her tears gon flow like waterfall
Leave a voicemail, I'll sample it
I warned you .. this not my fault
I'm locked in on my vision, you can't change that
And when you left me ooo you thought I'd come back
These hoes are all the devil, where the sage at
I smoked the verse now I'm gon pull the bass back

I've been out of my element
Breathe this fire in my lungs I turn to sediment
At the roof top lounge where I'm settling
Love the view from here, I'm blowin heavy on the smoke
Gas til I choke; been like 18 days since I've hit a sober note
Whippin in the Audi way too high I gotta float
Drinkin till the sun up know we light up by the coast
Spot an op nah that was close
Body shots
At the party I pulled up in
But I had to dip don't like the scene that I was in
I'm all about my money now
She lit a flame within
If my boy ain't bout his business than that boy is not my twin
Bitch I'm up, you can sense it in the wind
You walk a fine line, like the tats on top my skin
Had to cut it I can't watch you be consumed by your sin
No we ain't all saints but I sin and still win

ELEMENT

Girl I need you in my life
You're like a song that I keep on repeat
Claim we don't have problems
But I feel this hell boil underneath
Twisted up my vision
I've been poppin bottles; puffin tree
She said I'm an asshole
Well baby why you fuck with me?
Fuck monogamy
Smokin that mahogany
She like astrology
Well lately I've been high up in the stars
Hiding all these scars you can find them in these bars
Haven't been myself it feels like I came from mars

If you hate me girl I don't blame you cause I hate me too
This a broken world, thought I found a home; you left me bruised
I remember when I told you that I loved you now we're through
Now I'm all alone smoking green and feeling blue

I do better by myself, down the bottle, fuck my health
Told me you were there for me but clearly this ain't true
My heart shattered, fix it up I'm rollin up gorilla glue
I don't wanna live this life If I cannot be with you for the night
Flick a light
Fuck my life up
Everything is fine when I'm high
God I'm fucked up
Arguing bout arguing
Man I miss when we had love
Now the only person I hit up is the damn plug

On my own yeah
I just packed bowl of purple, in my zone yeah
I try so hard forget you but I won't yeah
I just act like I don't need you but I do
Dived into the shallow end, no wonder I got bruised

Girl I need you in my life
You're like a song that I keep on repeat
Claim we don't have problems
But I feel this hell boil underneath
Twisted up my vision
I've been poppin bottles; puffin tree
She said I'm an asshole
Well baby why you fuck with me?
Fuck monogamy
Smokin that mahogany
She like astrology
Well lately I've been high up in the stars
Hiding all these scars you can find them in these bars
Haven't been myself it feels like I came from mars

I just been vibin by myself, this music get me thru it
Working towards my visions; now they more than lucid
Some might call me crazy, others call me stupid
Way I'm puffin on this gas you'd swear the booth polluted

MAHOGANY

Girl tell me what you wanna do
I've been up all night just because of you
Pacifist no fighting
Love leaves slow; but it change fast lighting
We're on Different roads, different time zones writing
Even though I'm better by myself I still couldn't do it
That's cause leaving you I'm bound to leave a part of my self
That can't be good for my health
But neither is staying here
We've been going back and forth for what's felt like a year

Girl tell me what you wanna do
I've been up all night just because of you
Pacifist no fighting
Love leaves slow; but it change fast lighting
We're on Different roads, different time zones writing

I've got heart of ice
Lately ain't living right
Smoke til the morning comes
Just to get through the night
I just cut her off when I'm on my own
Late night studio in my zone
She just want attention
I can't get a word in it's like I'm stuck in detention
I'm just tryna vibe, I'm so sick of all the tension
Can I ask a question
Do you think we work together
Or need intervention
I'll be okay all by myself
Can you say the same yourself
I just need some space when I'm building up my wealth
Stuck inside this rat race and I'm tryna break the spell
I just couldn't be happy with you; If I'm living in hell

This the curse of my life, just accept it alright
You are not enough and neither am I
That's why I spark up my blunt and I be screaming in a mic
If I didn't have this outlet; Wouldn't be shocked to be in a psych ward
(EXHALE)
So do you hear me now?
I'm a broken man
Always filled doubt
Tryna make it work
Tryna make it out
I know silence hurts
But less then open mouths

Girl tell me what you wanna do
I've been up all night just because of you
Pacifist no fighting
Love leaves slow; but it change fast lighting
We're on Different roads, different time zones writing
Even though I'm better by myself I still couldn't do it
That's cause leaving you I'm bound to leave a part of my self
That can't be good for my health
But neither is staying here
We've been going back and forth for what's felt like a year

Girl tell me what you wanna do
I've been up all night just because of you
Pacifist no fighting
Love leaves slow; but it change fast lighting
We're on Different roads, different time zones writing

what u wanna do? [prod. 1080pale]

u deserve better

Yeah...

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