Forestdale

@steadysuffer

mixed/mastered by brody

lyrics:

rxfiend:

shattered fragments and broken glass
dont know how much longer this could last
ya its so hard to get off my ass
im not okay cause no one ask
now watch me fall apart now
i don’t really feel well
im really fucked this time
ill force a smile and keep it all inside
im patiently waiting
for someone to save me
fuck it all
cause its all my fault

i just wanna get by
nothing seems to work and I don’t know why
the more I need the more I can’t find
when will I be alright
i think about the past and I die inside
the more I need the more im denied

steadysuffer:

and I wish I could change what you said
i just wanna lay in bed
leave me with my thoughts to rest
cut me down to pieces I can’t see straight
leave me all alone here get out of my brain
i think its time to put it in the past now
ya I want you in the background
i want you gone
i want you out of my way
cut the ties re write the lies its okay
disappear it wouldn’t be a bother
think of all the times I didnt call her
breathing is a nightmare
you dont even feel bad
Nothings been the same here
I wish I could change that

the past w/ steadysuffer (prod. 5head)

Home (feat. Jomie) (Prod. Cløud)

produced & mastered by tiedforsilver
preformed & mixed by epitomeoffailure
intro from Steins;Gate

lyrics:

ash grey clouds above me
snow falls on your face
foreign lands surrounding 
put me in my place

she stands there horrified 
of what she’s discovered
the snow blankets and covers
a face born like no other 

he wishes they’d normalize 
but their looks sting like torture
he cry’s at home under the covers
with no one there but his mother

and she won’t help cause she’s no good at all 
she cared when only he could crawl
since then theres not much to call, love
broken down and cursed from up above 
is what he thinks now because 
his wants and needs go untouched

ash grey clouds above me
snow falls on your face
foreign lands surrounding 
put me in my place

wait hold on still
your breath draws me in
here in my landfill
you saved me from within 

she to blind to see what’s in front of her
no mouth to eat but my stomach hurts
this leech draining me of all that i’m worth
and i just watch it work 
though the pain gets worse

cause i know she’ll look if im close to death
her only baby boy his soul soon to rest 
underneath the snow that lies on his chest
lays a broken soul cast out like the rest

epitomeoffailure x tiedforsilver - sleep in the snow

lofi cover of anxiety by sleepwater

https://on.soundcloud.com/X1JyzXRx9STGFrY3A

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anxiety (sleepwater)

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lyrics:

stay right there i promise that i know just how it feels
have an issue being honest
having issues with the real you
isn't what you wanted but i guess you have to deal
every part of you they covet
keep on giving til it kills you

oh my god
i guess i've really done it
turned the people that i love
to people who don't fuck w me
call me what you want
but know that i tried
i know that i
am something i don't wanna be
oh woah
set me free
no
this isn't me
oh woah
look into the mirror and it's something i don't ever wanna see

tried to open up my arms to you
tried to open up your heart but it was glued shut
all i wanted was to help
i thought you knew but
let's call it a truce
i guess we're both confused, love

oh my god
i guess i've really done it
turned the people that i love
to people who don't fuck w me
call me what you want
but know that i tried
i know that i
am something i don't wanna be
oh woah
set me free
no
this isn't me
oh woah
look into the mirror and it's something i don't ever wanna see

covet

bitch i came from nothin im still trappin out the trailer park
got a pretty thing but im scared that imma break her heart
got a pretty ring to it when she call me babydoll

u only hate her cuz she fukkin w me
she got pretty brown eyes and its easy to see
i luv this girl more than lucki luv lean
yeh i stole that bar from cr1tter gotta stick to the theme

fuck a pound 4 pound on k im goin brick 4 brick
everytime u open up ur mouth u throw a hissy fit
boy o thought u was a toilet bowl u full of shit
everytime u told me that u luv me did u mean it bitch?

bitch i came from nothin im still trappin out the trailer park
got a pretty thing but im scared that imma break her heart
got a pretty ring to it when she call me babydoll

stick2thetheme_intro

stick2thetheme_intro (slanted x scizzie)

This song, realised with AI, is about getting old and enjoying time while you have it. Originally going go be my first song with my own vocals, i couldn't get it down so that will wait for a future release. 

Grown Up Disease

white bedsheets (prod. killedmyself & ʎpoqou)

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Lyrics:

I wonder why I thought this would’ve worked out anyway 
He won’t stop showing up on Insta or my Facebook page 
I wonder why I even thought you liked me anyway
It’s not your circumstance that makes you treat people that way 

When I smoke by myself 
Its no good for my health 
Im sick of these delusions 
done with fate and fairytales

Now I know your girls a liar 
It’s written on her face
He’s just a bitch boy 
I wonder who raised him that way 
How all of this transpired 
Was a big fucking mistake 
But I’m a big boy 
I’ll get over this shit one day 


Spark this roach I wanna cloud my brain (cloud my brain) 
You Don’t like me yeah I feel the same (feel the same)
Makes me laugh I wasted all that time I’m so lame
Spark this roach I wanna cloud my brain (cloud my brain)

I wonder why I thought this would’ve worked out anyway 
He won’t stop showing up on Insta or my Facebook page 
I wonder why I even thought you liked me anyway
It’s not your circumstance that makes you treat people that way 

When I smoke by myself 
Its no good for my health 
Im sick of these delusions 
done with fate and fairytales

Fate & Fairytales

Piss Off (prod. Majinaru)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

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