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a bit different but just messing around
i made this a month ago, but it's lowkey one of my favorites
decided to take this off of my alt and post here

https://open.spotify.com/track/3BXsNWjAn54t8tZ3RzPt9L?si=76bf9ad30b8e411c

@remiliaxd

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yeah, yeah, yeah
in the end it's like a heartbeat
my mind is slowly falling
i tried to talk about it but you just keep on stalling
and now your feelings hurt. 
why do you keep on calling?
i tried to talk about it, now you keep on calling
calling, why're you calling?
i turn and talk to you, and now that you are falling
falling, it's appalling
i'm fucking through with you
how long does it take to solve things? x2

yeah
i tried to talk about the things that they said
it had got in my head
yeah it got in my head, oh no
i've got to watch out for the things that you say
they hurt me, they bruise me, they leave me with my grave
no x9999

heartbeat (remilia)

@yashio20k
@rewind214

lyrics:
all those things you said
you said we'd be forever but it reached the end
im stuck up in my mental yea i think again
i still cannot believe that you went ahead
and saw my friend

yea its fucking up my brain yea it slowly decays
hurting day by day yea it hurts every day
and i think that you just hate me so i wont fucking stay
and its making me so sad yea
U FUCKING CHANGED </3

like what do you see in him?
no i can never win
yea you took every inch
of what i had left

now im constantly thinking about the things we had
and i cannot get it back yea its all in the past
now im bettering myself tryna do what i can
but its super fucking hard cuz u were all i had :(
i hate ur words (ur words)
they do the worst (to me)
fuck i hurt (ohh)
my heart burns (it burns)
why would u do this to me
i toss and turn in my sleep
U WERE ALL I HAD

yea its fucking up my brain yea it slowly decays
hurting day by day yea it hurts every day
and you said that you just hate me so i wont fucking stay
and its making me so sad yea
U FUCKING CHANGED </3

like what do you see in him?
no i can never win
yea you took every inch
of what i had left

what do you see in him? (yashio, rewind)

prod and mastered by @yashio20k, ily yash
ty @zixdown @twentyfifth @whyhaze and @ilymaiko for hopping on <33

lyrics:
@1akura:
ik I did wrong
I can't get it back
i just wanna fall
I've been feelin sad
I've been like this way to long
my heart is shattered like some glass
everything I did with you is all up in the past
yea, yea im falling slowly
can't even fall asleep
u took it all from me
and it hurts awfully

@zixdown:
u told me u would stay 
can’t bare 2 look away now
it’s every single day
u turn around i’m falling down ://
i keep trying but i can’t reach the top
i get tired of talking cus u jst cut me off..
i can’t face this situation
my hearts racing
i can’t make it, my loves always wasted
u jst fake it tryna make it seem real
& i can’t take this, tell me what’s the point?
i can’t heal

@twentyfifth:
tell me whats the point of it all
if all u do is jus fold
ur afraid of where we can go
i said i kinda feel u but yo
i dont play w my words
so dont expect me 2 lie
and my heart was so cold
they said its never too late to try
thats what i did exactly n gave u my heart
now i hope we can find the peace of us
i cant stand it when u treat me like im nothing
dont wna lose it, everything tht weve been plotting

@whyhaze:
i dont wna lose you
thought that was clear
got u by my side baby wont u come here
for now
got ur hand up on my chest grab it
rip it out
it feels like somethings useless
wanna hear me shout
from pain
crying standin in the rain
i feel insane
jus tell me im okay
even if its not ill stay with you wont matter anyway
ill find an escape
grab my hand lets run away

@ilymaiko:
cut me..n bleed me out x_x (scenegirlclique)
u r all tht i have..dont leave me now
i dont have a system..i jus cry out loud
n im fading out..i cant take it now
leave me u leave me2bleed
i hate it i fall 2 my knees
u take it all from me
u want my life? jus take it pls
im falling slowly
cant even fall asleep
u took it all from me
n it hurts awfully

@1akura:
ik I did wrong
I can't get it back
i just wanna fall
I've been feelin sad
I've been like this way to long
my heart is shattered like some glass
everything I did with you is all up in the past
yea, yea im falling slowly
can't even fall asleep
u took it all from me
and it hurts awfully

falling slowly +zixdown x twentyfifth x whyhaze x luvlullaby (yashio)

@owtiss
original @domerrz [https://soundcloud.com/domerrz/iknowuhateme]

reprod meeee (i like daria sounds)
*mwah*

so i guess its just the way its meant to be
got kicked to the curb swore i wouldnt let it get to me it got to me
im face first in the dirt and the one that did its blocking me n dodging me
i cant lie and say it dont hurt that ur the one thats haunting me
ur the one thats haunting me
iknowyouhateme

got kicked to the curb swore i wouldnt let it get to me it got to me
im face first in the dirt and the one that did its blocking me n dodging me
i cant lie and say it dont hurt that ur the one thats haunting me
ur the one thats haunting me
iknowyouhateme

lately ive been thinking ive been drinking
losing sleep all over this
the walls r closing
my mind burdened
wish I could get out of this
didnt want to lose her love
I feel dumb
didnt wanna lose someone when I had lost so much

#iknowuhateme [cover]

@ihateukidu ^^ 

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2


fuck it all i guess its over
one look at you fucked up to sober
im looking at these pictures on my phone
tears runnin down my cheek 
i cant stand the thought of me being alone
its really damaging

(ohhh, just forget ab it
yea ill just forget ab it
ohhh, these thoughts r makin me go violent
ohhh, just forget ab it
i cannot forget ab it
all dese fuckn memories r rushin back makin me go violent)

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2

song inspo by @whyhaze and @mental

get it back (kidu)

produced by: Victxrw
performed by: August, Kid Sora
written by: August, Kid Sora

[hook: August]
of the things that i caught in my eye
when you laugh all the time passes by
baby i only live for this moment
its my life but youre the one that controls it

one love in the city it was left in
enough of the poison that we let in
true love isnt something that ive dealt with
stand up cause our time was just an estimate
x2

[verse: Kid Sora]
Damn. And I know that I'm losing time
Like, you could sit there and just watch me die
Like, bitch you trippin, I aint goin' down without a fight
Test the gang and imma show you how I lose my mind
I'm on attack. I don't need a strap to push you back uh- uh- uh
Perfect plan concocted in the back- ugh- back
She know I aint perfect, at least I'm in tact
That's another song, and I don't wanna miss the rhythym ahh- haa
I can't risk that much to miss your love- ahhhh
I can deal all alone, but its not enough- ugh.

[hook: August]
of the things that i caught in my eye
when you laugh all the time passes by
baby i only live for this moment
its my life but youre the one that controls it

one love in the city it was left in
enough of the poison that we let in
true love isnt something that ive dealt with
stand up cause our time was just an estimate
x2

August + Kid Sora - Rosario

"downhill from here" produced by @neohnq

Performed/Written by @counterxo & @s0lemn

downhill from here w/ s0lemn (neohn)

my best to date 
enjoy, I love you 

I didn't think it all through
right my wrongs as means to an end 
means me-means to an- 
means me-means to an- 
means me-means 
a-as means to an end 
means me-means to an- 
means me-means to an- 
means me-means 
a-as means to an end

to all the suffering that comes with me that comes with me 
your love's a front to me I know that you don't fuck with me-me-me
ulterior motives when you say you're loving me
I-I just wanna find someone that I can keep
to myself, without a doubt in the world 
that they'll ever leave me (me-me-me)
that they'll ever leave (leave-leave)
that they'll ever leave me 

if everything's temporary,
I'll be more wary of who I pull close
overthink the unnecessary
I'm over-caring, even if I know
its all in my head 
still think about 
how I was left for dead 
I don't wanna doubt 
that this pain will end 
I don't wanna doubt 
that I'll love again, I'll love again 

I won't drown, I'll get up again 
I'll find an out, as means to an end
I won't drown, I'll get up again 
I'll find an out, as means to an end

to all the suffering that comes with me that comes with me 
your love's a front to me I know that you don't fuck with me-me-me
ulterior motives when you say you're loving me
I-I just wanna find someone that I can keep
to myself, without a doubt in the world 
that they'll ever leave me (me-me-me)
that they'll ever leave (leave-leave)
that they'll ever leave me

temporary (me)

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Heart

Paranoia!*(chxsen)

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