not a single miss, mr. fall season 🍂🖤

prod. irby

light up
why pick up the page
when rest is what i crave?
i never learned how to wait
this is life 1
and my arms are feeling weak again
i forget to breathe above the water
i'm so used to
holding my breath
it could be me
i can't tolerate my truth still
trapped in my head
in my head
in an atmosphere so poison
i'm a half a heart away
so i replay my choices 
i wish that i never made
now i gotta grow up, move on
i know i'm blessed i feel like i'm enchanted with fortune
put in the work i deserve what
happens to me
i think it's for the best
it'll go the way that it's meant to

and you said
“it was for the best”
i digress,
it hurt when you left
i can’t bare 
thinkin bout u and him 
i’m so scared
of hurting myself 
my head
my arms
have felt so numb
for you 
for you 
it’s okay 
though babe
don’t stay
if you don’t want to 
i want you 
what to the fuck did you just say about me
i been a mess since 09, i’m wobbly 
but im still runnin this shit
like i’m jango and you jus a clanker 
lil bitch get up off me 
i drop a 30 and go play some hockey
maybe throw hands with a crackhead on wall street 
maybe throw hands with a gang i been beefin since i was a kid when they pressuring tommy
told em see me on the street yea i’m rockin 
told em see me in the ring yea i’m rocky
told em see me when they walkin the streets
with their baby, their momma, their homies, their honey 
smoke him and film the whole thing like icarly 
kill a whole army 
for you 
for you

life1 ft. sendflowrs (irby)

Thought I had a better sense of this 
Astigmatism showing images that I don’t think I’ll miss 
At the cross road lamp lights circle in the mist 
What direction can we figure from the list 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly 

i didn’t wanna be here in the first place so when you’re ready let’s go
she put big rocks in this blunt i feel my skin turn to stone
so imma be up all night
just perfecting these songs
i’m sorry im late i was just spinning think these pills make me more drunk
i swear its not even fun
love, baby tell me that i am the one
and what’s said is done
swear this denim packed with toxic
i can’t feel my lungs
you should check your phone i think too much
and i miss your touch
please excuse the interruption when i grab the clutch
imma be driving all night

imma drive up that road that we both know too well 
By the back of our hands our palms can sense it when the ridge fell 
I’m keeping two plates on me 
I can’t decide for your eyes sake baby 
I’ll keep it low just like the temperature this morning 
let’s keep on sorting 
this mess could you adorn me 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly

lamp light ft. notahero (cl6udy)

song i made just for that day to come by 
guitar by me

lyrics:

i don't want you to leave
but I know you're not mine
oh
you give what you get
and it's never quite right

and it gets hard to tell
when you put on your face
is there anyone there?
are you all just a shape?

so just go if you want
it won't hurt me at all
i've been gone from the start
and I've been far from your heart

so when I saw your face
i should have walked away
but I held you so close
when I knew you were cold

so you can do what you like
i don't care what you do
cuz you don't care for me
and I'm not one for you

so just go if you want
it won't hurt me at all
i've been gone from the start
and I've been far from your heart

08-07-25

Lyrics- 

Why don’t you feed on my flesh 
It’s cool, like please be my guest 
Alleviate my pain and put that knife In My chest 
You wouldn’t be the first but shurly the best 
I can tell by your energy you’re Not like the rest
It’s kinda comforting to know you feel exactly how I do 
In this world full of people my greaf has led me to you 
I was suffering In silence until you stepped in the room 
I guess will go out together an treat this house as a tomb 

Leave me in pieces 
I’ll play the victim 
It’s typical
You’ll be the voice of reason 
just take me out now before I change my mind like I do now every season v

There’s traces of you all across my skin 
What made us believe we’d get away with this 
Signed my fate with a painless kiss 
The punishment at hand was truly worth the Risk 
But u understand I wasn’t more than a fragile little pawn in your plan you’re knocking off of da board just to fall to the floor 
And come back begging for more

Flesh

"one day we gon be okay baby just stay"
i can hear just how you told me like its yesterday
ill be sure to send my love from the cosmos
i guess lately its just been harder hitting high notes
i guess lately its just been easier to let my mind go
i guess lately im feeling bad bout dragging you along

cuz i dont want to see you at the bottom
and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

but i cant make you smile
havent seen those pearly whites girl whats got you down
we can live another life if we leave this town
one day i can make it right one day youll be proud
in the passenger seat found my reason in the stars
i got holes in my jeans you got anger in your heart
its not as easy as it seems so i try to play my part
control alt then you deleted me im back here at the start
i got bad lungs one more cigarette
another sad song posted on the internet
i guess its not fun tell myself im not upset
when the days done find a place to lay my head
from the day we met swore to be my best
we both know the fire started when you call my friends
now im only feeling sorry for the shit i said
one day imma be a star im just not shining yet

and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

denim w/ halfhearted (p. under the maple tree)

accolades to those who serve a throne
through a window pane, feathers grayed and made unfurled
word of lover laid, in the beak, in talon, curled
yet another day, delayed unearthing blurs

you said it's why you had him fly
but the storms that were endured left him blind with every flight
but over the pines flew it's body entrenched,
and in that moment it felt the endearment of friend
a familiar tree had his blood reassessed,
and past the point of return, it was onward he'd trek
coated his vision, a thick of the mist,
as if to open the eye wouldn't make any difference
he's harbored division, a grave indecision
return to the earth or become what it's missing

it was how you knew and felt the ground despite the altitude
were you too down to purge the doubt of everything he saw in you?
of the clouds to be honest: two decades of rain
but the drought in his stomach kills him off all the same

don't worry bout me, i've got wings for a reason
don't worry bout me, i've got wings for a reason.

as far as it flew (forzen)

Lyrics-

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me 

 I just  can’t escape 
All of the calamity thrown in my face 
Shit I got enough on my plate 
But i eat it up and dont leave non to waste 
And honestly id rather rot in this hell
Than ever step foot inch’s out of my shell
Im comfortable here as if you couldn’t tell 
Now I’m getting tired of repeating myself 

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me

calamity p. wraithontheporch

evergreen

the fear was born in this house
so i need to leave it here
but i can’t get out
it’s weighing me down
the worst of it has me now

i’m begging just let me go outside
i’m making up reasons now
i’m so used to having a bad time
and now i can’t phase it out

i thought i’d feel better at home
and i thought that you knew me but maybe you don’t
the walls that surround me crush right to the bone
but i’ve been so weak maybe it was my fault

the fear was born in this house
so i need to leave it here
but i can’t get out
it’s weighing me down
the worst of it has me now

as far as it flew (forzen)

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