My Loved Ones Losing (metlast x 5head)

last single off new EP out 11/5!!

featuring the great @decksmusic

produced by @livingpuffy

lyrics:
i’m not stupid 
i can feel it setting in
i’m just paralyzed 
while i’m staring at the edge 
and on one hand i still think it might begin 
but this afterglow is still wearing thin 

and this all ain’t 
how it used to be 
and i’m wondering
what it meant to me 
take my hand and i’ll meet you at the end 
but before you go give me one more glance

(decks)
i just wanna see the end of the tunnel
life sucks when u live in a bubble
i just really gotta get it straight
pass time in a somber state
when the walls are closing in
i need to breathe before i swim
pretend that the times are good again
in the same ways
yeah, and when i finally take a stand
hope that they’ll see me as a friend
or maybe someone instead
of nothing

one more glance (feat. decks)[prod. living puff]

wonder when the day comes
produced by @jolst
mixed by nine to 5

lyrics:
I cant seem to get this right now
But I can say that I’ll try now

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

Don’t wanna be be saved i wanna climb the mountain
I don’t need no help
There's no one I can count on
Don’t wanna stay back
No I've been waiting too long
I'm not right but i know I'm not wrong

I'm making new chapters every page now
I'm just tryna live for day to day now
I don’t want nobody telling me how
But the voices in my head are speaking real loud

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

nine to 5 - wonder when the day comes (prod. jolst)

im scared.. </3
...
theres some things that i cant learn
and loving me is one of them
i aint afraid
i cant change at all
but do i even want to? 
thats the question
im still tryna learn my lesson
oh..
i back up when i really shouldnt
when the going gets hard
i get scared
im scared
they learned how to love me
so i loved em back
i didnt think i would
but i learned from that
but im hot
im cold
and i dont know who i am
im just tryna learn to love who i am
im a pretty girl trapped in someones body
i was tryna be someone and im sorry
this cold weather always overwhelms my body
its really hard to get a meal in my body

the storm (2001 x sor)

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLaYu5eKNqsNmZFt2EwPS8A

https://soundcloud.com/graydawn?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing 

<3

submerge (prod.graydawn)

Produced, Mixed, Mastered by hazenova
ALL PLATFORMS APRIL 10th

Lyrics:
(hazenova)
you dont know me like u think that u do
when its all said and done
i meant nothing to you
you feel make me feel so abused
i feel broken used
and my skins turning blue
oh my skins turning blue

rain rain fuck off dont come again
ive been tryna make it out
tryna make it big
i been tryna talk 
aint no body listening
so u mfs gonna have to hear me sing x2

oh ive been gone for some time
oh ive been wasting my life
on people that dont care if i live or i die

(Epitomeoffailure)
don’t fucking get me started
i’ve been falling apart in the cold damn rain
while you’ve been sitting back watching
it’s kinda funny to me
that you would take the time
to abuse me
over and over again
when it seems to me
that you could be
doing anything
than looking over in my direction
still view you as perfection
and there’s nothing i will do except stare in this gun

Abused (feat. Epitomeoffailure)

We're exactly where we were a year ago 
#ComeHome
MIXED: ARI
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: MONEO
FEATURING: CINERARIA @user-344070600
WRITTEN: ARI AND CINNIE

Lyrics:

Staring at my phone
For the third night in a row
Looking at my photographs of you
And I think of all the words you said to me
Wanted me to go but I’m not ready

You belong
In my arms
Where you’re meant to be
But you can’t see it
On my own
And so It goes
We’re exactly where we were a year ago

Yeah I know
I don't deserve
All of the memories you gave me
I've ruined every damn thing
You're hurt
I've let you down
You're past it
I've lost you
I miss you oh

You belong
In my arms
Where you’re meant to be
But you can’t see it
On my own
And so It goes
We’re exactly where we were a year ago

In my arms you belong
Stay together 
Fall apart
She don’t listen to my songs
Forever till death, death due us part

WE BELONG ft. CINERARIA PROD. MONEO

@yokaidreams | [+ sogimura]

(nevrwrld)
Don’t care about the things I know wronged 
Removing all the things I did to you 

Lost all my friends in a single night 
Deserting everyone in my life tonight 

Don’t care about the things you can’t control 

I’m lost in outer space please let me go 

Bury the thoughts in my head and let me go 
I’m losing everything In my life tonight 

Im lost 
Im lost
Please catch my fall 

Don’t let me fall 
Don’t let me fall
This time I know 
I’m losing everything In my life tonight 

(Yokai Dreams)
i can't make it right
best believe i've tried 
about a thousand times
so just
grab the rope and pull it tight
i'm bulletproof, found out tonight
i'm seeing red through heavy eyes
i'd resurrect if i could die

and i know that i'm alone
all the lights are on but nobody's home
and you know i gave my all
so could you catch me if i happen to fall?

(nevrwrld)
Don’t let me fall 
Don’t let me fall
This time I know 
I’m losing everything In my life tonight 

Don’t care about the things I know wronged 
Removing all the things I did to you 

Lost all my friends in a single night 
Deserting everyone in my life tonight 

Don’t care about the things you can’t control 

I’m lost in outer space please let me go

The Things I Know I Wronged

im alright (+capsized)

prod pekarot
feat emptychest

enjoy <3

blood stains and teary eyes
i really wish i was still your guy
ive been wasting so much time
tryna find a little piece of mind

youre so selfish 
took what i gave you left me feelin helpless x2

and i know that youll find love again
and i know that youre my favorite thing

blood stains and teary eyes
i really wish i was still your guy
ive been wasting so much time
tryna find a little piece of mind


emptychest: a little peace of mind is all that i ask for
were either dying out or were jus alright
he was all i needed and i didnt know
but now i know
it all
He makes me feel like hope is worth having
whenever i was sad or i was stressed he would snap in
ive never had no luck but  we still happened
ill run around this town with you and dream the life that happened
did i stutter?
i wanna spend my life with u
u make me 
flutter
and i love you
so never 
say ur nothin
cus ur mine
and ur my somethin

Favorite Thing (Feat. Emptychest) (Prod. Pekarot)

submerge (prod.graydawn)

Cypression