D/S$0C1AT/0N

prod me






silence
beneath crescent willow
whispers to me
he who crawls
follows me
far away
depression
swallows me
and my day
oceans
of gods whispers
and the breeze of the way

Depression ☽ Palace

Lyrics: I could take my time with you but I rather eat right through you cause it’s easier to feel you in my throat then to feel your knife turn me to stone.
I know that you like it
I know that you like it 
I know that you like to feel me underneath  your foot
It’s your daggers eyes the way you look at night 
your tongue it stained my bones. The mind that always runs away from me. It’s your razor sharp teeth how I caught you in the night I know you like when the blood pours from me

Like a vampire... you sink
Like a vampire you sink
Your teeth into me

Eyes like daggers
Eyes like daggers

Dagger Eyes (p. by Colton jean & nextyear)

lyrics

in darkness they fell from my spine
edge of the abyss
every eye is the same as the last one
two eyes on the full moon, death smiles
baptized within her cries
silently wept

snakeless spine

LYRIC VIDEO: 

ZXPHYR: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCC3_FmrNk0bqULNufWvh8Pw

FALLING THROUGH THE NIGHT SKY (FEAT. ZXPHYR)

Prod. by https://soundcloud.com/pleasefuckdie

Automatic, I'm static,
I've had it,
Trapped addict,
Trust,
Take granted,
Talk rapid,
Lust,
Bad habits,
You acted,
Just,
Let me suffer,
Just beg another,
My dead that smother,
But it give me comfort,
I'm out of color,
No rush for cover,
I gut my lover
We dead each other,

No superficial,
Just want a little,
More love for issues,
Just Clutch the improve,
But keep the excuse,
She been the immune,
I lost to misuse,
I lost to issues,

All that shit don't matter,
You actor,
We fuck then scatter,
No place to shatter,
My lonely face,
I just been the pattern,
Been lost for hours,
Been lost without her,

She want all my cuts,
But I feel less than enough,
You don't need to adjust,
You're living with us,
I don't want you run,
But it's better as such,
But you'll stay in my blood,
I ain't no one to trust,
I ain't no one to trust,
She want all my cuts,
But I feel less than enough,
You don't need to adjust,
You're just living with us

enough cuts (Prod. pleasefuckdie)

Mixed by heavylungs & Mary
Mastered & produced by heavylungs
background piano by cheiropter

Lyrics: 
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand
The night falls 
And we’re out again
The night calls 
And we’re out again.
It’s All in my hands a world of ends.
So Take the ride in a hearse again.
Sick of the same pains 
cut deep with patience
bleed for the love of it. 
Reach for what’s left to live. 
I can’t stand to see again.
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand

Blood Lover (P. heavylungs)

am I a ghost sleeping under you...
it all ends with you so used

will you forget me?

will you forget me?
that's a question that I already know x2
to the door, you close, i'm on the floor, you push then I'm a ghost

to the door, you close
you are away


so distant, so urged for new...

leave everything, so hungry to move
away.....

will you forget me?
that's a question that I already know x2
to the door, you close, I'm on the floor, you push then I'm a ghost

SEEYOUNEVER - FORGET

psychosomatic pain ii

Covered my lips 
In black.
Now I rip and tear
I can’t escape 
I can’t escape 
I can’t 
Now I can’t escape 
Fuck it up running through my hands again 
I just wish you were here for me.
It’s like I can’t even breathe without you here. 
When it’s all these drugs they consume and I can’t feel. 
When I've been wishing for my own death an I can’t an can’t.
I got knifes and there in my back.
I promise I can’t.
These drugs got me fucked up.
I wish you could see
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
Yeah I wish you could see it
Running through covered in blood I see you. 
Closing my eyes, I fuck it up an I like it yeah. 
I love when the blood falls.
I love when I’m covered in blood. It calls it calls.

(Crook:
Im no longer healing
You dont know the feeling 
To stare at the ceiling 
While my blood is spilling
Fuck it take it to one to neck
The only way out is by death
Ugh
Bury me cover my flesh
Im done with this
Lay me to rest)

Call My Name (Ft. Crook)(p. takizava)

IceCrownアイスクラウン

Produced by Daedric Prince
Mixed & Mastered by HeavyLungs

Lyrics:
Live laugh
Nights I grown cold
I fear you want me home
After you see you kept me awake 
Answer did I
Even out the pain
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time 
running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Left all alone and I wanted out
This pressure created nothing but doubt 
Bloodied the towels 
Stained the bed sheets oh frown
I was alone 
while the drugs kept you out 
Slow down my love I forgave you in the end. Hurry back 
back home there was something left unsaid. 
All I wanted was my mommy but she was swept, Into the other room where there was meth for her instead 
The needle it’s been left unfed again
Hurry back to your room 
where you locked yourself in. 
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Raised us, in needles and fire 
Drugs kept you in
It just kept you higher
Raised us in needles and fire
The drugs kept you in your room 
You get higher
All those nights I needed you 
I needed you
There was a vacancy instead
At 14 I was used to being 
left for dead then
I was used to to being left

Darling, You Couldn't Even Imagine What I've Seen

More musick soon, Love you all

produced by me

lyrics -

I listen to the wind brush around me
Opening my wounds from then
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget
Nothing feels the same
I let the cold embrace me
In this night I feel it rise again
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget

Like snow beneath the rain
I fall apart, elegy of my heart
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget
Alone again where we once stood
Memories of a time so good
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget

Ghost Amethyst Elegy

produced by mary mortem
mixed by colton jean and cassidy mandel

lyrics: Say it’s too hard to breathe
Just wait a little longer
It’s promised the pain will cease 
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?
Now can you?
(Save those puppy eyes for another time
Now I come to you, with knifes in my back that’s what you’ve done.)
Save those puppy eyes 
That’s what you do
And Ill waste this all on you
Now that you’ve got a gun
You feel so cool
Swallow the pills 
And watch as the sky turns…
Weight of the world an it’s all on you.
I hope you overdose, it’s cool for you.
We love to watch you fall again
And again and again you bitch.
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?

Reach For Salvation

do you cry for me?
Produced By: youji2k
Mixed & Mastered By: MVZI
Art Designed By: FXCKJAMiE & MVZI

@mvzi
@youjiiiii
@fxckyoujamie

Lyrics:

Take some time away
I know you need it
Form myself again
My souls redeeming

Filled my solitude
Would it hurt if you tried too
I hope you’re doing alright
Are you hurt
Do you cry

Do you cry for me
When you laying in bed
Did you hear what I said
Do you hate who I am

Would you try it again
If I gave you the chance
Do you cry for me
Do you cry for me

Would you die for me
Cause I would die for you
No matter where you take me
I’ll follow you

I know it’s hard to stay
Cause you’ve been used
It’s okay
If you take time away

Take some time away
I know you need it
Form myself again
My souls redeeming

do you cry for me?

SPOTIFY

to everyone ive hurt Im sorry

instrumental composed by haemorage

Lyrics: All in my head

Ghostly lips, apocalypse, your terrified we're terrified. Hand me your heart hand me your eyes. See it all again I see you all again. 
Candles in the living room. Hand pressed on the flame. Razor wire, a necklace in this day. I hear you talking again all in my head. A hand pressed to a flame, my hand pressed to the flame. 
Grinding of my teeth, building in my head I see where I I'm falling all apart you see my broken days all the way.

My eyes I did it again, I'm falling asleep. 
My eyes, again and again I'm falling asleep. I'm falling asleep, I'm falling asleep,  I'm falling asleep.

My worn eyes I've seen it all before I've seen it all before.

Worn Eyes

prod ; mixed ; mastered by @zyrom

Cover art made by me

lyrics :

The virus has made his way into my mind
enter my system and corrupt my files
Cannot restart the device
My body is stuck in the ice
Your lips connected to mine
Let me hold you tight before you leave
Your skin against mine, i can feel you breath
Feel the chills running though your chest 

Our minds are going blank
Lets forget about our problems together
lets sink in eachother anatomy
i don’t wanna wake up and leave this dream

skin [prod. zyrom]

Biv - ICanScreamAlliWantNobodyWillHearMe (Red Rxxm Remix)

prod me
free download available

-LYRICS-
blackened tides rising
the old is dying
higher one strides in
on mortal pyres
let go of it all
embracing silence
the golden fall
death, so inviting

Death So Inviting

Lyrics: Got dirt under my fingers nails and dirt on my face.
I’ve been sleeping on the floor tired and hungry. But I’ve done it to myself 
It’s all complicated but you can’t even imagine what life is like what life is like this way. 
Cuts on my wrist tears on my face
I can’t stand to live (hold on)
no food inside me
What’s the point of this
What’s the point of living 
What’s the point of this 
What’s the point of it (hold on)
(Do what they have said)
These pills are hard to swallow so sick
So sick so sick I’m so sick 
So sick of everything 
These pills are hard to swallow
Higher then Ive ever been I don’t want to feel a thing.
I just want to be okay.
These pills, hard to swallow...
These pills, hard to swallow...
These pills, hard to swallow...
Sick and tired of the person I’ve became I wish I could take a look at myself 
The way I did when I was a kid 
I promised myself I wouldn’t do this
Now I’m fucked up and so high 
I don’t want to fucking leave my bed
I wish I would never be like this 
This person that I had in my head
Had in my head
Had in my head.

D/S$0C1AT/0N

D/$T0RT3D