this song is entirely non profit and purely for venting purposes.
nilöwh: @nilowhbeats

cut my arm like every night because of you
and that sounds really bad
but thats how sad it gets
and thats how tough
life can get sometimes 
when youre around the wrong people
dont do what i did
learn from me
change your cerebral
id love to say its true but its not 
you can call me baby bloodshot
you can push my hands around
you can make me dance for you
dont be shy stimulate it
it wont bite unless you cave in
see my head its real scary aint it?
youre a pussy, you wouldnt last one day in 
my vessel
my vessel
now you know why i nestle in my bed all day
im pissed off, scared as a bitch and i cant get out of it
and i cant get out of it 
hes real quick to lie to your face ive seen it once or twice at this pace
he belongs in the mud and you know that shit
you know you cant get over him
if you sit and around and wait 
for him to change on his own time 
cause his own time is 2 years down the line 
when hes gay.
im not mad at that but at the fucking least be honest with me
im at sea and im sinking so just throw me down some whiskey
to make it easier for the time being cause I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE being me
and i hate how the sun drives me insane
how..?
how the fuck can love kill you?
how do i see my mind?
hopefully you understand now
imma stay in my vessel till i die.

my vessel (nilöwh x frrb)

alone (nilowh)

Dont wry bout a thing rn
My bro gon hit u up if I get shot down
Yeh yeh
You think you slick hoe
Nah u just a kid bro
If I rly said run it one day would u do that
Would u do anything in ur power to make it up to them
Take a step back everything is real I promise
The people around u arent monsters
Its alright if u go
But I dont want u 2
Ur embrace is so far
I rememeber ur car
I remember everything pretty vividly
U never said a word in spite of healing me
I guess thats nice of u but idk
What ur standards were, I lost my goal
I dont know how else
(u wont find me around here forever more)
How else im supposed to
See clear when my visions growing up
Im trying, just trying to be
The best I can be 
If this it all amounts to
Then tell me why would I choose u

forever more

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forever more ‧͙⁺*☾branwen

cause all the memories are clouded to me
can you just talk to me i really wanna hear your voice rn
i just got sick of getting sick of life
if you with me i gotta make it right
i made it off the rocks
got no luck but i guess you by my side
i know youre staying up tonight so please just call me and,
give me some company
i just need you to comfort me
got three grams and its not enough
i think i need more from my plug

cause all the memories are clouded to me
can you just talk to me i really wanna hear your voice rn
i just got sick of getting sick of life
if you with me i gotta make it right
i made it out of there
nobody knows what i went thru
i went thru alot cus i loved him
i went thru alot cus i loved him
give me some company
i just need you to comfort me
got three grams and its not enough
i think i need more from my plug
i dont talk enough 
but frankly im just simply running it up
frankly im just simply counting the bucks
but frankly im just giving zero fucks
ive too been isolated in my bedroom
with nobody to talk to you
i suffocated in my own room

cause all the memories are clouded to me
can you just talk to me i really wanna hear your voice rn
i just got sick of getting sick of life
if you with me i gotta make it right
i made it off the rocks
got no luck but i guess you by my side

3g and its not enough (caves)

im not doing better than i was last night
i still count on myself when times get hard
i dont mean to alarm you but everything's falling apart
but i think we'll be alright

ive been flying sideways
off track, sun burnt my face
i dont remember what you said
blacked out imma go
they think imma ghost
they dont wanna see my face when i comatose
many problems in my head undiagnosed
packed a ounce and i think its getting kinda close to running out
im half way dead
theres a stain on my dress and it makes me depressed
woah scroll thru the messages sent
woah so i can reminisce about a dumb bitch 
ive been flying sideways
off track, sun burnt my face
i dont remember what you said

drift that going sideways
gremlin burn the highway
its me or simply no way
whiskey melt my whole face
girl you are my home base
make me feel safe at last
50k on every song thats what i really gotta have

ive been flying sideways
off track, sun burnt my face
i dont remember what you said
blacked out imma go
they think imma ghost
they dont wanna see my face
im not doing better than i was last night
i still count on myself when times get rough
(im half way dead)
i dont mean to alarm you, but everythings falling apart
but i think,
we'll be alright.

undiagnosed

follow caves

undiagnosed (caves)

i thought life could never change
but it did and now I've changed too
are you still the same as i remember?
you were the last thing i remembered
its so cold
its not fair
you left home
and i stared
dwelling in the doubt that i made
living in a body full of sulfate
spirit trash 
walking gut rot
no one understands how somebody's soul could rot
in less than a day
it only takes pain
it only takes some time to realize you're insane

sulfate

follow neverforever

sulfate (neverforever)

its all for nothing, dont let it tempt you
you've got a new day to make it up to yourself
paranoid thoughts cloud my mind
i heard the phone call, but i didn't
i see them, and i hope they're friendly like i am
and i hope i fit in enough
and i wanna be cool, i promise im not a fucking fool
and im so obsessed over what i want
most days i feel so far away
im trying my best to stay focused.

friendly bad thoughts

friendly bad thoughts (neverforever)

i try to be someone im not and
it feels wrong but im locked in
im just noxious on the rocks and
ill keep saying im doing fine

i cant even think
lights are on, i cant sleep
hiding under my sheets
to get away from my dreams
x2

dont get overwhelmed
dont feel what you felt
your faculties are breaking down
and you dont know how to help
yourself, yourself get out 
youre old, youre stuck in the route you made
i play games that no ones heard about
cant invite me to a public lobby 
cause i get scared and i dont talk for hours
i dont know how you talk so easily
fuck
thats all i can say
ive ran out of pain
i guess thats good for me
(pain)

i was the most popular ive ever been
when i was sad as fuck 
and i didnt know how to fucking vent
but now ive learned how to live 
and i grew up a little bit
so get out of my mind if youre not gonna profit it
yh.

i (prod. caves x wisssery)

maybe im dumb
im out of luck
can you just 
can you just 
be there
x2
be there when i fall back down
down
im
fade
im fading away
my mind dont feel the same no
i dont need to do what i been doing just to feel alive
can you walk me thru all the bullshit
i dont wanna fight it
and i dont wanna fight it
i dont wanna fight it let the process just go thru ur veins
im not impressive im just depressive
im fading away
my mind dont feel the same no
i dont need to do what i been doing just to feel alive
can you walk me thru all the bullshit
can you just 
can you just 
be there

ＤＥＰＲＥＳＳ

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ＤＥＰＲＥＳＳ （ＰＲＯＤ．ＣＨＲＯＮＹＣ）

trapped in a world where we
dont know what we're doing
we're REALLY fucking clueless
vices on my desk, contraband in my head :/
its fine to us,,
i got party in my dna ^-^
i cant even brace , or hurt
cause i cant feel my face, uh.
rum and everythings fine 
i do what i want

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh...'

i still hurt sometimes

nothing makes sense :(
another bro got jaded >:(
i think they laced him >;(
TELL ME WHAT THE PAY IS
i got real bones ache and they sure ache
i cant even stand to see my own face.

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