swans cry

It’s like
Why not come now
Why not come now
It’s like
Why not come now
Why so put down
The turns of this life
Up and down
Up and down
Such brightness at night
Up and down
Down to down
When it was extreme
Up and down
Up and down
Felt just like living
Try to see me now
Try to see me now
Living in between
The up and down
Up and down
Searching for some peace
It feels without
It feels without
The old intensity
I came around
From up to down
Is this really living
How I feel right now
How I feel right now

It’s like
Anymore
All I feel is only dull
Where expressions used to thrive
Dead or alive
Dead or alive
It’s like
Anymore
Numbed out senses hide
Find my desire
Relight that fire
Relight that fire

It’s like
Why not come now
Why not come now
It’s like
Why not come now
Why so put down
I could stop the dream
The dream I’m living
I could wake the sleep
These thoughts been stealing
Me away from what I seek
Consistent giving
Me what I might need
A chance at living
Not like I’ve shut it out
Totally put it down
I’m doing the work
When I don’t feel the spark
I’m still doing the work
Pray it comes some day 
To show its worth
To show me its worth
I live dullness every day
The extremes between
Realities
Nullify the middle between
Like nothing’s bad
Great in particular either
Stuck in what seems
Mediocrity 
If ending my trial
Could keep me awhile
I’d prefer to go home, see
It’s the darkness
It calls me
From even the brightest of light
Such living is rare
Most cannot care
For they’ve never seen the light

It’s like
Anymore
All I feel is only dull
Where expressions used to thrive
Dead or alive
Dead or alive
It’s like
Anymore
Numbed out senses hide
Find my desire
Relight that fire
Relight that fire

 
Maybe
Maybe
If I stay the course long enough
Maybe it will feel normal
If I feel these limits enough
This range might feel normal
But for now it seems
So restricted, so limited
Like nothing really hits me
Nothing really hits me
I see where it could be
Where emotions could feel
And I’m distanced
I’m just so distanced
They don’t happen for me
I just see where they should be
Where they should be
I’m at the point now
Of asking the higher powers
What can I do better
What will allow it? 
Let me be swept off my feet
By some dream or even a memory
Let me be free
These chains I have on me
These chains are better life I see
Medication frees
But how it also limits me
The up and down
Up and down
Are so narrow now
The up and down
(…)

Damn The Middle

"THE HORIZON"

Written, performed and produced by Roman Gorielov.
Recorded, mixed and mastered by Roman Gorielov.
Cover design and photo by Roman Gorielov.

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The Horizon

all songs written, recorded, & produced by kevin patrick sullivan
bass on do a little dope by dakota floeter
mixed by derek ted schultz
mastered by philip shaw bova
cover photo by gina di maio

clear thoughts of morning

Daylight

E.L.E (feat. Ailbhe Reddy)

Still In There Somewhere

Taken from Cross Wires second album ‘Yesterday In Mourning’ Produced by Rory Attwell.

The Apparition

Another Time, Another Place

Blacklisted

Stinging Velvet

Sadly, I've been away from writing music for nearly a year now, but happily published three novels with Amazon in the last six months. If you would like to wander down that particular rabbit-hole, (and read some books about sex and death) here is the link to my author's website http://stevieoconnor99.wixsite.com/writer

Wolf’s Eye
Sometimes it feels like I spend my whole life,
Like a lamb walking amongst the wolves.
But wolves have feelings that get hurt too.
I’ll swap you my wool for a wolf’s eye, a wolf’s eye, a wolf’s eye-view.
I know sometimes horrors get to you.
Gets in the bones of you.
It gets to me too.
In the bones of you.
In the bones of you.

Come-on darling, come and dance with me.
Like when we were seventeen and we were all new and shiny.
Come-on darling, come and dance with me.
Like when we were seventeen and it was all new and shiny.

Sometimes it feels like I’ve spent my whole life,
Like a lamb walking amongst the wolves.
But wolves have feelings that get hurt too.
I’ll swap you my wool for a wolf’s eye-view.
I know sometimes horrors get to you.
It gets to me too.
I’m always looking out for you.
In the bones of you.
In the bones of you.

Come-on darling, come and dance with me.
Like when we were seventeen and we were all new and shiny.
Come-on darling, come and dance with me.
Like when we were seventeen and it was all new and shiny.

Come-on darling, come and dance with me.
Like when we were seventeen.
Come-on darling, come and dance with me.
Like when we were seventeen.

Written, performed, recorded and mixed by Steph Sweet ©2016 All Rights Reserved

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Music is my journal, and I put it out there for the world! Many of these tracks were written about my experiences with mental health struggles.

I write, record, and produce all of these tracks by myself. I'm continuing to learn and grow in this process.

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