svnam - i'll be ok (pekarot)

I can't complain
You're looking at me strange
I know i've been played
I should have told you how i felt

I'm sick of feeling like
your memories alive
our memories a lie
wish you were outta my mind

will i ever be okay
i'm sick of feeling caged
self diagnose my pain
all the meds were a mistake

you don't know what i go through
all the efforts i got to do
the smile i force when i'm with you
i feel so fucking used 

we dance together in the rain
i've always fucked up my plans
i'm making friend with the moon

i can die soon
why do i keep trying
you still mean so much to me
you won't be good for me
so why do i keep trying

the sun come up again
you say that you tried your hardest
i always say i'm misled

but you always hit me up when you're stressing

when i think of your face it's a blessing
you know you never make my phone ring
you're still close to me even when you're with him
don't stay close to me i'm toxic ...

we dance together in the rain
i've always fucked up my plans
i'm making friend with the moon

i can die soon
why do i keep trying
you still mean so much to me
you won't be good for me
so why do i keep trying

l'histoire se répète encore
pourquoi suis-je si proche de ton corps
j'suis destiné qu'a connaitre la mort
toi tu devrais vire encore

l'histoire se répète encore
pourquoi suis-je si proche de ton corps
j'suis destiné qu'a connaitre la mort
toi tu devrais vire encore

we dance together in the rain
i've always fucked up my plans
i'm making friend with the moon

i can die soon
why do i keep trying
you still mean so much to me
you won't be good for me
so why do i keep trying

so why do i keep trying ? (umberto c)

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I Break Everything I Touch (prod. CapsCtrl)

prod. flesh x nihil空

lyrics:
if i could wait at all
i'd hesitate too much
this patience takes too long
it's time to move it up
this queue's been taking months
what's wrong with me don't know
it's time to play along
no matter how much 

time it takes
away from what
i wanna do 
i gotta do 
the things that i 
have said that i
would do 
it's only right
i promised you

so long the wait
what's on the way
will come sometime
if not today
i might complain
and try to change
my life i might
just stay the same

is there something wrong
i never felt so odd
have i ever felt this way before
can i shake it off
does the past repeat itself can
i control its knobs
will it ever fade away
when the feedback talks

tell me what to say and i'll
go writing every page
i swear it's harder than it was
to get my thoughts out of my brain
is it the drugs that im not taking
or the fact that i've been wasting
all my energy on things that i don't
have so much to say about 

what's with all this hatred
thought i loved all my creations
is the feeling even mutual
my heart is always racing 
for another explanation
a disaster in the making 
these assumptions that i talk about
are nothing but invasive 

do i really need to get
these people up to speed
i guess its all i know to do
i really shot both of my feet
it's hard to run without those shoes
and to be honest i dont think
that all the things i have to say
are so important i should speak them

so let me try my best
to make some sense out of this mess
i think it's funny how expression
always leaves me feeling less than
everybody that's invested
in this broken fucking system
i've awoken through my wishes
something that they gonna listen to

delay tactics (prod. flesh x nihil空)

orange autumn blues is an observation of nostalgia and seasonal depression, and how these concepts affect how we develop who we are over time

not sad, not happy, just real

i put a lot of energy into this short but compact project, and i hope you find yourself in it, as i have found some of myself

huge thanks to @horoshavibes for being on winter walk, and shoutout to all producers for providing wonderful beats that matched the aesthetics of the project

thanks for listening <3

anxiety freestyle [prod. eeryskies]

winter walk (ft. horosha) [prod. bailey daniel]

old soul [prod. ian james]

orange autumn blues [prod. stoic]

scrap from learning to lose
+ alternate art i did not end up using
prod. @wisssery
much love, enjoy <3

i wrote the lyrics in a notebook so i will not be putting them here my bad guys hope u can understand

middle ground [wisssery]

I hate the fear of losing everyone 
Going down a valley of a broken heart
Things will shine when I cross our stars

Give my head a rest
I don’t know where you are 

Going down a valley of a broken heart
Things won’t shine tell I cross our stars

Hello hello hello!
You can’t stay outta my fuckin mind

Bury my soul tonight and find more ways just to end my life 
(to end my life, to end my life)

Waste my life writing stupid love songs 
Gotta gather my head until I choose to drop dead 

Combatting true life stories and write them in pen 

I hate the fear of losing everyone 
Going down a valley of a broken heart
Things will shine when I cross our stars

Give my head a rest
I don’t know where you are 

Going down a valley of a broken heart
Things won’t shine tell I cross our stars

Hello hello hello!
You can’t stay outta my fuckin mind

Bury my soul tonight and find more ways just to end my life 
(to end my life, to end my life)

I hate the fear of losing everyone 
Going down a valley of a broken heart
Things will shine when I cross our stars

Give my head a rest
I don’t know where you are 

Going down a valley of a broken heart
Things won’t shine tell I cross our stars

Valley Of A Broken Heart [+ splashgvng]

Released alongside @iamsavagekitty
Vocals by @iamsavagekitty
Produced by Prod.byCian & daks9k
Written by safehaven.
Mixed by @iamsavagekitty
Mastered by addmixx
Cover by @iamsavagekitty

as the morning rain fades away
you fall into a shallow grave
plagued by all these haunted days
laying there, trying to stay awake in this hollow place
All these darkest thoughts begin to lay, yeah

you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)
you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)

I'm stuck inside this gutted place
stare at the sky, but what you see
is not reality to be, a dream
but what is left?
an empty void, with nothing left
you start to drown, it's getting darker
but soon you realize this is not the end

you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)
you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)

you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark

anxiety freestyle [prod. eeryskies]

melmige

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