Prod. Michael Harrison

I need you 
but you’re so far
I’m see through
this is my heart 

Oh my god, where are you right now 
I want you here to hear your sounds 
Why the fuck can’t you teleport 
I know it’s kinda funny but I wanna see you more 
And I hate it, I wish that you were closer 
And everyday I say this, you want me to come over 
And I hate to leave you waiting, but I’m scared of your mother 
I want to meet her soon, but for now I’ll just suffer

I need you 
but you’re so far
I’m see through 
this is my heart

why tf can’t you just teleport

don’t trust u /// at all 
#hyperpop #jerseyclub #digicore #ashitaka

Waking up, little hazed, ur by my side 
you say good morning hunny 
Are you feeling better than last night?
I,
Don’t really know I can’t really remeber
I had a little bit too much 
No where near sober

you give the reassuring stroke through my hair
Whilst you’re humming out a song of mine, said u care
but did you care enough when it really  mattered
feel like the trust is broken, lost and just splattered 
 
I don’t trust u 

I know our morning routines are like any other couple
Just a cup of coffee, crumpets,, and cuddles
But there’s something today, that doesn’t settle with me well 
Like an unspoken truth, I can’t decipher it at all 

I don’t trust u

don’t trust you [ugly1sixty]

Lyrics:

Pull up remy boys
Even if they don’t know us,
Roll up, keep to myself
So stoic
The dmv inspected my shit
Like it’s stolen
Pull up singing my songs
Didn’t know you know them
Take my number, I said no man
Rocking Paris Saint Germaine 
If you want me, lay it on the floor then

what you talk about
That shit is not important
I can run this shit
Chilling in my tool shed
You think I'm chilling sitting stupid,
But I heard what you said
You can cross some lines
But don't end up dead

KnowUs (doublemulti, gothsad, m1qqla)

LYRICS:

i forgot what your voice sounds like
but it still plays in my head at night
we said forever on a tuesday call
now u dont ever text me back at all
i threw ur hoodie in the back of my car
now it smells like the way things just are
i feel way to high to even cry
but i still think about you like all the time

u dont miss me i can tell
didnt see u leading me on
but im to far gone to feel pain
baby im going insane but i dont blame u
i was delusional to see the truth
u say that u love me i believed in u
fuckin hate myself for falling for you

lost sight of whats real
u say “me” i dont buy it
fooled me once, u wont get me twice
ur a demon in disguise

i dont really care about being alone
cause it feels im forgetting about us

i forgot what your voice sounds like
but it still plays in my head at night
we said forever on a tuesday call
now u dont ever text me back at all
i threw ur hoodie in the back of my car
now it smells like the way things just are
i feel way to high to even cry
but i still think about you like all the time

the restart (p. the sound clown)

SilentOne - cisza mnie pamięta 
drugi album SilentOne to zapis wewnętrznego krzyku, który nigdy nie został wypowiedziany.
to 16 utworów utkanych z bólu, samotności, zawodu i utraconych szans. Zamiast głośnych wersów- tu jest milczenie, które boli bardziej niż krzyk.

to muzyka dla tych, których nigdy nie zostali wysłuchani.
dla tych, których walczą po cichu.
Dla tych, których rozumieją, że blizny to nie wstyd- to dowód, że się przetrwało.

''cisza mnie pamięta'' to nie tylko tytuł.
to stan, w którym trwa SilentOne.

SilentOne- nie zdążyłem powiedzieć

sampled beabadoobee, one of my favourite artists

MOON (instrumental)

abstractions and vignettes of emotion and experience, i hope you enjoy

all beats by elijah david: https://www.youtube.com/@ElijahDavid_

thank you to notahero and shizukesa for helping complete some tracks and provide a unique perspective to the emotions i've felt

atleastitsrainin with notahero [prod elijah david]

gridofmetal [prod elijah david]

lyrics:

every text a long passage
money stuffed in my mattress
wondering how it happened
telling me that you really grind
posting baker boards with no scratches

posting baker boards with no scratches
stuck behind like bad traffic
constant fire no matches
disappear like its magic
smoking weed inhale ashes

every text a long passage
money stuffed in my mattress
wondering how it happened
telling me that you really grind
posting baker boards with no scratches

poser (prod. wraithontheporch)

Father

produced by cxrter & cl6udy
mixed & mastered by backyard beetle
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
seeing faces all around me
i’m just coping in the backseat
bright stars, yeah they gleamin’
tweakin’, i just lost another weekend
everybody living like it’s so easy
then switch up on me saying i don’t got a reason
same coat, four seasons
october my reality, yeah you know i’m breezin’
let me know if i’m a burden
i don’t belong, yeah i’m certain
watching skies fade blue
am i inferior to you?

seven days and i can’t get rest
five calls, now my phone’s dead
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you
ponder all of my setbacks
i’m a needle in a haystack
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you

talking like nobody even knows me
yeah i know that you’ll forget me in the nosebleeds
rhinestone on my ribcage
all this pressure, i’m a lightweight

seven days and i can’t get rest
five calls, now my phone’s dead
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you
ponder all of my setbacks
i’m a needle in a haystack
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you

atleastitsrainin with notahero [prod elijah david]

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