(Prod. Noise Complaint)

Lyrics: 

Couldn’t let you inside
I just do the same thing 45 times
Know I hate the thought of you with any other guy
No I’m not the type of boy just to see you as a prize
Spent a whole year to realise
I can see you lie
You were never mine
But nevermind

It’s always so silly to me how much I respect the honesty
Put so much forward for things you can’t see
Look in my eyes when you’re talking to me
What it is when my heart feels ordinary
Why do I feel so alive when the shit get scary?
It’s only a problem to me

I can see the tear drops falling down
I know you can’t even look at me
My problem always keeps me separate from the crowd
Can’t you look forward without looking down?
I got too many issues to part ways with you now
I gotta sacrifice
Looking so bluntly while I sharpen my knife
I swear I told you this is what I wanna do with my life
But when your eyes meet mine we just can’t think twice
(Is this what I’m doing tonight?)

What I gotta do to make you proud of me?
What’s for the best isn’t what I want
Know your future’s uncertain and it’s always a lot
Know I make you mad, yeah I pissed you off
Would I stop being sad if I make the top?
Give me time baby, and you’ll forget about me
‘Cause if you get much worse I’ll be the only reason
Try to clear your memories, forget the hidden meaning
When it gets so cold that I-

Always the catalyst
Cry harder for me babe this is the last time
I feel so fucking sick in my mind
I’ll never forget your hand on mine
I wanna hurt myself thinking ‘bout the next guy
“Sorry I hurt you” doesn’t make it better
I can not curse you, only the city weather
And when I fell in love I knew this shit was coming
Crashing at false speeds, and you just leave me nothing.

nvm :/

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