bro was fucking up that pizza to this song

( pr. kg <3 )this song isn’t rlly one that i plan to blow up off of but rather just a song that NEEDS to be out. i meant every word i said. hope u like it <3

lyrics: 

wake up every single day no motivation left in me , i’m struggling with overthinking crippled by anxiety 

people tell me vent about it then turn around & laugh at me, so even if all alone i feel like that’s what best for me

i lie in bed all day make songs all night
i know that it’s not healthy but i promise i’ll be alright
i really wanna cry but i try & nothing comes out 
i haven’t ate at all today & it’s already dark out

hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright
hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright

i tell myself it’ll get better with more time
i know you wanna help but depression’s in my bloodline
ill blame myself even if it isn’t my fault 
like damn my bad i’m just miserable by default 

i hate my subconscious 
i’m rambling bout nonsense 
i take ur words straight to the heart so please hold ur comments

i’m sorry if i’m trippin i just don’t know what is next for me
maybe i’m just meant to be alone it could be destiny 

hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright
hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright

bleeding (hold me)

sorry for the late upload out on spotify now

https://open.spotify.com/album/4igXLiY4esguSrOa2WHLMx?si=37FLOWh9SQWWTnm7_zRtNg

recorded by me
mixed by @everettlatte

lyrics:
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Mom Jaidens making hyperpop again

Our memories are fading
I don't wanna wait and
You tell me you love but I know you don't
I wake up sick and shaking
Sometimes I cry from breaking
I think i'm the only one ill let in real close
And girl I take the blame
Girl I take the blame

Don't regret a single thing that I said that night
We'll move onto better things when the time feels right
I heard you got a new man
Don't wanna know what he's like
I hope he's making you smile
I guess ill never know
Yeah and honestly it kills me
That you wont know the real me
Its why I put my pain and heart inside the songs
But go ahead girl put the blame on me
I don't understand why they hate on me
I show love more than I get it that shit puts a toll on me
Im so tired of feeling weak
I wake up sick its killing me
I know I said its all for you but now I do this shit for me

I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm i'm i'm i'm

BLAME

spotify

BLAME (p. lilbiscuit)

prod by xona<3 this beat sucks im sorry(,:

thank you to all the ppl that help me make this ily (all in order)
@reesoo
@heylog
@hovis
@moodyriley
@quannnic
@cometesh
@1vil
@uglysneaker
@valerii

avoid

avoid w/ reesoo, heylog, hovis, moodyriley, comet, vil, uglysneaker & valerii

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive

Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

Spirits in these walls when you're here, know they won't come around
Trauma flooding back, used to being told, "Don't make a sound"
Face down on the ground with my hands up
Watch your final breath through the screen of my camera
Left to die, you know you'll never find your way back home
Buried underneath years of snow, bones are growing cold
Know we die alone
But I still need something with you, got something to prove

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive


Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

spotify link<3

die (frevel x pekarot)

Feels like  I waste my time on you
Lost in the waves I've been confused
Thought I could be myself 
Every road now just leads to hell
Still I wish you well
Know I'm still in love but I never would tell

Lately I've been under your spell
But I never would tell
Lately I've been under your spell

Losing comfort in the simple things
I tried my best to fight it
These feelings cant hide it
Still lost in all the memories
I'm going straight silent
My socials on private

Know what, you want
I'm falling down again
No more, I give up
Let me rest I'm dead
Don't want, no ones
Empty words or promises
Don't let go, please don't let go of me
Let go of me

Shoulda known everything gonna end one day
Still I never thought it'd come this way
Everything I love thrown in the grave
Watch the sun come up
Knowing I won't be here tomorrow
Everyday been the same feeling hollow
Laying face down in my bed with my eyes closed

Yea I wonder if you stayed
Would a thing even change 
Or is this all not real
Don't leave me don't leave me
Our love has lost appeal
Don't leave me don't leave me
Got some wounds that I know cant be healed
Don't leave me don't leave me
Got coke on my cigarette butt and I'm ready to kill
Anybody who stands right in my way
I'll do it for myself and face your pain

Know what, you want
I'm falling down again
No more, I give up
Let me rest I'm dead
Don't want, no ones
Empty words or promises
Don't let go, please don't let go of me
Let go of me

hell (grayskies)

amv:
https://youtu.be/r_Cm_qTul5Y

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/rouri404
https://soundcloud.com/imgeist

producer:
https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

lyrics:
// rouri404
biting nails 2 bone ur throwing stones in this glass house
hate crowds, dont think we can get out
guilt trippin u know that ive been down
if i was nothing would u still be around
feels like im the type of person that nobody wanna be around
screaming loud i know that u hear me
dead by dawn I loved u dearly

head rollin off chopped down by a guillotine
how this turn 2 hell when i saw u as a deity
bring me back 2 life
know i might not see another night
switchblade chelsea grin carving out ur eyes
we all die one day why r u surprised
bleed me out till my veins run dry
swing and i miss know I be tricked again
im just scared of the end

// geist
just scared of the end 
switchblades red dripping blood of all my friends 
blacked out in the benz 
dead by dawn swear i won’t be tricked aha

i said what i said, yeah i know i won’t miss you 
blood stained sheets made a bullet solve my issues 
took a breath, saw your eyes turn a new hue 
cut so deep, ripped my heart apart it’s tissues 
 
and i know i won’t miss you 
i’ve been seeing ghosts saw your smile in the rear-view 
what the fuck have i turned into 
6 feet deep in the dirt how it fell through
 
feels like im the type of person that nobody wanna be around
screaming loud i know that u hear me
dead by dawn I loved u dearly

dead by dawn

SPOTIFY

rouri404 x i'm geist - dead by dawn [prod. michaelwarren]

https://soundcloud.com/lovenude
https://soundcloud.com/badca7

lyrics:
sometimes i
really wanna fall
but i can never forgot anything that you said
i wish we never
wish we never met

i wish we never met
but i can’t forget her
i been walking around the town with a brand new beretta
and i can’t even close my eye i could never forget her
i been taking all these drugs so i probly could feel better

but
for
get
what
you
said
i
hate
you
for
get
we could change the room just like we do just like we do
we could fall in love and find the truth well find the truth well find the
truth
truth
what you wanna do
grab my fucking hand baby it is me and you
baby what you wanna do
baby what you wanna d-

what you wanna do
baby thinkin about you
and i’ve been going so damn crazy i can’t understand you
and i just wanna cry
it is a suicide
(na i don’t i don’t really condone all that , shit )

but baby i’ve been crazy
i’ve been on the floor and i’ve been hazy
i’ve been hazy i’ve been smoking on that purple cause it make me
i’ve been tryna find a way i won’t let all that junk phase me
she just wanna talk , i wanna cry
i wanna try to change me

i'm so happy that we met, girl you're always on my mind
 don't know if have a chance, makes wanna fuckin cry
girl you gave my life a floodlight got me shining bright
i just wanna be yours, grr fuck

eyes like topaz glowin in the sunlight
got no makeup but still be shinin so bright
head keeps spining like a fuckin beyblade
got my heart exploding like a full tank of propane

wake up
wake up
you don't have a chance
it's what my mind is always saying
but i'm still willing to dance

and no matter what might happen
i am always by your side
girl you got my heart zoomin
on a rollercoaster ride

but
for
get
what
i
said
i
love
you
please
don't
go

we could change the room just like we do just like we do
i can't help but fall in love with you that's just the truth
that's just the truth

UNCHAINED, Vol. 2

ImNotNumbEnough

LOVENude - ImNotNumbEnough (ft. BADCA7)

serotonin

Prod @Sinxi
Feat @hiraethsry

LYRICS
Got me so alone
Even from the start
Way you pick me up
Speeding in ya car
To afraid to speak
Leave it in the dark
Trying aimlessly
See into the stars
Got me so in love
An evil demon in disguise
Way you fucked me up
A trance to put in with your eyes
This girls a succubus can tell the way she fucking lies
But I Just can't say no to girls who make me wanna try

I don't love you I gotta make it stop
No lust moves half the time we on
And fuck you you take my fucking arms
Got me spinning hate the feeling
I trust you what makes you wanna start
I don't love you i gotta make it stop
I don't fuck you we gotta make it stop
No ones healing hate the feeling

When your with him i know your thinking of me
I'm only 2 drinks deep
I put his head in the sink
I'm tryna
Fight him
So im gritting my teeth
And man he should have stopped talking
He could never be me
I wanna
Leave him to the pavement
There's dirt where his face is
Fuck him while ur thinking of me
Do i deserve this?
Why you gotta lie when you leave
I'm feeling worthless
Stab me with a knife
Till i bleed along the surface

I don't love you I gotta make it stop
No lust moves half the time we on
And fuck you you take my fucking arms
Got me spinning hate the feeling
I trust you what makes you wanna start
I don't love you i gotta make it stop
I don't fuck you we gotta make it stop
No ones healing hate the feeling

Spotify

SUCCUBUS (feat. hiraeth)

yo check out rouri404 for real

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtYpQw3J5JrjemPfzK9cICw

https://soundcloud.com/rouri404

rouri404 - Cant Lose What U Never Had

rain w/ xona [p. jolst x 88STRAIT x xona]

nun of dis shit matters til u make it matter

BLAME (p. lilbiscuit)

love jai

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