bro was fucking up that pizza to this song

run run run

sorry for the late upload out on spotify now

https://open.spotify.com/album/4igXLiY4esguSrOa2WHLMx?si=37FLOWh9SQWWTnm7_zRtNg

recorded by me
mixed by @everettlatte

lyrics:
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Mom Jaidens making hyperpop again

Our memories are fading
I don't wanna wait and
You tell me you love but I know you don't
I wake up sick and shaking
Sometimes I cry from breaking
I think i'm the only one ill let in real close
And girl I take the blame
Girl I take the blame

Don't regret a single thing that I said that night
We'll move onto better things when the time feels right
I heard you got a new man
Don't wanna know what he's like
I hope he's making you smile
I guess ill never know
Yeah and honestly it kills me
That you wont know the real me
Its why I put my pain and heart inside the songs
But go ahead girl put the blame on me
I don't understand why they hate on me
I show love more than I get it that shit puts a toll on me
Im so tired of feeling weak
I wake up sick its killing me
I know I said its all for you but now I do this shit for me

I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm i'm i'm i'm

BLAME

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BLAME (p. lilbiscuit)

prod by xona<3 this beat sucks im sorry(,:

thank you to all the ppl that help me make this ily (all in order)
@reesoo
@heylog
@hovis
@moodyriley
@quannnic
-comet
@1vil
@uglysneaker
@valerii

avoid

avoid w/ reesoo, heylog, hovis, moodyriley, comet, vil, uglysneaker & valerii

Coconuts

Slut Pop

Your Wish Is My Command

Treat Me Like A Slut

You light a cigarette and sit at your desk
Im always tripping over something they don't know i'm a mess
I hate the fact that I can only fall asleep on my chest
And I would try to save us both but I would run out of breath
And i'm pacing back and forth I hate my bad decisions
Just talked to the devil about the way that I been living

He said i'm sorry that you feel this way
You keep on talking to the sky what else can god say
But what about a little break or two that I really need
It doesn't feel like I been breaking through like they all see
I cant stand a single sight of me inside of the mirror
I don't know whats got inside of me the x ray aint clear yet

You can throw my blood on the wall
Hate these fucking withdrawals
I wanna spill my fucking brain until my thoughts dissolve
Im hiding skeletons in closets bet you'll never find it
OCD I stack em up real neat and then I climb it
Oh yeah i'm hot & cold one sketchy move could change my climate
She said I done lost my mind I told her help me find it whoa

i lost my mind :0

i lost my mind :0 [p. saint mike]

I WON’T FOLD! (ft. blckk) (prod. lankybeats)

see yall on halloween :)

mixed by me and @frxsttt
prod @trynadie
art by @sxv13t

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SCALP EXPOSURE (PROD. TRYNADIE)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i hate to say i forced myself thinking that you were sweet
but ur a monster, didn't know that you were a freak
lock me out from you and throw away the keys
i won't let you get any closer to me
put my hand on her leg and feel the ridges and scars
i feel afraid you might bury my body under tarp
so dig a grave for 2 people and make sure it is large
you're coming with, i won't die alone or we could restart

i'm not gonna bother you anymore
pulling my collar, pulling out thorns
it was an honor climbing aboard
somebody watch her out on the floor
i'm not gonna bother you ever again
pulling my collar right back where it is
i tried my hardest to help you get fixed
wasn't for long until you relapsed

say does your father know you been out
if i was him you'd have curfew, no doubt
i just want you safe getting back to the house
cause nowadays it's brutal all around
don't hold on 
to my hand
just let go now
find a man
don't look back
not a glance
as i'm crushed by
an avalanche
don't know why you'd say that
you're gonna get pay back
looking at a photo could you possibly get phased at
drinking at a club
i thought you were done
she said, "i stayed away"
but bro it's been a month
i don't wanna hate
i just never drink
you could say i'm boring all you want but i'm not phased
i don't make excuses
i simply do not do it
don't wanna see my life fall into a ruin

i'm not gonna bother you anymore
pulling my collar, pulling out thorns
it was an honor climbing aboard
somebody watch her out on the floor
i'm not gonna bother you ever again
pulling my collar right back where it is
i tried my hardest to help you get fixed
wasn't for long until you relapsed

repeat

produced by heylog

lyrics:
fiending
oh you're always fiending
for something to catch a feeling
no, you don't take it easy
you're grieving
deleting
cause ur not receiving 
the guy who gives you meaning
it just ends up depleting
you need me

my hair is getting longer and mom says i need to cut it off
today i'm gonna pull it back or maybe i should let it fall
or maybe i should let it fall

my hair is getting longer and mom says i need to cut it off
today i'm gonna pull it back or maybe i should let it fall
i'm looking at the pane and see a kid i don't recognize at all
you think i'm in a crisis but this is my life inside a ball
but i am not the one to be crying over some bullsh-
i'm trying to be a man for a girl who is the purist
and i believe that's only achieved through work and purpose
but at the very end of the day it'll be worth it
so what'd you say you come tag along to a journey
i'll be your protector, you won't have to worry
will you believe in me if i focus and try
i'll do what it takes to give you a better life

i assume your brain still has developing to do
no one cares about my feelings and neither do you
only difference i don't post them, you fiend off replies
absorbing it like energy to mentally survive
you're fiending
oh you're always fiending
for something to catch a feeling
no, you don't take it easy
you're grieving
deleting
because you're not receiving
the guy who gives you meaning
it just ends up depleting
you need me
the letters i would write
could form into a book
when turning every page
seem to be overlooked
so when you read the words
imagine you are me
tearing paper
and grinding your teeth

oh i was always there
too bad i ain't here
go cry, well life ain't fair
it's not like i don't care
but oh my, i'm bad at saying no
but i don't wanna be a problem if i'm holding on
oh my, now you wanna complain
baby i'm not gonna put up with that for very long
for long

teeth II

hope u guys like dis one!!! <3
another epic song w me and @imgeist
produced by: what?boy

LYRICS:

Take me back to last winter
When you were still here with me 
And I’m feeling so bitter 
Feeling so bitter sweet 
I’m gone, and your out 
Thinking bout what I should be doing now 
Leave me in the gutter 
I need some time to think about what I have done cause I’m at fault 
And I don’t think I deserve you I am better on my own 
So just leave me in the dust

As I run 
And I go to a place I don’t know 
It’s all changed, see your face, i don’t see you the same as before 
And I’m sorry I was always so cold
And do you have a second to spare 
I need your time baby, I just wanna get outta here
Been losing my mind lately, I cannot see things clear 
I suck at time saving, I ain’t seen you in a year
And since then I ain’t functioned sober 
And it’s you I can’t seem to get over 
But you don’t even remember what we had 
You just blame it all on a hangover 

I’m gone, and your out 
Thinking bout what I should be doing now 
Leave me in the gutter 
I need some time to think about what I have done cause I’m at fault 
And I don’t think I deserve you I am better on my own 
So just leave me in the dust

just leave me in the dust 
oh why the pretty words when u don’t care for us? 
you left a hole in me and ask me where’s the trust 
like you didn’t tear it up 
and it’s okay my love 

but tell me how you feel cause i’ve been losing my mind 
there’s only so much i can take before i let it all die 
and it’s been said my whole life
same song like one thousand times 
but i’m too tired to fight 
so can you save me the lies 
 
you don’t know the start of me 
and i don’t know what to believe 
you left me here just to bleed 
now i’m begging for relief

I’m gone, and your out 
Thinking bout what I should be doing now 
Leave me in the gutter 
I need some time to think about what I have done cause I’m at fault 
And I don’t think I deserve you I am better on my own 
So just leave me in the dust

have a good day :)

bittersweet w/ i'm geist

produced by skylin

lyrics:

I don't want to be alone, I reached out to everyone
no one answering my calls, don't blame me when I am gone
feeling all this hatred and anxiety in my heart
can't control the thoughts that rush in I have to restore

please do not leave me I need you right here
patience is fleeting and you're nowhere near
cut off all my ties remove all emotion
treat me like some shit I know that you want this

why did you think that it was okay to leave me now?
I sit here all alone and I can't hear a single sound

I said that I'll be A-OK but I was lying out my face
the few that I would call my friends thought that I left without a trace

light a blunt and hold my tongue I cannot use the words I want
fuck him up and leave him rough if he think I won't piece him up
do no harm but take no shit, I promise you that's how I live
I don't really talk that much but it don't mean you won't get clipped

effort

@grasior @prod-oc 

// geist
don’t try to talk to me
and act like you’ve got empathy
when i won’t have to dig that deep
to see you’re not the shit you preach

don’t look my way
i’ll hide my face
can’t stand to see
what you’ve became

the bloods all on the floor
so how could you adore me
after slitting through my throat
you’ve got some nerve
to say
my name
and god it fucking hurts
that i still care
my god you’ve got some nerve

// grasior
i don't wanna mention all the things that you have done so wrong
when i hate the conversations since we never got along
feel a presence over any words that you have ever said
hear your vocal chords shiver hanging with a single thread

i know you're lacking on emotions
darling keep up to date on your omens
cant calm my nerves with some nicotine
sorry love but i'll pop till i become a fiend

nerve

nerve w/ grasior [oc]

İçten İçe

сноваэтасука #заебала

produced by heylog

lyrics:
rock bottom to the ocean floor
she ask what are u hurting for
u think we're in a simulation
she hasn't felt this fake before
so he cover up his eyes
to shelter from the wicked whores
but he's surrounded with her lies
they're knockin breakin down his door

would u
say you're proud of me cus i'm
very proud of you
no time
no
to show jealousy
not right
u got the best of me
no lie
would u
say you're proud of me cus i'm
very proud of you
no time
no
to show jealousy
not right
u got the best of me
no lie

everyday when waking up
i swear i'm losing confidence
i been to places seeing things
you'd never imagine
i'm just focused on my life
cut anyone who crosses it
cus any girl or any son
will take upon a deathwish
would u
say you're proud of me cus i'm
very proud of you
no time
no
to show jealousy
not right
u got the best of me

i'm tip-toeing metaphors
she ask what are u searching for
i'm looking for the nearest spot
to finally break through my corpse
i'm cleansed my body sanctified
but soon i'll just cry for some more
i screwed up now she's gone
i don't know what i was waiting for
i got dirt in my hands
and cotton in my pants
i look her in the eyes
tell her u don't want romance
cause i'll break ur heart
before u get the chance
does that sound like a plan
i'll warn u in advance

would u
say you're proud of me cus i'm
very proud of you
no time
no
to show jealousy
not right
u got the best of me
no lie
would u
say you're proud of me cus i'm
very proud of you
no time
no
to show jealousy
not right
u got the best of me

simulation

zoe | 20
the worms are hungry
who will feed them

BLAME (p. lilbiscuit)

love jai

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