websitezero november '24

this is kindaaa old, so ignore the mix LMAO but I decided I'd add some stuff and go ahead and release it <3

prod. by afterlife

distort (afterlife)

luv yokai <3333 luv yall <3333

lyrics:
[shizu]

95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

[yokai]
zooming by
yeah watch how quick i start to fly
don't feel alive
until collision is in my sight
80 on the dash i just ran another red light
hit the fuckin gas run my problems like a stop sign
maybe when i crash i can finally feel i'm alright
feelings from the past never last, i'm left behind

[shizu]
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

crash w/ yokai dreams (kuboi)

rest in peace to everybody i love you all 

i’ve finally had enough 
baby won’t you grab your coat
and go home 

if you’re not happy, stop
baby just take the jump
or you’ll never know 

“and oh he’s such a cunt”
well if that’s the case
then why’d you stay for? 

and she loves him so much
she gets on with his mom
yea they still talk 

and i promise i’m tryin my love can u see it
“i swear to god that ima make it this year”
but this music it comes and it goes like the feelin
of missing somebody you want but can’t see em
when i’m in the zone think i’m one of the meanest
4 years in this game, im still new, ima realist 
i been sippin for years 25 i’m still geekin
think it’s time to grow up, i wrap up the bleeding
i’m skating to work fuck your friends ima kill em
still feelin 18, pick these pills up n spin em 
i miss my friend collins he couldn’t stay here
so he took his own life, hug your friends when you see em 
shoutout to nickisgonenow, rest in peace 
shoutout to jd, pvscale, joe and sleep
we still here please try remember the key
i got family and friends yea what more do i need 

so stop right there
lay your head here 
on my chest 

and i’d jump 
i swear 
if you want it 
giveth you my best 

and i’m fucked
i pray
that god looks down with pity
on my head 

so just go
i’ll be okay :( 
just give me a year
before we talk again

i’ve finally had enough 
baby won’t you grab your coat
and go home 

if you’re not happy, stop
baby just take the jump
or you’ll never know 

“and oh he’s such a cunt”
well if that’s the case
then why’d you stay for? 

and she loves him so much
she gets on with his mom
yea they still talk

a song for the angels (branwen + nevrfall)

who reads the bottle

prod. heyzbee :) (also thanks to @eden-is-empty for some advice)
feat. @user-642636378

somber air and wisp of ghost sing 
you declare what means to be seen
in the windows you cannot see me 
when you find me i won’t be one piece
as i suffocate i turn to someone 
but their names on the tip of my tongue
can’t be said if i do i’m gone 
not here honestly i’m withdrawn 

in the willow, i can see where it’s hollow 
underneath is where i go to wallow
in a second i can meet you in the grotto 
but under willows my tongue is borrowed
in 
the 
trees
i live

halfhearted:

this time
maybe you need someone else by ur side 
i cant never get it right, when i try 
iv been drinking a new bottle every night 
to heal my cuts, but i 
never settle and eats eating me alive 
when i pull up you just say i kill the vibe 
smoking smoking and she saw it my eyes 
thanks for nothing guess ur friends were 
always right about me

u were there for it all 
now my texts are all green 
but im happy your good 
ill write our love in a book 
ill cross ur name off a list 
i gave it all that i could

ppl talk idrk the reason
i dont need help
im the reason that im bleeding

pressure been building im popping an artery said im a villian but it didkt bother me 
said iv been crossing the lines 
but ima just go for a drive

fine, you don’t wanna talk
fuck that, then you’ll get blocked 
tryna waste my time i thought 
so i keep my heart locked 
honestly i can’t stand the way 
you objectified me it hurts to this day 
damaged to the point might catch a stray 
just for looking at me don’t ever play 
burn this willow to the floor 
at one point i did adore 
memories i don’t want more
in the air the ashes soar
i can’t breathe with all these vines
still unsure if i have time
so much garbage in my mind
my mental is in decline 

somber air and wisp of ghost sing 
you declare what means to be seen
in the windows you cannot see me 
when you find me i won’t be one piece

in the willow, i can see where it’s hollow 
underneath is where i go to wallow
in a second i can meet you in the grotto 
but under willows my tongue is borrowed
in 
the 
trees
i live

willow (feat. halfhearted)

Huge thanks to notahero for killing this. Like, Repost, and Comment if yall rocking with this one <3
Produced by The Sound Clown (a haze collective producer btw) and tiedforsilver!

**lyrics**

(You only hit my phone when you don’t feel alright, 
I’m at your beck & call, but I’m still some other guy)

I think it’s time I packed a bag and ran away 
In case you even cared, I still feel the same 
You tell me that you’re here and it’ll be okay
I’m breaking like the leaves in this winter rain 

You tell me those three words, I can’t trust that
Brand new silver Benz, feelings on the dash yeah
I might just hit 100, never going back
I’m feeling presidential when I count my stacks 

You just wanna break my bones and that’s fine, 
Were those tears even real I saw when you cried?
It was already hard to trust now it’s worse by 10 times 
You left me with no choice, I’m leaving tonight

I’ve been in this race and it’s making me exhausted
shawty filled with hate, and we losing all our progress
Ain’t got the time to waste but you’ll bury me in August, yuh, in August, yuh, in August

Saw it in her eyes, she like messing with my conscience
Wishing I could change, I don’t know if I can solve it
Moving to the day that I’ll be inside a coffin
A coffin, yuh, a coffin

I think it’s time I packed a bag and ran away 
In case you even cared, I still feel the same 
You tell me that you’re here and it’ll be okay
I’m breaking like the leaves in this winter rain 

You tell me those three words, I can’t trust that
Brand new silver Benz, feelings on the dash yeah
I might just hit 100, never going back
I’m feeling presidential when I count my stacks

(notahero)
i’m starting to feel like i’m a junkie but i’m not ready to be done yet
i fear i’m falling into the void come grab my outstretched hand
so high i’m seeing into the future, but i don’t know where imma land

we got the whole weekend, baby what’s the point in getting mad?
tommy jacket on me, cuz it’s way too cold for july
got something special in my cup i think my brain might get fried

and would u cry baby if tonight’s the night that i died?
but i could never let u go baby ur way too special
a new shirt after i smoke to be respectful
a new number i’ve never seen on top the dashboard

i might just pack my things and go, i don’t want to stop when i’m home
cuz this winter rain outside so wet and cold

and i’m too fucking drunk to see straight, baby i feel nauseous
a different type of dumb in your head to say i ain’t popping
it’s blue it’s not a green thumb cuz i’m counting hundreds
i shake it into a tornado like a fucking mosh pit

Girl I’m loving you cuz everything you do is flawless,
You could stop it but i don’t wanna stop it
(No I don’t wanna)

bury me in august w/ notahero (Prod. The Sound Clown & tiedforsilver)

Verse
I don’t wanna break up I don’t wanna leave 
I want you here next to me 
But it’s hard for me to see 
How this world isn’t better off without me 

I don’t wanna go no I just wanna stay 
But I keep pushing you away 
It’s hard for me to watch you break 
When it’s my fault yea every day 

I just want you here with me 
But I got toxicity 
Suicidal thoughts it’s hard to breathe 
But I got down on one knee 

Sometimes I think I gotta go 
You’d be better off without me home 
But something always keeps me here 
I have to say it’s you my dear 

Prechorus
I can’t let you go 
I can’t let you roll 
I just need you around 
All I do is let you down 

I can’t do this all alone 
I just need your hand to hold 
Mine is gone I need your soul 
Mine is gone I need your soul

Hook:
Think about how much better the world would be if it were without me 

Think about how much more of the world you’d see if you were without me 

scorpio verse:
Would you be happier, if I weren't here?
If it's best for you, I'd disappear 
Don't want to be a weight on your shoulders
Even if means not having you while getting older
I'm so scared, I'm fucking petrified 
I can't lose the love of my life

Prechorus
I can’t let you go 
I can’t let you roll 
I just need you around 
All I do is let you down 

I can’t do this all alone 
I just need your hand to hold 
Mine is gone I need your soul 
Mine is gone I need your soul

Hook:
Think about how much better the world would be if it were without me 

Think about how much more of the world you’d see if you were without me

WITHOUT ME feat. scorpio (prod. IOF)

[Chorus]
No one is glad that I'm back
'Cause I never leave, that's a fact
It's track after track after track
And I cannot stop, it's a fact
Bong hit and knot in my back
You gotta give me a sec
Mad busy so you gotta reach me
Call me, I do not look at my texts

[Verse]
I'll visit but I gotta jet
I'm sorry, I'm always leaving
I left you a joint in the back
Just text me when you free again
I promise, I'll sesh you again
I'm sorry, I ghosted my friends
I fucked up, got lost in the vision
But swear I went missing just needed a vent (Vent)
I don't pop no xans, but my eyes so low
I been looking like a mothafuckin' zombie man
I know you got a friend and I know you don't like him
If you think he might like me then call me then (Skrrt)
Why my vision fuzzy, no a blunt does not do this here
Someone filled it up with something
Someone filled it up with something
You do not know me
Not a brother, not a cousin

[Open Verse]

[Chorus]
No one is glad that I'm back
'Cause i never leave, that's a fact
It's track after track after track
And I cannot stop, it's a fact (Fact)
Bong hit and knot in my back
You gotta give me a sec (Give me a sec)
Mad busy so you gotta reach me
Call me, I do not look at my texts

9TAILS - facts (prod. nciku)

ft. vails @alex-thomas-fox
prod. @whos-that-clown x @prodryankelly
LYRICS
Hold me close, my soul is like an open window
My sails will lead me where the wind blows
Holy ghost, i hear the tip toes
Crawling up the stairs hope im not sacrificial 

Sacrifice who i am, another sacrifice, another door to slam
And baby i might be cannon fodder but im not ur sacrificial lamb
I got goals i got dreams i got plans
And you might never understand
Ima keep on making even if theres no demand
She a demon, but in the end were still holding hands
I guess underneath the surface im an evil kind of man
sacrificial lamb, put me at the stake play ur hand

Last call, for the loners in the back, 
me myself and i, i guess i got a triple stack
Always second guessing but u still gon have my back
And honesty gon tell the truth, so baby where you at

VAILS:
So im retracing my steps headed back to my quarter
 Need to escape all the pain Feel like a lamb send to slaughter
 And its tearing away at me im so afraid
 i need to sacrifice myself So u can be saved
 But its so hard Giving up everything we built but all towers fall eventually
 So guess ill run away with the guilt



sacrificial lamb ft. vails [prod. the sound clown x ryan kelly]

Vails, Vito, Cxrter - Rubick’s Cube 
Lyrics below:


Head spinnin round seeing colours like a rubix
Cuban in my hand, slow burn 
I take two hits
To the point, so blue, like chalk to a cue tip
So Film it, Stanley Kubrick, this my new shit 

Late night walks where we going I don’t know though
Promise I wont slip and tell a lie like Pinocchio 
Every single moment that we have worth a photo
Sorry that I’m high, put me first , im goin solo 

She ghost me in a nice way think she fuckin  Casper 
Pull  my proton pack out, take a stance then I’ll blast ya 
cannot deal with fakes
too many fucking snakes in the grass
Like a conference we debate
Stay up late and throw up hands

We be fighting every night like Tyson in his prime
I miss feeling myself, in the bath, drinking wine
You always bring a fuckin storm like hurricane Katrina
But still I’m always fuckin thankful that I got the chance to meet ya

And now my Head spinnin round seeing colours like a rubix
Cuban in my hand, slow burn 
I take two hits
To the point, so blue, like chalk to a cue tip
So Film it, Stanley Kubrick, this my new shit 

(Open)

Head spinnin round seeing colours like a rubix
Cuban in my hand, slow burn 
I take two hits
To the point, so blue, like chalk to a cue tip
So Film it, Stanley Kubrick, this my new shit

Rubick’s cube (feat. VITO)

produced by cxrter & retz
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
i’m so sick of the notion
they won’t ever understand 
got no things to put hope in
got me hanging by a strand
keep a cabinet open
and a bottle in my hand
found the pressure too potent
now i'm nothing like you planned
thought you wanted devotion
now you want some other man
got me stuck in a ocean
it’s high tide

everybody wanna know what i do
it doesn't matter
when i'm writing
swear it's pulling me through

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed, but i need one more
sorry baby, i know lately i'm an eyesore

yeah we used to want that house with picket fence
now summers almost over and you told me it depends
putting teardrops on my pants 
and now my music my one plan
i don’t wanna walk around it
quit the drama no offense
i’mma 
i’mma be who i'm destined to be
watching people pull me down
but i'm still on my feet
bet you’re looking at now
while i'm living out my dreams
never did it for myself
girl i did it for the weak

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed, but i need one more
sorry baby, i know lately i'm an eyesore

everybody wanna know what i do
it doesn't matter
when i'm writing
swear it's pulling me through
just hoping for some guidance
looking at my scars
on my cheeks and on my eyelids

like girl i feel it in my chest, when the night turns young i can feel it in my head now
why i’m feeling so depressed
but i try to talk about it
and it turns into a mess
i was just a kid now i'm losing all my hope
put a bounty on my head
point your gun and now i'm broke
wrong way wrong turn and now im dead weight
can't kick a habit
i can feel it on my worst days
they keep saying that im perfect
but u knew im never worth it
like i kept lying to ur face
now i'm going back to bed
but its been feeling like my grave

we don’t talk like we did when we were close friends
i've been  sick and tired, tying up my loose ends
she said i should go to bed but i need one more
sorry baby i know lately i'm an eyesore

eyesore w/ halfhearted (cxrter x retz)

lyrics

im outside
i’m like where the hell you been
i’ll slide
wondering how the hell you been
are you alright
buckle up and put your head back
i’ll play you my new song
i hope that you like it

blunt something like my therapist start talking when i light it
i act like i don’t care about it but then i get to writing
just cuz i lost your spark don’t mean that i can’t reignite it
love you too much to leave so imma stay and try to fight it
love you too much to hurt you so i fuck around and lie
but i’m not tryna burden you from what’s burning me inside
it’s okay tho
it’s alright
baby i’m outside
baby where the hell you been can you tell me what’s on your mind

i ain’t see you in so long
but i promise i been working hard stack money on my phone
i don’t talk that much so i barf up words on top these songs
im quiet in the back of the party sipping white claw and patron
just stay with me for a few days help me figure out what the fuck i’m on
baby this big boy shit
i can’t rest im too grown
my back breaking and i can’t find my eyes cuz they too low
my demons like rubrics cube lately
id figure it out but i don’t know

blunt something like my therapist start talking when i light it
i act like i don’t care about it but then i get to writing
just cuz i lost your spark don’t mean that i can’t reignite it
love you too much to leave so imma stay and try to fight it
love you too much to hurt you so i fuck around and lie
but i’m not tryna burden you from what’s burning me inside
it’s okay tho
it’s alright
baby i’m outside
baby where the hell you been can you tell me what’s on your mind

she love me too much to remind me that this happens every time
u know i been having trouble staying inside the lines
a little swervy i been drinking every night
it’s like im celebrating not wanting to be alive
my body a temple i can’t turn into a shrine
can’t snuff my flame out before i even find the light
i don’t know how the hell i been am i alright
a couple drinks and autotune and call it a night

blunt something like my therapist start talking when i light it
i act like i don’t care about it but then i get to writing
just cuz i lost your spark don’t mean that i can’t reignite it
love you too much to leave so imma stay and try to fight it
love you too much to hurt you so i fuck around and lie
but i’m not tryna burden you from what’s burning me inside
it’s okay tho
it’s alright
baby i’m outside
baby where the hell you been can you tell me what’s on your mind

shrine (under the maple tree)

Heavenly angel

songs originally on clv that got taken down

no interest + varskii

weekend

producer 🎸 | token emo | 🖤🩶🤍💜 | 21 |
💿credits: @sewerperson @itsyungvan @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell

eyesore w/ halfhearted (cxrter x retz)

cxrter

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