produced by me (dawsin)
guitars by (michael warren)

I hope to take you on a trip with my pain ;l

lyrics ♡:
oh my god- 
im not enough
please-
leave me alone
save me
"dawsin"-
JUST A BLUFF
i cant do this anymore man-
god it hurts
"dawsin"-
ROUGH
ITS KILLING ME- 
"dawsin"- 
FROM THE INSIDE
YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK
"dawsin"-

oh no i know shes a narcissist
I know now that she cannot resist
me and my peakest form
its the calm 'fore the biggest storm

i would write a love letter but its not enough
cause I would know cause everytime she talks its just a bluff 
so dont compare our lives like you always had it rough
but when i tell you that you just say you dont give a fuck

I woke up and im ready tea-r-r shit down
your the only one that i want around
and no i am never seen
what do you want that's best for me?

I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BRO BUT YOU NEVER EVEN SHOWED UP
NEVER THOUGHT YOU COULD BE A PRICK THATS ALSO STUCK UP
I THINK YOUR RIGHT WHEN YOU SAID THAT YOU WERE A FUCK UP
ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT I GOT THE SHIT SIDE OF LUCK

*laugh*
I
AM
ATOMIC

IM RUNNING OUTTA TIME NOTHING ABOUT THIS IS FEAR
I WILL SHOW YOU WHAT IS NOTHING I WILL SHOW YOU THE DESPAIR
AND WHILE YOU SIT THERE AND CRY ILL MAKE A KNOT IN MY HAIR
SO YOU FEEL PITY WHEN IM GASPING FOR THE AIR

despair

<333 GARDEN AVENUE <333

try to keep looking at the bright side
stared too long it hurt my eyes
i met u at the wrong time
but i cant stop its so sublime
struggle with the sacrifice
know its wrong but it feels so right
reaching for the satellites
sisyphus try a thousand times

you will always be a part of me
i never want to see you hurt again
you will always be a part of me, i know
never will i be without you

its never enough
its never perfect
the stars wont align
so Ill make it worth it
its never enough
but well never be perfect
so just hold my hand
so hard that it hurts it

i tried a thousand times
could never get it right
i dont think I can stop it now

you will always be a part of me
i never want to see you hurt again
you will always be a part of me, i know
never will i be without you

you will always be a part of me

care.less

garden avenue <33333

lil bro watch outside
im a ghost I fly tonight
in the background i take it all
im taking flight
whispers tell me that ur gonna die tonight
blood moon dont get in my way when its in sight

treasure in the sky
never heard the sirens
i dont wanna die
but its so exciting
i can see you cry
i dont wanna fight it
glisten in your eye

its alright i fought for us
i cant explain
ive killed a thousand times
its so much pain
the armor im inside is stained and frayed
no matter how i try
its still displayed

lil bro watch outside
im a ghost I fly tonight
in the background i take it all
im taking flight
whispers tell me that ur gonna die tonight
blood moon dont get in my way when its in sight

lil bro watch outside
im a ghost I fly tonight
in the background i take it all
im taking flight
whispers tell me that ur gonna die tonight
blood moon dont get in my way when its in sight

try and i fall never mention
i dont think its right that i want this attention
keep it all inside think of all that im wishing
wish it all would die im ashamed of ascension

lil bro watch outside
im a ghost I fly tonight
in the background i take it all
im taking flight
whispers tell me that ur gonna die tonight
blood moon dont get in my way when its in sight

lil bro watch outside
im a ghost I fly tonight
in the background i take it all
im taking flight
whispers tell me that ur gonna die tonight
blood moon dont get in my way when its in sight

and the moon became as blood

lyrics:

threw all your photos
into the fire 
then i saw above me
on the telephone wires
a raven staring at me
i recall
the feeling i had
inside of my heart 

i know that i love you
why is everything else so impossible?
when all you see above you
is another day, another obstacle
i wish it was simple
living a life that feels impossible
when all you see before you
is another day, another obstacle

telephone wires

"I don't want to live in a hole anymore, and I'm going to do something about it."

produced by eeryskies

written and mixed by melmige

thank you


LYRICS:
i’ve been walking on eggshells talkin to clouds in the sky
praying for the rain to wash the dirt away from my eyes
not impossible to probably move on maybe it’s obvious
but habitual withholding of emotion is awful
this is a mutiny the seven seas that rage in my brain
has turned the crew against me cranium organ behaves
a little screwy loose i do good when i can
but soon i’ll lose it cause i catered to the popular demand of the stupid
misdirected modesty and half hearted apologizes
was hesitant in honesty to save what wasn’t mine it’s probably
left an impact more severe than i thought
that’s what i get for all these eggshells i walked

i tumbled gracefully through adolescence
pressed to best this omnipresent presence
in my life a force unseen but full of strife
that taught me many lessons
careful with association more so with entanglement of relationships
a people pleaser what they called me
occasional old soul
gifted in my own right now those talents are gone
cause when a child never took a second
to stand up shout out his message
growing to adulthood is the force he cannot reckon
cause the eggshell steppin whispered words
opinions never given sent the message shooting forward
past the ones he won’t forgive
and shit it catches up unlatch pandora’s box
embrace the wind and listen to the choir of relentless mental blocks

that’s a reality check
that’s an emotional debt
4 years too late on the payment and now they call to collect
what was owed i know it’s harsh but if they only knew back then
all the thoughts that were so hard to say and now it never ends

these unkept untidy undermined unending emotions
swirl and barrel straight through time ignored until they explode
and now it’s where is all this coming from why wasn’t this said sooner
we had no idea there was a problem you don’t speak up do you
we thought it was okay maybe you did seem over it
we won’t acknowledge what the trauma is when you seemed to shrugged right over it
and even when we asked potential issues with the situation
we never saw your mouth open or heard what you were thinking make a statement

make arrangements for it for the kids this pistol whip to censorship
to whip em into shape and since the end of this forgiveness
part of it will live forever love your neighbor blame the devil
shovin hate down wear the tie n smile files in the shredder
claim of evidence but they already knew it
truth to prude to maim emotion only time can make u lucid
to intention but when the time has passed and plots are changing moving
it feels wrong to backtrack and snap on past egregious movement
from the ones you love now or at least hope you don’t hate
that’s a tough pill the swallow but at least it sedates

eggshell theory [prod eeryskies]

on all platforms <3

LYR1Cz

Ive been waiting for a long while now
But i still see sadness in faces when i walk around
Money dont always buy happiness, but it sure makes it easier
Yeah

Get up, start over
In need of luck
Grab a four leaf clover
That shit don't exist
Im mad til im throwing fists
And i'm outrageously pissed
Took a shot, and my shot missed
Get back up, dont give up
Keep on moving i know ur tough
Got a couple dollars, couple dollars enough

Keep that purple in my cup
Sippin lean it keeps me up
Smoke a lil bit got me wavy
Poutine on this track ima pour a lil gravy
What u really saying, i aint got a clue
Im just talking my shit really whatchu finna do
Oh nothing, ive been fine
Ima say what i say, my whole life

money = happiness? [prod. saint mike]

yeowch

lyrics:
u cannot erase all you’ve done
mental is one
but the follow thru makes you flinch
sit as the world comes undone
with the glow of the sun
to the trees you are just a finch

you’re fighting a war thats been won
its a hundred to one
and you cant help but scratch the itch
you’re exhausting it hun
and i’m honestly done
in the end, it was worth the risk

i hadn’t seen it in a long time
frostbite, from the shoulder i had once cried
no time, i had spent it on a false crime
some sky, i could say if u were alright
brace for it
under ur breath
you’ve got the taste for it
pay for it
maybe i did
i couldn’t wait for ya
tell me, love, that you love me
cuz in the hole i dug it got ugly

hate bein sober now
im sure u know how that feels
but in a space out of order now
you wouldn’t finish your meal

u cannot erase all you’ve done
mental is one
but the follow thru makes you flinch
sit as the world comes undone
with the glow of the sun
to the trees you are just a finch

you’re fighting a war thats been won
its a hundred to one
and you cant help but scratch the itch
you’re exhausting it hun
and i’m honestly done
in the end, it was worth the risk

finch

finch [wisssery]

prod. flesh

sample: artist vs poet - like kids

lyrics:
from the moment that I woke up
I've been tryna see the sun
gotta wait a bit it's not up yet whoa
I've been throwing bricks into the pond
I'm just tryna skip all of the upset yea
I don't get a say in what I want
but I don't wanna end up on the doorstep uh
cuz then I get stepped all on
nah n I don't wanna stress too long

I remember it like it's yesterday
I'm still in it in the memories
swear to god I'll give them everything
but they'll never take the rest away
so I'll keep chasing notes I dreamed I wrote

I take my card and receipt
pack all my things into my bag then I step out in the heat
it takes longer than I want
and though it's hard as it seems
it's only everything I wanted
everything I wanted to be

Not up yet

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

there’s nothing more important than yourself
your tongue is slick and saying something else
i can’t say that i even wish you well
i hope the stones you left unturned are hell

i fed your appetite
i ran out of time
i can’t wait for this
headache to rewind
strung out on your bed
you’ve got nothing left
i bore witness to
things you never said

i’m never safe
but you wanna relate
trust me, you don’t want this
itch inside your brain
you think that i’m a fuck up
but i can’t retaliate
we both know you’re right so
why do you wanna stay?

i really hate
the way you try to berate
everyone who tries to get inside your brain
guarding yourself off will only punish ones who stay

forget all the rest
i’ll go back to sleep when i’m dead
you wanted me open and honest 
but now i’m stuck lying with every breath
i’m sick of this world that i’m in
indulging in cardinal sin
waiting for another window 
so i can insert myself in

but let it be known
i’m doing this under duress
i vacated all of the premises
you can be certain that it’s in your head
you said i’m not going nowhere
do you even realize i’m there?
i’m ready for whatever comes next
my blue eyes are catching your stare

i got that envy and it’s building tall
search for a pill just to kill the withdrawal
make up your mind, please, once and for all
i hope that i don’t come off too banal

there’s nothing more important than yourself
your tongue is slick and saying something else
i can’t say that i even wish you well
i hope the stones you left unturned are hell

banal

prod. flesh x chris6lair x taurs

lyrics:
i don't like to stand out
i don't understand how
i keep moving on
running circles in the madhouse
treading when it's shallow
scared of my shadow
roam into the fog
no i don't know where 

i've been going
and i know i get lost a lot
but i'm on my way home
if it all goes wrong
would you wanna be safe from harm?
would you lock up
give it all up?

i know i'm not what you thought i'd
be at this point i've become
more myself than i had ever dreamed
so why don't you fuck off
i remember everything you said
i've been screaming at myself to give it up and let it rest
i've been at it so long
when i redirect it won't last long
i reflect what i couldn't get
what i'll pass on

so much on my plate
gotta finish what i started up
throw it all away
if what i made ain't what i wanted to
think i need a break
then i'm lying wide awake
i don't wait, i won't hesitate
i can't pull the brakes

yea i'm stuck
i'm in go mode
i do not know what to do
should i slow down?
not my tempo, let go
but i hold on when it's ice cold
i can't wait to warm up
what a nice goal

telephone wires

SALEM AVENUE

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