s/o emptychest

"escape getting shit-faced on a thursday"

prod. kuroime

worst w/ emptychest (kuroime)

(well, december is really getting colder isn't it?)

ur gonna b the death of me
give me space oh i cant breathe
negative temperature got cold feet
cant get out of my room i think ill freeze

dont wanna go out 
dont wanna see 
all of those ppl 
how they stare at me 
i don't need ur help
i don't need ur simpathy  
how am i alive when life's trying to kill
where's the motivation i'm not feelin it
so many problems shit i think i'll sink
they ask why i hurt myself and if it's cause i like it 
i simply do it so i can feel something
the numbness in my body is takin over
im afraid i'll stay this way as i grow older 
i wish i could start over december is really getting colder

decembr. (ʎpoqou)

sleeparalysis (feat. sewerperson) prod. sorrow bringer

lay you to sleep
sing you to sleep
(deep sleep)
my love it's gone on long enough
well i've got some to spare
would you waste my time?

lay me to sleep
take me to rest
want you to see
what you did to my chest
stop saving me and unwind
it's obsolete at this time
i promise i'll be alright
i will hide away in my mind
just know i'm here with you now
to help with figuring out when to
take you back to my house 
she said what about now?
Rip my heart out
and throw this shit 
oh what a counterpart 
while leaking life out
i admit i'm glad 
it was in her arms
my love 
it's gone on long enough
and while i've got some to spare
would you waste my time?

Sleeparalysis (feat. sewerperson)

overreacting

mad at you (prod. autrioly)

we said us forever 

cyzun vocals mixed and song mastered by ztope
https://soundcloud.com/ztope

prod. dianasty. - https://www.youtube.com/@dianasty.x

skele - https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

lyrics 

im feeling all blue
i don’t want too
but i have too
im healing from the past you 
i guess i should’ve knew
it was to good to be true 
now you’re attached to guy who doesn’t want you
you told me all your trauma 
told me all your problems 
made me sick i hated him i wanted to try and solve em
cause girl you deserve the world 
nothing less than that
just know id kill anyone who makes you feel the past

im feeling awful holding a bottle 
i hope your happier
sit through tomorrow 
get through the sorrow
do it again for sure
waking up in this empty house
teach myself how to do without 
sleeping right next to you
it’s been an afternoon
i know that your with someone better 
giving up so i don’t upset em
wonder if you still wear that sweater
funny how we said us forever 
and we can try it again 
just all over again 
all over again 
(funny how we said us forever)

we said us forever w/ skele (dianasty)

lyrics ⬇️ :))).    PROD GREENWOOD.

talk to myself on the daily
Switch up my mood got me shaking
you swore it’s the truth never makin sense
i wish u could call you my baby
But lately
you and I have both been failing
you never used to talk to my friends like that
now everywhere I go I gotta watch my back
look at my surroundings 
I think they’re approaching
now they gotta bounty on me
Idc low care
I’m not one to run away so you gon have to face me
maybe there’s another day where you will get to play me
or play me not
If you watch me rot away will I be worth a shot
Prolly not because I change every day when your gone
so let’s be honest 
you been breakin me down
you left a promise but there was nothing found

decks 🐐

i broke a promise to ya honestly i never thought
that it would change everything that i thought i knew and i
fought the battle but the war was too much all along
i still remember all those nights out on the promenade
and i wish that i could take it all back
i see the message in the pitch black
never good, its always bad, how do you live like that?
several months and now you're asking for a little back

greenwood 🐐

two weeks could you call back?
looking outside of the pain but it's all that
i don't want hope cause i'm holding it so bad
just to find out in the end that it don't last
don't ask questions i don't want new friends
got old ones but they pretend
so i'm paranoid for the weekend
might disappear just to free them, fuck

slow burn surrounding it
with a subtle breath i'm wearing thin these days
suddenly so attached
up in the place i'm at
summer had come so fast
wanted to stop so bad

play me, or play me not w/ decks & greenwood

prod. kazba w/ additional percussion by me

Text never sent I get It
You dont wanna talk at all
I dont really blame you tho
Its the reason you always go
Yeah my heads still a mess
Found our playlist again
While youre out there with someone instead
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel

I just hope youre doin alright
Maybe we can talk at another time
Maybe we can finally lay sumn down
Still tryna take you out to game night
Its a huge bummer that ill never get to
Take you to the spot out in west pines
the window was open for only a moment
Ran til I collapsed, missed the deadline
A buck short
Little too late
Never had a chance in the first place
Now dont get me wrong ill be okay
But still I feel the sting to this day
you said you fell in love with my voice and that there could never be another
I should’ve known not to trust you when you told me to say your name as if it was a number
You was undercover
In my eyes youre Jen
I know you want Alex
But im simply Wes
and im doin my best
We cant go back to the past
What id give just to hear you say my name in that way again
Kinda fucked up we had no conversation
The sword that I yield is now masked as a pen
Ill take the blame though you might disagree
it’s alright. No need to understand

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

phantom (prod. kazba x skrwd)

lyrics


its a massacre
i feel like a character 
cant separate myself from from the mask 
im the carrier
im unknowing who i keep behind the barrier
is it just another me or is it someone scarier

u dont know me girl
what u talking bout
shit i dont know myself either 
ive been falling down
its a falling out
when i talk it out
im too scared
im too nervous 
what to talk abt

massacre _ intro

Deals in the Dark

s/o nate give him a follow! 
https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz
cover: https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:
take a couple pills and then i pass out,
shoutout 2 my shawty throw her ass out,
oh my gah,
baby will we ever glo again,
oh my gah,
baby are we rlly more than friends,

parents hate me baby, that’s jus how it is,
can’t take back the words that i said back then,
bigger than myself that what im feeling now,
might just break myself for its over cuz,

i be feeling so worthless \ tie her up around my body just feel a purpose,
i don’t wanna feel this hurting ,
plz jus say its over baby this jus isn’t workin,


passed out/on the floor of my bedroom
floored out/next up, gettin bored now
oh my god,
don’t say another lecture, i be gettin bored of ur shit
like yessir,
an i don’t give a fuck about a teacher, i jus wanna get out of this shit
imma preach it
love me till im gone, by my side
swear i got no-one, by my side
except for my bros can’t lie,
biteki only reason im alive

how it is

spotify

how it is (prod.nate2timez)

静けさ - shizukesa

alt rap
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influences: aries, 9tails + sewerperson, shinigami, kevin kazi, 49bags, guardin, atlas, noname

worst w/ emptychest (kuroime)

shizukesa.