She woke up
Lit a cigarette and put that playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About them drugs or the love I lost
But I'm fucked up and too far gone
I'm being honest
You just want those songs to be about you but they not bitch
You just another problem
And I don't need your trauma
It's hard to tell how high I really get when I'm at the bottom
She tried showing off her man to get me jealous so I robbed 'em

She still let me fuck
That's embarrassing as fuck
Or she just really fucking dumb
Either way I'm moving on
Y'all ain't never had the touch
You need them to put you on
How you gonn' get your money up
She fell asleep in the bathtub
With her playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About the way we was in love before she gave it fucking up
Lil bitch you lost it
You made this a show and then you left me in the moshpit
Took my clothes and stole my soul you been left me exhausted
Left me low and left me all alone baby you not it
Took that rope and left it on my throat baby you knot it
Heartless heartthrob
Hard times won't stop
She not the one I told y'all
She played me like an old song
I'm in Manta Rey by the ocean with my new bitch givin' me shoulder rubs
We heading back to the city when I sober up

I just lit another cigarette and put that playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About them drugs or the love I lost
But I'm fucked up and too far gone I'm being honest

But we past that
She says I lost everything we had but I don't think we ever had that
Fuck shooting shots I want my strap back
Girl you got nowhere left to hide
You a nightmare I got flashbacks
Can't ride with me you need a bus pass
Or you need to learn to pump gas
If you on my mind you trespassed
I need my money back plus tax
Cut you off like mustache
My love for you just rushed past
You wanted a song about you so I made this for your punk ass

She woke up lit a cigarette
And put that playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About them drugs or the love I lost
But I'm fucked up and too far gone
I'm being honest
You just want these songs to be about you but they not bitch
You just another problem and I don't need your trauma
Hard to tell how high I really get when I'm at the bottom
She tried showing off her man to get me jealous so I robbed 'em

favorite songs (p. mileage)

music video:
https://youtu.be/DyWl0tQbD9Q

don’t go
please don't go I need you
you’re a fever dream and I'm sick of you
i can't find a reason you'd wanna be here with me
i adore you
you keep breathing yeah I'm in ecstasy
i won't stop
i’m driving all night just to have this for a second and

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
you the only one I can't see myself getting over

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
You the only one I can't see myself getting over

i really wanna be fine
i’m sorry I can't be that all of the time
you understand I'd do anything to make you smile
i don’t even wanna save you from yourself
i just wanna make you someone you like
i was lost and taking it slow I thought i’d do this right
got on i-95 and drove all night
when you're all alone I can't stand it
call me back when you hear this

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
you the only one I can't see myself getting over

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
You the only one I can't see myself getting over

spotify

fever dream (p. tennis player)

Well the world don't seem so small
When you're so far away from me
Tried to call you late last night 
But I hung up before the second ring 
Tried to follow my heart
But I would rather just fucking scream
Nothing makes no fucking sense
I need to wake up from this dream 

But I can't 
No I won't yeah I'm the problem
Shaky hands on cigarettes or on the bottle baby
I don't wanna see you anymore I hope I die tomorrow yeah yeah yeah
'Cause if I don't it's just another one to live without you
I'd wait every day and all the nights to save this
You cut me deep enough I don't think I'll fucking make it baby
After all this time away
I thought I'd finally be okay
But every marker on the highway just makes me feel the fucking same 
I'd wait every day and all the nights to save this
You cut me deep enough I don't think I'll fucking make it baby
After all this time away
I thought I'd finally be okay
But every marker on the highway just makes me feel the fucking same
But I can't 
No I won't yeah I'm the problem
Shaky hands on cigarettes or on the bottle baby
I don't wanna see you anymore I hope I die tomorrow yeah yeah
'Cause if I don't it's just another one to fucking live without you 
Without you

the problem [bonus track] (p. shiki xo)

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied 

When I'm high don't kill my buzz 
I thought she believed in us
I don't even care no more I'd probably bleed out on this rug
You a fantasy I dreamt of you a fading thought for sure 
And within this darkest bedroom I remember who you were 

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied

over the hedge w/ jomie (p. yunny goldz)

music video:
https://youtu.be/SQHXBB28zds

watch me end it all right here
black clothes in the summertime 
i’m a walking funeral
you don't call me anymore I don't care
you were never good enough 
i just pretended it was better than nothing
nothing yeah 
i can feel myself drifting off
i fell asleep at three and had a dream that you woke up 
so i think i'll stay right here 
i can feel myself drifting off
think she's half as nice as you but she hits me up 
yeah she hits me up 
feel myself drifting off 
black clothes in the summertime 
i'm a walking funeral 
think I'll stay right here 

and she's bipolar i think i am too
got a lot on my shoulder always fucking up my mood 
one second i'm fine and then the next i wanna end it 
praying on my demise 
every day i hate pretending 
is there something for me that i can't find 
are they fucking me over or am i too kind 
overthinking all the time i overanalyze 
sometimes i wanna slit my wrist right by the candlelight 
am i saying too much am i alright 
i can't make a damn decision i just need a sign 
really hope i'm someone different in the afterlife 
got nothing here left for me to go and sacrifice 

you don't call me anymore i don't care 
you were never good enough 
i just pretended it was better than nothing nothing yeah 
i can feel myself drifting off
i fell asleep at three and had a dream that you woke up 
so i think i'll stay right here

i'm a walking funeral w/ love jai (p. noahmadethiss)

the clouds move fast up here
i'm high as hell
i've got a midwest darling that i sip from a flask
i like to ask her when she thinks that you'll be calling me back
and california feels far away
good luck with that
i've got a stained glass heart that could put some color on her face
and god just gave me shaky hands because he's begging me to change

i'm high as hell
the clouds move fast up here
the clouds move fast up here

i've got a midwest darling that i sip from a flask
i like to ask her when she thinks that you'll be calling me back
i dance around the desert all night with a couple bullets in the mag
if i get cancer from the sun i'm going out like your dad
faith 
patience
i'm high as hell

high as hell (p. jacob vallen)

music video/show recap:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_IhrC5Zs0gc

call me 
i hate to feel this worthless 
and i did it all myself but 
i still think this whiskey helped me a bit 
and i'm sick of promises 
they never seem that fervent 
how come i lean on someone else when 
i just need myself 

i hope you reach me 
i am starting to question everything 
did you love me for who i am or 
did you love me just 'cause i was there
i never meant to make you unhappy 
it just happened 
this world is against me 
could you give me a chance 
give me a chance 

call me 
i hate to feel this worthless 
i did it all myself but 
i swear that this whiskey helped me a bit 
and i hate your promises 
they never seem that fervent to me
lean on someone else when 
i just need myself 

yeah i'm back on i'm back on that drink again 
when i am she be all in my head 
i am not hungry for money i'm past it 
she just can't get past it it seems 
she don't like no consequence 
when i die bury me at my wedding 
she would look better if she wore a black dress 
make sure you put sunflowers up on my casket 
they're my momma's favorite 
sorry that i gave up on everything 
could you call me i'm feeling like nothing  
could you call me i'm feeling like nothing again 
i'm my mother's favorite (consequence)
sorry i gave up on everything 
could you call me i'm feeling like nothing 
could you call me i'm feeling like nothing 

call me 
i hate to feel this worthless 
i did it to myself but
i swear this whiskey helped me a bit 
yeah yeah

i lost my voice at my show w/ acey

music video:
https://youtu.be/FQv0_j-Gn40

sun up
shaky autumn yeah yeah
i felt my southern oregon blues in washington
and would you wanna 
make me promise myself to you
i wouldn't do it in your shoes but i digress
southern oregon blues 
darlin'
do you trust me enough to let me go

and by the grace of heaven and god it's nice to meet you
i hope i never have to feel this pain again
i hope the last girl at this bar doesn't make me drink you
but if she does i'll have to take her home with me instead 

she don't care about tomorrow no ma'am
you're the last glass i would pour my heart into
and i don't wanna 
be the one they gotta pour out a drink for
but it's been feelin' like my time for so fucking long
yeah 
and darling
do you trust me enough to let me go

and i hope for heaven's sake that i can see you again
i pray to god i never have to feel this way again
and i hope the last girl at this bar doesn't make me drink you
but if she does i'll have to take her home with me instead

yeah 
southern oregon blues

take her home with me

take her home with me (p. jacob vallen)

i just threw another picture in the fire
ain't nobody had it like us
did you have to be so condescending 
this ain't much of a life anymore
drain me out 'til i'm not bleeding 
and i won't leave you alone
i just can't leave 
now now now
i just can't leave

i had to figure this one out on my own
you ain't have direction there was only so many places we could go
you made me hate myself for a long time 'til i figured out i don't
did you have to be so condescending yeah
maybe you had to

i just threw another picture in the fire
nobody had it like us
is it true that everyone dies 
or does our heart just give up

i just threw another picture in the fire
from a box i had of photobooths and polaroids and such
i just drank for the first time in 60 days and i miss the way
make me feel like i'm some sort of fuck up
but the truth is that

i ain't even have to make this song or
put it on this ep but
i just wanted you to know that i'm happier than i ever was with you
lowkey i think you made the worst mistake of all time
when you let me take the fall like that 
i know that guy that used to call you all the time is still on your instagram
i know you used to tell me that he creeped you out then why'd you engage with him
i looked back at his posts during the time that we were together
and you pretty much still liked them all it's okay whatever but
i got a new girl now 
and i'm way better off without you
even if i didn't have her i'd say that shit yeah yeah yeah
shouldn't have led me on
did you have to be so condescending

the fire (p. michael harrison)

baby i don’t wanna care about life
i just wanna give you someone you can lean on 
i was drinking just to pass the time 
it don’t matter anyways you the one i think of 
baby i don’t wanna care about ah 
yeah i just wanna be that motherfucker that she lean on
i don’t even care about why

don’t doubt it let me think about it for you 
you was runnin’ out of space because they shrink wrapped on you 
i’m a cheapskate, i’mma buy a suitcase on her
i’mma fly out any day baby just pick a date for me yeah 
bae just don’t relapse on him
tried to save you ain’t no reason shorty 
i’m a stone throw away from tryna kill that motherfucker
she don’t feel nothin’
life ain’t mean a thing when i’m around her 

baby i don’t wanna care about life
i just wanna give you someone you can lean on 
i was drinking just to pass the time 
it don’t matter anyways you the one i think of 
baby i don’t wanna care about ah 
yeah i just wanna be that motherfucker that she lean on

baby let me think just let it sink in
baby you ain’t had to do me vicious 
i been tryna find my way to fix this
took the wrong path now i’m tryna find you it’s a mission
baby i’m the one that you can lean on
relax so i can take away the tension
but i know that i’m built up with neglection
hit ignore i don’t gotta race since i caught a buzz
i been clear and i been flyin’ with the doves
tryna figure out how deep is your love
girl you’re so beautiful looks are deceiving
and i don’t really care about 

i don’t wanna care about life
i just wanna give you someone you can lean on 
i was drinking just to pass the time 
it don’t matter anyways you the one i think of 
baby i don’t wanna care about ah 
yeah i just wanna be that motherfucker that she lean on
i was drinking just to pass the time 
i don’t even care about why
baby i don’t wanna care about life
i just wanna give you someone you can lean on 
i was drinking just to pass the time 
it don’t matter anyways you the one i think of 
baby i don’t wanna care about ah

lean on w/ jomie + acey

fishing in los angeles (p. michael harrison)

this feel like breaking your heart over someone that don't give a fuck how you feel
this feel like making some money and spending it on your family off the rip
this feel like gettin' too drunk 
and fuckin' everything up again
this feel like carin' for someone that couldn't give you any care 

i feel like someone that don't really know who they are but they know enough to keep it real 
this feel like takin' two shots of whiskey at 2pm just so you can numb how you feel
i done prayed for this a little bit nah a whole lot
jesus is my man
i give a fuck how you feel
i give a fuck how you

this feel like breaking your heart over someone that don't give a fuck how you feel
this feel like makin' some money and spendin' it on your family off the rip
this feel like gettin' too drunk 
and then i'm gonn' fuck all this shit up again
this feel like carin' for someone that couldn't give you any care 

i can't feel pain for nobody ah ah 
my emotions worth some money or somethin' 
i made a song about long distance relationships 
and i made 2,000 bucks the fuck are you on

this feel like breakin' your heart
over someone who don't care how you feel
this feel like a modern war 
this feel like a modern war 
this feel like you don't make sense
but you pretend to yeah 
this feel like i should bring acoustic guitar back
and country back boy yeah

this feel like breakin' your heart over someone that don't give a fuck how you feel
this feel like makin' some money and spendin' it on your family off the rip 
this feel like gettin' too drunk
and i been fuckin' this shit up again
it feel like carin' for someone that don't give you any care

this feels like...

everything is not enough
i tried i really have
i don't have no animosity for you 'cause you couldn't help it
both our heartbeats play in stereo
they're two waves always crashing
i'm not far enough away right now 
the road always seem to catch up

i've always been up on the edge
just a little bit
i'm tryna get air
you only ever seem to regret shit when it's convenient
i'm 'bouta drink myself to death
and my heart feel like a canyon
i don't know what's fuckin' left for me 
you only ever seem to apologize when it's right in your face
yeah
these motherfuckers don't care
not even a little bit
i was tryna hang myself when you met me
i'm tryna fill a chevrolet up with liquor right now and crash before the exit
i know the desert don't care
dry my bones and leave me here as fragments 
if the vultures find me that's okay
as long as i smoke a cigarette on the way out 
yeah 
yeah 
as long as i smoke a cigarette on the way out 

everything is not enough
i tried i really have
i don't have no animosity for you 
'cause you couldn't help it 
yeah

canyon (p. drag beats)

cowboys never cry 
but i've been crying all the time 
you're my benzodiazepine 
you always ease my mind 

cowboys never cry 
but i've been crying all the time 
you're my benzodiazepine 
you always ease my mind 


yeah i'm steady on my way 
but never steady in my hands 
just a man at sea 
that's gasping up for air 
yeah i'm burning up my treads 
'cause i'm just steady doin laps 
to a finish line i don't even know is there 
and i feel like i saw it once
but only in my dreams
and when i try to find a meaning i don't know 
and i just left my body and saw myself across the bar 
with a weary face and sipping tequila soda


and cowboys never cry 
but i've been crying all the time 
you're my benzodiazepine 
you always ease my mind 

cowboys never cry 
but i've been crying all the time 
you're my benzodiazepine 
you always ease my 
always ease my  


i might get too drunk 
and get kicked out the 27 club 
but i don't really care there's smoke up in the air
you a politician i can't even tell what's been the truth 
but ever since we left arizona the love ain't there

tequila soda (p. zakk garner)

don't pretend (p. ryan ansel)

you are my lightning, we don't need electricity (p. michael harrison)

you can lead a horse to water... (p. penelope red)

joe's (p. ryan ansel)

i don't talk to my mom as much
since i started therapy
i started taking adderall 
so i ain't getting too much sleep
i thought about hurting myself 
instead i'm working out 5 times a week
they tell me to better better better myself
and you're way better better off without me 

whoa, whoa, whoa

i don't see my friends that much (that much) 
i moved out of the city when i turned 27
but i can tell they're all doing well
but when it comes to me, ah, not much is different (yeah, yeah) 

yeah, when it comes to me, ah, not much is different

not much is different (p. velvet)

i cried this morning in the car
and i hate how my brain's wired
i can't give myself love
i gave it to everyone 
i gave it to everyone 
and now i don't have anyone to call
besides this one friend, but 
he's busy with a new job
i can't give - fuck (i can't give myself love)
i took that from everyone 
that affects everyone 

look, i ain't no narcissist but i wish i was
they seem like they have so much fun
while i'm looking at myself like 'what the fuck?'
at this point i really thought i'd be in love
i thought i'd have 2 kids and a pickup truck
not some shake in my hand when i don't drink enough (fuck)
nothing's gonna complete me, huh?
nothing's ever gonna tell me to keep this up, but

i will

this morning i closed my eyes, and i 
talked to god 
i asked him why he had to -
i don't know

i wrote this in my head in the car (p. michael harrison)

i heard tequila might put me on the edge
and i ain't done cocaine in 6 months but you're not here
bitch, don't ever tell me i'm not as good as it gets 
i know i am i know i am i know i am
this next gin and tonic might put me on the edge 
and how can we make love if you're not comfortable in your skin?
no you ain't 
no you ain't 

no you can't 
no you can't 
you can't 

i thought we would age like fine wine 
but i don't think it's the right time for you
honestly we don't really have a chance 
you looked too good in that porch light 
that last time you said goodbye
why'd you skip out like the label advance?
and 

this tequila might put me on the edge
and i ain't done cocaine in 6 months but you're not here
bitch, don't act like i'm not as good as it gets 
'cause i am 
yeah i am
yeah i am
yeah i am
yeah i am

tequila (p. michael harrison)

i'm on thin ice
since october nothing's felt like real life
but at least i went down a couple pants sizes
and i'm depressed again exactly how my fans like it
baby, pour me up another glass of red wine 
told me you loved me but i know that that's another lie 
i don't care about it enough to give this another try
wait, never mind i think that that's another lie too

i don't really wanna talk about no real stuff
i just wanna have sex and get my nails done
top 40 of all time i'm the man, uh 
i got the songs all i really need's a window
i'm asking god if he can give my ass a win though 
i like the way she gas me up in the studio
they ask me truthfully who i truthfully am i really don't know 
hold up one second i gotta hit this bottle again, uh
i'm a cowboy, yeah i got it from my kinfolk 
is this really life? i really don't think so 
all i know is i been steppin' on some thin ice 
since october this ain't feel like real life
but at least i went down a couple pants sizes 
and i'm depressed again exactly how my fans like it, yeah i'm just like them

yeah, i'm just like them

i'm on thin ice (p. michael harrison)

this is how it always goes
i got way too close to you and nobody can find me now 
and half the things you said
were promises to someone else and i'm not the same person anymore
and now i'm half the man 
that you knew before 

just cut off the bloody ends
i would've loved you forever yeah
i wasn't ready for anything you did i never saw it coming 
just cauterize me 
i feel like an amputee in the civil war 
and i hope that i die from my infections 

this is how the war's going 
this is my state of the union and nobody can help me out
now i'm just half the man
that you cared about 

way less than 4 score and 7 years ago we had it all 
we had it all 
and i'm tempted to just give everyone exactly what they want 
bits and pieces of me in a coffin

because i'm half the man i was before
i was before, yeah
yeah i'm half the man i was before

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