I let the time pass to fast!!! I crash you crash!!!

on repeat last few days homie love this shit

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my first orignal ever that actually got vocals on it. 
thank you to both eloimmeth and guardin for taking their time and recording vocals for this song. you are both amazing <3
lyrics:
[eloimmeth]
cause imma be ok
yeah imma be ok
no matter what you pray for
(no matter what you wish for)

yeah imma be ok
and imma be ok
no matter all the scars i’ve got
(they just make me who i’m not)

from the ground i will rise
(from the ground i will rise)
its gonna be alright 
relapse is just a phase
under the morning rain
before the rising sun

cause imma be ok
yeah imma be ok
no matter what you pray for

[guardin]
no matter what you pray for ey

i protest everything that i feel
i don't know where i'm at but i don't think that i'm real
got a blunt in my hand just escaping the wreck
and if you want honesty, i think that i've been depressed

this marijuanas just another defect 
gettin' high till i cry that's just cause and effect
gotta prioritize get my shit together
cause i don't wanna feel like this forever

i think i'm gonna be fine
if you think otherwise gimme a sign
baby it's not your fault, you know it's mine
imma keep tryin', i'm crackin' my spine

i'll realign till i can contest
artificial happiness ain't the best 
fuck all of that it'll leave you a mess
and leak from your brain all the way to your chest

love yourself 
cause nobody else gonna do whatchu do when the sky turn blue and the sun shines thru ya window 
ya head hittin' the pillow
sproutin' like a willow yeah
sproutin' like a willow

i'm gonna be fine

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i'm gonna be fine (ft. eloimmeth & guardin)

Written & Performed by: @itsyungvan
Mix: @lilsadeyes
Master: @lilsadeyes
Production: @tothegood
Cover art: @itsyungvan x @lilsadeyes x @guardinmusic

I really hope you all enjoy this song! It means a lot to me personally and i hope you can all connect to it! I love you all deeply thank you <3

Lyrics-

When I first met you I had nothing
You took it all away
I’m left alone with only one thing
These memories of pain
You took control of all my loving
Made me feel ashamed
For ever hoping I had something
I’m screaming out your name
When I first met you I had nothing
You took it all away
I’m left alone with only one thing
These memories of pain
You took control of all my loving
Made me feel ashamed
For ever hoping I had something
I’m screaming out your name

I can’t feel a thing
Till I see you and I’m taken back
Frozen in my shoes
I can’t move laying on my back
What am I to do?
I can’t prove anything to you
Bloody nosed and bruised
I’m hopeless like you

I’m good at hiding what I want
Protecting secrets at a cost
You’ve made me something I am not 
No one can know what I have lost

By myself again
Alone without a friend
By myself again
Alone without a friend

When I first met you I had nothing
You took it all away
I’m left alone with only one thing
These memories of pain
You took control of all my loving
Made me feel ashamed
For ever hoping I had something
I’m screaming out your name

Your name
Your name
I’m screaming out your name
Your name
Your name
Maybe I’m to blame
To blame
To blame
I’m screaming out your name

Screaming Out Your Name (Prod. Tothegood)

I hope you all enjoy my new song, been working on it for a long time. Love you all ❤

Lyrics:
You don't need to love me if you don't
But I miss you so please come home
I need someone to love
And if its not you, I'm not sure if I want to

I don't wanna lose you, lose you
I don't wanna flush it down the drain
Cause the only times that I'm happy, is when you're besides me
And everytime I see you, feel you
I can only think about one thing,
When we had so much fun, and nothing could stop us

But I guess every tale has to end
But it sucks cause you're still in my head
Every feeling that I ever felt for you
Was a waste cause I don't know you

I don't wanna lose you, lose you
I don't wanna flush it down the drain
Cause the only times that I'm happy, is when you're besides me
And everytime I see you, feel you
I can only think about one thing,
When we had so much fun, and nothing could stop us

I don't wanna lose you, lose you
I don't wanna flush it down the drain
Cause the only times that I'm happy, is when you're besides me
And everytime I see you, feel you
I can only think about one thing,
When we had so much fun, and nothing could stop us

𝕚 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦

je ne baise vraiment avec personne

done with feeling tired 
sick and lonely its a list
all my problems fell away
when both my hands were on her hips

and i know that you got issues
but i'm better when i'm with you
if you tell me that you love me
then i guess i've gotta kiss you

i'm a loser but you trust me
i can tell you like to fuck me
are you in it for the musc
are you in it for the money?

are you in it cause you hatted
every person that you've dated
i'm alive i fucking hate it
got a life now let me waste it

inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay

take me, away
to a place where i can be happy
take me, away
to a place where i can be safe (x2)

you're breaking me down with every moment you frown
and if you tell me that you love me
i might drown in the sound

and if you tell me that you hate me
i'll just pack up my shit
i'm a broken mother fucker
with a spliff to my lip

i'd put a gun to my head
if i could find me some led
i might wander through the garage
and give that engine a rev

they say love isn't dead
but if that was the truth
why would ever single sorrow
draw me back to the noose

inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay

moi (p.xtravulous)

https://soundcloud.com/prodreaper
https://soundcloud.com/safehold

[Sleye]
i'm looking back i see the way you always set me off
i always knew you would
crawl to me like you were young
and i won't put up with no one
leave me on my own
turn off my phone
i been ignoring every call 
yea

i'd say i'm getting through it's fine
i know i'm lying through my teeth
recite this shit so many times
forget my lines i hear you speak

do you remember when i said
i want you right here next to me
i cannot say i feel the same
the way it was it never be 

i watch you when you walk away
i wish it were okay
i sleep in late most every day
you do the same 
you know the way
you get me right where i can feel it
cut me right down to my vein
i see the blood the way it's spilling
no expression on your face

i'm sorry I just let you down
you know it's all i ever did 
i run away from every issue
it's the way i always been
i can't relate you say you miss it
i can't help but look ahead
cause all the shit that's in my memories
i wish i would forget yea

[Safehold]
how long can we keep this going on?
falsify information to get what you want
lie right to my face, it's all the same
tell me it's okay but you never change

tried to find some common ground
i fought to the end but our love just fell
and i tell myself to walk away
i'll just forget this reality

you never ask if i'm okay
(i never hear you say my name)
you always try to save your face
(i guess we're better off this way)

i know you hate to see this
your intentions so deceiving
I always hate this feeling
torn by the thought of you leaving

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Walk Away w/ safehold (prod. reaper)

take back my ilys (p. useless)

WRITTEN & PERFORMED BY https://soundcloud.com/alainite
MIXED & MASTERED BY https://soundcloud.com/scottysplash
PRODUCTION BY https://soundcloud.com/scottysplash
ARTWORK BY https://soundcloud.com/scottysplash

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alainite <3

BEEN A WHILE 💫✨ (FEAT. ALAINITE)

[PROD. WELLFED]
https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy
A very important song to me with lullabyboy! Hopefully it can help someone on this very lonely Christmas day. Thank you! I love you all!

Lyics:

  Tear my heart out! Am I really alive? 
I’ve been good; I’ve been doing just fine.
And when you ask me if I’m feeling alright,
You know the scars bleed bright tonight!

So if I asked you if you’d dance around 9,
Would lay me down and stab me with a knife?
Or would you leave me lost in the pale
moonlight?
Forever lost in forever moonlight!

The blackest hearts shine brighter than lights,
I love the way you’ve been doing alright.
You don’t seem to struggle even if you tried,
I cant be happy but the dread I’ll fight! 

I guess you never really were mine!
I guess that everything you said was a lie!
But can I really say that I’m surprised?
You only seemed to really care when you’re high!
The pain has killed me about a thousand times!
And all this repetitions eating me inside! 
I wanna die don’t wanna be alive!
And if I had the choice I’d end it tonight!

Spill the pills up on the counter Alright!
Drown my sorrow with the liquor or a light!
I'mma make sure I won’t wake up tonight!
So i can haunt you in the pale moonlight!

Tear my heart out! Am I really alive? 
I’ve been good; I’ve been doing just fine.
And when you ask me if I’m feeling alright,
You know the scars bleed bright tonight!

So if I asked you if you’d dance around 9,
Would lay me down and stab me with a knife?
Or would you leave me lost in the pale
moonlight?
Forever lost in forever moonlight!

Tear my heart out am I really alive?!
I’ve been dead the old me dying inside!
You wanted him but wanted me tonight?!
What the fuck you must’ve lost your mind!!!
Get a grip and fucking look at your life!
You’ve turned me to this,
You’re a monster inside!
So i'll be damned if I would take my life!
I fell in love BUT I have lost my mind!!!

The blackest hearts shine brighter than lights,
I love the way you’ve been doing alright.
You don’t seem to struggle even if you tried,
I cant be happy but the dread I’ll fight! 

But can I really say that I’m surprised?
You only really seem to care when you're high.
But I won’t cry or shed tear for your life;
Cus i'mma find the happiness Inside!
And maybe I can find a girl who’s right, or maybe she will leave me scarred and blind!
All I know is i'mma leave you tonight!
Forever lost in forever moonlight!

FOREVER MOONLIGHT - ERISU X LULLABYBOY [PROD. WELLFED]

[prod. sketchmyname x vaegud]

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i don’t wanna grow up
feel i’m wasting time
maybe hit my phone up
wasted all the time
nobody really knows us
and my whole life’s passin by
life never chose us but u know i gotta shine
(x2)

when it all falls down are you with me
i be in the whip go 150 in a 60
ex bitch ditch me
next bitch kiss me
pray i don’t miss give a fuck about my wrist freeze
yes
you doing it for money but i do it for my mind back
life so fucked how you never get the time back
time keeps moving even when i drink my mind black

who put my mind down
laying these lines out
lay with the pain it’s gets deeper and deeper but i never cry now
hoping i find out
what cup am i on now
i’ve been sippin so long that i can’t get enough and i’m starting to fade out
(x2)

i don’t wanna grow up
feel i’m wasting time
maybe hit my phone up
wasted all the time
nobody really knows us
and my whole life’s passin by
life never chose us but u know i gotta shine
(x2)

i dont ever wanna grow up

go show love to the homie 💙 one of the most linguistically talented rappers i know, and one of the closest friends i've had in this life.
thank you for being a part of this @microdot-is

hey everyone! i hope y'all are doing well 💙 i recorded this a while ago but it's very relevant to where i'm at in my life right now, and i  wanted to share something with y'all since i haven't had a chance to record lately. 

I have the majority of an ep written right now, and once i finish all the production for it i'm planning to go to the studio and record it all at once. get ready for big things coming soon 💙💙💙

Walk Away w/ safehold (prod. reaper)

Sleye

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