prod. by: thms 
written by: thms.
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//yeah, I mean how could you?
//how am I?
//that’s a joke right, right?
//like you're joking? 
//oh, you're not.

oh
Things were going too good
Don’t get me misunderstood
The doubts around
They turned to truths throughout

through septembers cold i stood
didn't need what I thought I would
going numb in my face
But the winds that blow weren't what you'd think

I'll say
For my estate

That it's easy
For something to come along 
and pretend to save face

and you'll speak
bout how i never listened
Do you hear yourself in the words you’re saying?

These things just don't do this.
rotten luck at its core I swear
Might as well be toothless cause im
Coping hard on my own

And it feels so useless
I won't breathe with my own lungs
But I already feel this
Left alone in a broken home

on my own
I'll stand shone
may not be long
But I'll fight as long as I hold on

to be strong
don’t feel like i can know
But I know ive got a way
A way 

So I'll be here
and I'll wait for years
yeah I'll hold back the tears
can't you see im right here? Replace my fears.

because this wont heal
its pressing on me and I feel
the world is spinning they wont hear
me like you do. God, I need you. 

I swear to god 
Im not crazy
I just hate the things 
That you make me

You're cliché 
with no taste see
No thoughts 
That heads so empty

Going in blind not chasing
The waters too deep for saftey
Dive in headfirst im lazy
No regard for lifelike shading

Here come take me
Please baby
I need saftey in your arms
I'm going crazy

I hate being
This shell so empty
My mind is going dark

watercolors

"Light-Emitting Diodes" EP

I'll be okay

comfort

[LYRICS]

my therapist said i'm sad so
here's, here's a sad song
so that all of you can be sad too
wanna see a cute picture of a baby seal?
well that's too bad!! this is... is.. song!!!
can't show you.. cute picture in song!

oh- oh wait oh shit who's that?
oh shit it's The Weed Man he's gonna steal all my weed!!!
OH FUCK!! OH SHIT!!! NOOO!!
aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

huuuaaghhhhhuuuuUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUHHHGGH

(weed man vaporizes me and Steals My Fucking Weed!!!!!)

(weed sound)

TBD's Funniest Home Audios

silkscarf - the FIRST funny home audio !!!

[LYRICS]

i said like (ooohhhhh)
i'm done with playing all these games
you got me feeling like i'm running out of space
running out of space (3x)

oh my god
we was fine then
we can talk
'til the night ends
touché i’m flying
we gotta find
that thing that makes us
some kind of diamonds

can you see?
how i'd be?
kinda mad
on my screen
okay
something that you tryna say
my brain is overloading every day

i said like (ooohhhhh)
i'm done with playing all these games
you got me feeling like i'm running out of space
running out of space (3x)

lightt & dc98 - running out of space

dannydevito9 - Adin Ross reacts to the irrationality of pi

[LYRICS]

i look at my dab rig
i'm like that's my best friend

November Day - dab rig interlude

"we can make each other warm... if you want to." 🍷 

 a late-night track about seizing the moment when you realize the person you've been waiting for is finally single. no pressure, just vibes.  

written & produced by stillove.

i heard you broke up

Original composition by thAImonk  
Language / Style: English – Lo-Fi Soul / Soft Rap & Harmony  
Genre: Lo-Fi Hip-Hop / Soulful Chill  

A laid-back lo-fi production opening with filtered percussion and mellow xylophone tones,  
joined by warm piano chords and a gentle groove. Vocals drift between soft singing and  
smooth, relaxed rap, layered with lush multi-voice harmonies.  
Key moments bloom with a choir singing in unison with the lead, adding emotional depth  
and a warm, nostalgic lift.  
Soft, soulful and reflective — a calm late-night track about memory, connection, and echoes of another life.

🎧 Free to stream & use in TikTok / Reels (credit @aithaimonk)  
#thaimonk #PastLife


Past Life (soft edition).mp3

dark alternative pop for the nights that go too long. a mix about obsession, bad habits, and the things we do in the dark.

Hold Me

session 1 may 2020, session 2 may 2021

backup vox by renner <3

moon iv (demo)

online music community (following (most) members)

lightt & dc98 - running out of space

to be determined.