it was never like that
@prodbyjoshwa

strolling down rolling down 
my windows, blow smoke air it out
do u hear that whats that sound
we just riding downtown
looking for shit we never found
feeling stuck, feeling bound
guess we gotta go and 

walk away with u, that aint a new fact
say u love me but we know its never like that

looking for some love then u better go n find that
theres no way that im getting all my time back 

times i spent with u, it aint like that
im so fucking sick n tired of getting sidetracked
and i got my own time u cant even fight that
i cant be a model, i cant be a nice act

phone on dnd i cant deal with hell
i dont want u anymore dont hit my cell
i said fuck u hope u doing well
now its not no time for clues this aint show and tell

and im not one to look up to
so dont act like im above u
ive been dealing with this shit its enough to
feel like i did this all for none

sidetracked (joshwa)

fun lil song brought to you by #goreset :)
@vaeo-music @4cfear @prodbyjoshwa @goreset

i been thru hell with the mood shifts
killing shit with my bros, with a new clique
living good and im chillin wit a new bitch
went to the mall n gotta new fit :)

vaeo:
and everytime i'm good you gotta fuck it up, 
going insane it's all i feel, it's hard to feel the love. 
i solve my issues with drugs, addict to turning up, 
and every nigh is the same, i'm face down throwing up. 
this adderall got me tweaking i need a prozac, 
rolling up some blunts taking every shot i can throw back, 
coulda bought you anything you wanted fuck a price tag, 
my existence got me so mad

can u run it back, let it go again?
and its fuck you too you a fake ass bitch
and u getting mad that we gettin rich
seeing us on top, can u learn to live?

4cf and me:
Keep up bae, uh, like what it yo problem like?
Used to have love but now that shit distant
You not sounding right 
taking up all my time and now you’re tryna take my mind tonight 
u be acting up so why u tryna hit my line tonight?
Ok you wylin you super childish
All you gon get from me is dry texts and awkward silence
I hope you like it
and it’s different now from when we talking from the back ends
and u werent shit u was a bitch u is a has been
You is not shit to be baby I hope you know that
Hey yuh
and i never been better from cutting off like its severed
From all my love straight to nothing I’m treating this like whatever baby
from all the times that we shared regretting it til forever again
No this ain’t my bad you switching up positions 
Getting sidetracked 
hate to break up your heart but i put that shit on a platter
So long as shits getting better I guess that it’s alright
i learned to stop acting up on shit that never mattered

STREAM

run it back w/ vaeo + 4cf (joshwa)

i wish you never lied to me
@prodbyjoshwa
intro to my ep, 2004, with joshwa

and it’s late at night, i’ve been thinking about you
you lead me astray, want to get without you
but the connections were there, you coulda peeped thru a stare
thought we coulda been something baby i was prepared

and it’s times like that fuck me up
thoughts to recollect and i had enough
we could be strangers again, but i have the love
shit’s been getting worse, and it’s getting rough

dont know if i got the heart to leave you
cuz im always up at night, baby girl i’ll leave you tonight
i dont need you tonight, i dont need u tonight
and it’s crazy how you’re stuck in my mind

i guess i need love for consolation
and im feeling really stuck with this information
and its crazy how u lied, put me in the pavement
my emotions acting up, feeling sick with hatred

and i want something real for once
don’t want no lies i know that shit aint fun
problems i face, i cannot run
but if i leave u now, it’s said and done

astray (joshwa)

this song got botted :(

see you next year :p
i'll be missing in action for now
art by @cyberspit prod @prodbyjoshwa you knew the drill

missing in action
you want attention? so you beg for interaction
and a fake smile on my face that is plastered
you the talk of the town, people look at you in laughter
hide in plain sight, but im missing in action

cuz you wanna be someone you're not
so you gonna take your leave or what?
looking down the barrel of a gun (shoutout @sc0ttryan)
things change, guess things just go and come

and its so hard to act like yourself
and you wishing that yo bestie doing well
but you lookin on they soul, that you ready to sell
hoping that they fell, think i couldn’t tell?

stop your acting, cuz we looking back
looking past the cracks, seeing what you lacked
you always acted what you said was fact
then you left it at that, leave it all in the past tense

put your words into practice
let it sink down, let it mold with the malice
if you wanna see me soon, then you better ask this
where ya at?

yeah im-

m.i.a (joshwa)

what happened after 2004
@prodbyjoshwa

i cant break my fall on the ground
and my head is getting cloudy when you’re here up around
and it gets so complicated when you think of what was done
take away what we had, leave it in the past and its gone

i know that you want to be someone you’re not
i know that you’re slowly losing all ur love
i cannot take it again, i don’t wanna be friends
i cant believe that it’s the end of it all

and its happening again
panic that’s been spreading in my head
honestly i just really need my cred
things that were obvious but always left unsaid 

and ur always left on read
less you got some cash, or got some bread
stop your tweaking, you a fed
if i dont like you u get swept

baby if u think that ur the one for me
wish that you could come to terms on what you see
cuz im paranoid, and im always anxious
guess im the type that always seems they’re prone to panic

and im wishing that ur doing well
sorry for telling u to go to hell
but i havent really thought about u still
thats for the best i guess

coming to terms (joshwa)

i still wonder if you're okay
@prodbyjoshwa

staying in the backseat of the car
chained up tied up, baby where do i start
heh, where do i start? when it fell apart?
when u said i was nothing, nothing

i saw it all, and it’s all my fault cuz i fucked it up tonight
all the times i hold, in my mind and i know, that i cant get back tonight

baby i know the truth
whats gotten into u?
in a snap all our love
turned down to memories

whats gotten into u?
whats gotten into u?
switching up like that for what? for what?

and everything we had is gone
time to say goodbye, so long, so long, so long,
now we solo, now we solo
cuz i fell in love but it’s done

and i guess it was dumb
feelings wrapped round a thumb
shouldve been thinking twice, but i wasnt strong
and i wasnt strong, i wasnt a soldier
never kept my composure

what's gotten into you? (joshwa)

lately i've been wishing it was over
@prodbyjoshwa @jades714

i’m tired and getting jaded
you’re never real i hate it
from all the words you’re saying
just a lie up in the shade

tryna keep up my head in the clouds
but what can we do if we fall?

i aint picking up, nah, if you call back
say you want my love but i know that i’m just a fall back
say your words to me, i know that u never meant all that
wasted all my time and wish that i could get it all back

making it so complicated
seeing shades of green and jade
when im staying down, the bed i lay
im floating but im sinking in

its sad that its a bitter end
its sad that we cant be friends
we cant go where we began
i lost the help that i can lend

but it’s not my fault and you know that
you’re the one in the wrong, for the longest
you’re the one who’s been moving on
while i been stuck writing all these songs

fallback (joshwa)

it's for the best, i’m sorry
@prodbyjoshwa
mixed, mastered, recorded and engineered by me, production (and lovely beet) by joshwa 

SHOUTOUT @ericdoa U BEAUTIFUL MF THANK U SM

yeah, with the bag i got my groove in
life been different cuz everything been movin
lookin back at myself cuz ive been stupid
thinking about the things that were useless

yuh, and its all ur fault, tear your pictures from your wall
and you’re wasting all your texts and calls
but ur the one who fucked up 
cuz u know i tried to duck but u never listened :(

and i know baby u dont wanna end it tonight
but u always tryna fuck it up, u picking a fight >:(
u getting desperate, defensive, like, u wasting ur life
but im telling u, we dont need it
u getting poisonous and toxic, its blowing my mind
i assure u, i dont need it, cant u just see the signs?
always wished for the best, thought we would be fine 
so im tellin u, we dont need it

we dont need it
so im tellin u

its getting ridiculous, u getting so meticulous
tryna break it down, but what u got was dissonance
sick and vigilant but u aint used to getting shit
out of ur head, up and stuck im feeling villainous

words of innocence, u drinking ur so bibulous uh
swift and nimble with ur thoughts that u jus race out ur tongue
twisted vigilance ur thoughts brought out from synthesis
tired of getting fucked up think im getting sick of it

thats how the story goes
cant do anything about it
i just doubt it

we don't need it (joshwa)

verses in order
@vaeo-music
@yaki_a01
@rouri404
@cbrtrash
@bhertuy
@tsuyunoshi
@captain_morg
@dead4cf
@k0a
@lolydkm
@dylanlongworth
@1maxime
@sudbath
@polar333

im done (capcort)

i see right thru ur disguise
@prodbyjoshwa 

mixed by tsuyunoshi + joshwa
mastered by tsuyunoshi
engineered by tsuyunoshi + joshwa
produced by joshwa

may 15 - https://ffm.to/showandtell

shoutouts to @starfallxo big ups twin

lyrics:
and my mama said stay true to urself
leave the fake ones in the dust, all by theirselves 
got like all my friends, u dont need anyone else
baby u dont need to go thru hell

think about it for a minute again
gotta feel those words that’s been stuck in ur head
and i leave unread when i see ur texts
i got better things to do than that

u just want attention for urself
and ur playing all ur games like its show and tell
lying to me like bitch, think i couldnt tell?
back n forth that we been thru hell, aint been doin well, so im feelin like

fuck that, i don’t like u like that
tired of getting sidetracked, like u? i denied that 
baby i said

tryna get myself out this place
cuz im steady thinkin feelin im out of place
and im puzzled in the head stuck in a maze
and i need to get my bread, i dont wanna stay here

on god babe i know whats up
and i know it sucks
feeling like ur always stuck

baby i dont wanna hear ur friends tryna chatter about me
i dont rly care if ur mad at me

show and tell (joshwa)

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

LYRICS:

Hit me with I told you so
But you’d never leave or ever listen
Pray to god on my knees
I’m in need of premonitions
Im finding my keys but I know I won’t find what I need

They said
You were toxic they’re right on
Makes sense
I’m only there when the lights off
I can’t
Get my stuff from your house
Cuz you
Stole my favorite sweatshirt tonight 

I make things up in my head
Yeah I’m sorry if I did
I project all of my fears
And end up with no friends
A new direction
I try deflecting

Thousands of tears
And all the blood that I’ve shed
Seems to go to waste
When I get back in bed
Because I haven’t done much
I’m almost out of luck
What did I do with all these years

I cower in silence
Cuz it’s so loud
Drown out my thoughts
With all this sound
If I died now
Would you text back
If I cried how
Would you react

They said
You were toxic they’re right on
Makes sense
I’m only there when the lights off
I can’t
Get my stuff from your house
Cuz you
Stole my favorite sweatshirt tonight 

Prod. drmabeats

fallback (joshwa)

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