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lyrics:

so maybe we could
get a little bit closer
some closure would be nice right now
i didn't wanna fall in love in the first place
watched as the worst case played right out
i been chasing stars
living like the dreams say
you've been driving cars,
i've been driving myself insane
so maybe we could
get a little bit closer
some closure would be nice right now

hey
hello
there's something you should know
i've been burning up internally
and you provide the coal
wait
don't go
when i need you the most
out the door and slammed it,
didn't even leave a note

wonder where you are
i'm a damn mess
leaving me in pieces
broken thru my heart
but i love the feeling way too much

so maybe we could
get a little bit closer
some closure would be nice right now
i didn't wanna fall in love in the first place
watched as the worst case played right out
i been chasing stars
living like the dreams say
you've been driving cars,
i've been driving myself insane
so maybe we could
get a little bit closer
some closure would be nice right now

fall back in line
we were loved in the past tense
u read my last text, did not reply
give me a break
when will i grow from damage
u are the sparks flying round in my mind

dunno how to feel when u feeling like that
but the weight u placed started killing my back
i'm a ways from the make that's built for this case
but i'll do my best i can guarantee that
be it rain or shine, be it day or night
imma stay right here while you walk right by
imma wait for the day when u look at me the way i look at u

so maybe we could
get a little bit closer
some closure would be nice right now
i didn't wanna fall in love in the first place
watched as the worst case played right out
i been chasing stars
living like the dreams say
you've been driving cars,
i've been driving myself insane
so maybe we could
get a little bit closer
some closure would be nice right now

Closer

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Ppe3xn_JXY

Problems
Money and fame ain't gonna change 'em
I thought that she would calm down
But she don't care
She's still lashing out
The city like a bombshell waiting to fall
She's in my t-shirt and she's so evil
I'm waiting for a comedown I'm pacing my heart
I can't feel anything

Kiss me on the fire escape
You made me wait for so long
I am way too wide awake
With too many questions for no one in particular

Problems
Money and fame ain't gonna change 'em
I thought that she would calm down
But she don't care
She's still lashing out
The city like a bombshell waiting to fall
She's in my t-shirt and she's so evil
I'm waiting for a comedown pacing my heart
I can't feel anything

Kiss me on the fire escape
You made me wait for so long
I am way too wide awake
With too many questions for no one in particular
Kiss me on the fire escape
You made me wait for so long
I am way too wide awake
With too many questions for no one in particular

Problems
Money and fame ain't gonna change 'em
I thought she would calm down
But she don't care
She's still lashing out
City like a bombshell waiting to fall
She's in my t-shirt
She's so evil
I'm waiting for a comedown pacing my heart

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fire escape (p. iof)

mix & mastr @fleshgolem

ft @lxstboymusic 🐐

lyrics

[mæsk]
i felt planets hit and all took was a single touch
it was a smoothe sail out to nowhere so ima a bit out of touch
i hit the main land swear it wasn’t this lush
but now i seek more just a temporary rush

scattered throughout the stratosphere 
holding down the atmosphere 
let ur guard down, drop my wings and let’s get the hell outta here

avoid the snakes when they appear
a fallen angel anaware
surrounding take its toll
but this endless ether baby

how much more
more can u endure
it’s gone get hot, just don’t get torched

there’s gon be changing course
and err pushing through a force field 
my voice is hoarse 
but we can make it out no matter the power that storm yields

just follow my lead 
what is life without a dream
extrinsic value to me has never meant a thing 
i’m finding lightning from within
but there’s more behind my skin
ur over more than half of me
am i fighting just to win?
(this is endless ether baby)

[lxst boy]

(this is real life, open your eyes)
I made a pact with the devil
he told me im destined for damage
I gotta go, running away 
packing my stuff in a panic
my life aint worth the air that I breathe
but im finding a way to manage
I guess ill keep quite 

I aint got philosophise im too afraid to talk about
maybe its not 

the real man in charge is in the sky and hes just looking down
I am not worthy of the life that ive been living now

but lately ive been tired of fighting entities who live around

my brain my rules thats something they better figure out

the sun it scorched my eyes

I keep records of pain thats what this is
yeah and day 14 I really hate the wilderness
but I gotta push through coz survivals worth the risk
I guess writing all these poems aint gonna fix my loneliness

I guess its over now
we can settle down

endless ether ft lxst boy (fantompower)

wifed you (i lied)

lyrics~

Ring your line knowing damn well you’re not picking up when im calling 
feel myself grow attached to you, tryna stay up but im falling
i just cant fucking wait for the days i see your face in the morning
wrap my arms round your waist, im still in awe you’re
heaven fallen.

Can you believe it all happened so fast?
Few months back still stuck in the past
now im just eager tryn’ find out whats next
vivid dreams of me kissing your neck
uh
I dont wanna fall back
in love with our story
i dont wanna revert to,
What it was before that

Oh If you could see me..

If i told you my secret..

Would that stop you from leaving..

Or would you still go
far away from this place in the snow
Stuck in mud i cant move anymore
Say you fucked up
So am i
Oh noo

I just wanna be the best for you 
Dont know if im up to the task
i was a drug addict, it surely wont be that long till i relapse
Can you handle it ?
Cos if you can, lemme know fast
I just want that guarantee that you’ll be there for me when i crash

Ring your line knowing damn well you’re not picking up when im calling 
feel myself grow attached to you, tryna stay up but im falling
i just cant fucking wait for the days i see your face in the morning
wrap my arms round your waist, im still in awe your heaven fallen.

Can you believe it all happened so fast?
Few months back still stuck in the past
now im just eager tryn’ find out whats next
vivid dreams of me kissing your neck
uh
I dont wanna fall back
in love with our story
i dont wanna revert to,
What it was before that

angel (autrioly)

final lullaby (prod. Tim H)

~2300~

Lyrics: 
[HOOK]
Same sorrow new day
Safe hollowed out space
In this bed with my fake skin
Just an imitation
Of who I wished i’d be when I was young
I wish you could’ve seen what i’ve become 
Wear pain on my face
This body I hate
Try to show myself patience
Know my limitations
Who I be will never be enough
Feeling free but not deserving of

[VERSE]
Let me down
I know you’ve been used to it
Should be used to it by now
You don’t gotta lie about where you come from 
All that’s gonna matter is the outcome 
Constant in my head
Often the mindset
I came to forget
All of this happened
I’ve grown to be
Your sense of relief
But i’m also in need
There’s nothing for me tonight

[HOOK]
Same sorrow new day
Safe hollowed out space
In this bed with my fake skin
Just an imitation
Of who I wished i’d be when I was young
I wish you could’ve seen what i’ve become
Wear pain on my face
This body I hate
Try to show myself patience 
Know my limitations
Who I be will never be enough 
Feeling free but not deserving of

fake skin

prod iof and me
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/i-dont-think-itll-ever-be-okay-3
lyrics:
im like, dadadada, like dadadadada

i dont think that ill ever be okay
i just sit inside and overthink
like everyday...
every single day
and its kinda gettin old to me
and the older that i get 
the more that i regret everything
everything that ive ever done
all the times that i had to collect my things and run...away
from ppl that dont mean the things that they say
they say...
they dont mean the thing that they say

and i know that ill never feel
the same as i did
way back when i was 
a stupid naive kid...(so stupid)
cuz oh my god i wish i could go back
with what i know now...
im followed by these black clouds
and life never seems to slow down
thats why i rely on drugs now
thats why i sit at home and make these sounds
i dont think that itll ever be okay again...

i dont think itll ever be okay
and it feels like im runnin out of things to say
and im feelin' worse like every single day
and i dont know why i even try anymore
its like the thoughts inside my brain
and my heart are at war...

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i don't think it'll ever be okay...

truth's
finally stepping out
i can see it now
you were never down

to be mine, again
and my heart it aches
sit and stare
at my own blank face

ill never forget the times that we shared together
i made it through hell and back
with you by my side, it all felt fine
again

it turns out that you were a liar
this friend, was never a friend, all i ever did, was hold you back
from you
really wanted instead!

ill miss ur family and miss your friends
ill miss the nights we spent together again
then again, then again, then again, it all went!

back to my mind set of being an a hole
i know i didnt treat you right you said that its my fault
ill find someone whos willing just to take bits of blame
cause clearly you thought you were perfect, not an ounce of shame in ur blood

and yeah it was fun
oh yeah it was fun
those 2 years were fun.

Life Is Tough Without You Pt.2 (prod. idly blare)

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lyrics:

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

oooo

and i could tell you it'll be okay
but i would rather u just see for yourself
don't wait any longer
no don't wait for any help
cuz the rain will stop soon
and i'll greet u
with a smile on my face
please don't turn away
please don't turn away

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

prod by speedlmt
extra creds Jack Gutteridge

AllHeartsBreakTheSame

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

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Closer

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