Another banger bro sorry I'm late as hell <3

👁️👁️👁️👁️ccccccccccc so its like that. 👁️👁️👁️👁️

Marigold

Complacent (feat. SadBoyProlific)

. . . fall.

Mixed and Mastered by @xo_jalen
Produced by SnowBlood

Chase (Prod. SnowBlood)

prodme
w my deeerfrend @autumndropsdead

she locked herself in her bathroom all alone
did you get my message when i said i felt alone
at the end of the night we all need to go home
promise that ill be fine as long as im gone
when u find another guy can u not let me know
dont waste ur time on someone u dont know

u were half of mine but i still dont know
were u ever mine i dont think so
just pretend u care dont want u to go
might just cut my hair

autie
cos i hate the way i look
could you call me back?
i'm gonna get a heart attack
I'm what you call an insomniac
made the choice no going back
don't forget, just descend
it'll do no good being over your head
i feel out of body, all i can say is sorry :(

stop it, breathe, out of reach
this sensation...
there's nothing left to me
to me (3x)
hide your chest, then release...

when u find another guy can u not let me know
dont waste ur time for someone u dont know

stop crying and start dying
looking for an answer i dont wanna get hurt
looking for ananswer i dont wanna get hurt
star signs ur a cancer!
my hearts getting blacker,
my brains getting sadder,

cancer w/autumndropsdead

【﻿ｂｕｃｋｌｅ　ｄｏｗｎ；ｓｅｖｅｒ　ｅｎｄｓ】

s/o @plslovejai for getting on this w me <3 ly man
prod by @blvnkface 🖤
released w/ @bitekivibes 🧡
cover art drawn by @HoneyDMilkTeax on twitter 

thank you for listening. 
the immensity of how much this means to me, is beyond even myself.
thank you.
x

[autumn]
(never) 
(save my breath before your's)

i hate the sound of my name
i hear that shit way too much
i contemplate, then i drink
and now i live in the mud
what a gruesome fate
what a hideous face you've got there
i say with shattered thumbs
if the cat got my tongue, i teach the cat to become me
quit calling my bluff
i'm only playing the dummy
mask is fading slowly
at the end of the day, i'm forever roaming
so where do i begin?
i never thought i'd grow so sick
it's hard to catch the words that drip and 
melt from right under my skin

never 
save my breath before your's
(don't say you'll save my breath)
(i'm not that much better than the rest)

lose yourself on purpose to gain a scar
drawn one step closer, just to fall apart
i've grown so accustomed to habits
at this point, they're all i have left
(it's all for you) (3x)
when'd it get so difficult to 
get a grip on my own head

[jai]
maybe my tongue's tied
i can't live in the moment
and i got a heart full of gold
but it's only me who can own it
so i'd rather die alone
than be the hamster stuck on your wheel
it's just myself these days
don't care enough to gain your appeal
and i'm tired
of never being what you think
usually i always try again
but this time ima quit
i watch the sky turn to grey
i miss the touch of her lips
there's nothing else i can say
i'm watching happiness slip away

it wasn't part of the plan
ooo
i can tell you my story, but there's two sides to every one
i dont know if this is for me
take a step before i run
on the edge, i'm boutta free fall
i hit you when i'm done

[autumn]
never 
save my breath before your's
(don't say you'll save my breath)
(i'm not that much better than the rest)

i can't remember the last time i ain't feel distressed
buckle down, it's my time to sever ends
who said it'd be okay to visit up ahead
just to meet myself
at mirror's edge

severed ends w/ love jai [prod. blvnkface x slayingibis]

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✏️ Lyrics
Goosebumps on my skin,
I feel you on my body
Lose my mind within
Your presence is so godly

Oh you, you leave me weightless
Cause you, you are my oasis

Oh you, you leave me weightless
Cause you, you are my oasis

Goosebumps on my skin,
I feel you on my body
Lose my mind within
Your presence is so godly

Oh you, you leave me weightless
Cause you, you are my oasis

Oh you, you leave me weightless
Cause you, you are my oasis

#instinct #foxela #house #monstercat

Oasis

🎧 Stream / Download

Foxela - Oasis

Been alone for a while i felt helpless 
didn't stop mean to question your intentions
you should've given a part of me lesser
i lost a half when i left your possession

oh i say im fine when im not 
cus i left the best part of me 
2 thousand miles away 
i swear to god when i get free 
i'll fall into ur eyes again 
surrender every enemy 
left in the trenches of war would you lay with me 

don't let me go 
i want more and i've given it all 
to the girl i adore 
im never enough 
no im never enough 
FUCK
ive tried to live it up 
but i feel like im nothing at all 
baby im such a dissapointment 
leave me with the ocean 

take me home where i belong 
i cant take it no more
a part of you evolved with me now i spread ash on the floor 
just wanna see you and im sorry love youre all that i want
ive waited years and now the months are getting harder to trust

trust
to trust
oh love youre all that i want
want
want

oh love youre all that i want

she says bless you everytime i ever open my mouth
and god i miss you theres no words to explain how

take me home where i belong 
i cant take it no more
a part of you evolved with me now i spread ash on the floor

bless you

layed out in the pouring rain 
every drop is suffocating my face
i hope you drown bitch rot and decay 
turn around ive got nothing left to say 
was it worth it for all the pain 
feel likey youre only doing it out of the spite and vain
i guess a new guy is all it takes 
taking those years away from me 
you gotta get a taste 
had to get away 
was it worth it for all the pain 
feel likey youre only doing it out of the spite and vain 
i guess a new guy is all it takes 
taking those years away from me you gotta get a taste 
you gotta tell me is this what i deserve 
im tryna hide between the ground and the earth 
you took my lung and threw that shit in the dirt 
hate the way youre talking i think youve said enough 

run my fingers through your hair you know you made me warm 
i got scars all on my body im already torn 
you dont talk nice about me but no one ever does 
if i told you half the shit you'd have already run 

look at you running it back 
you dont want nothing to last 
act like you hate me 
you got no safety 
look at you liking my tracks 
im in your playlist 
and i know you hate it 
you know nothing about me 
but im one of you favorites 

nothings stopping me from jumping this bridge 
tell me to jump 
ive already tried to drown in the sea 
dont make me stop 
i dont want anyone to try and save me 
i deserve to rot 
looking for no comfort or safety 
i deserve the death 

im so tired of making you proud 
my eyebags are letting me down 
dont talk to me you would have frowned 
dont listen i cant listen now 

girl you dont know 
the shit i been through 
leave me on your notes 
im gonna bin you 
slamming through the door 
you had an issue 
being such a whore 
im tired of letting you down 
my eyebags are making you proud 
dont look at me dont let me drown

Vain

@tnvr555 

always got the most to say
know your words have lost all meaning
but you say them anyway
stuck in a state of disarray
burning gardens of our love
we’ll watch the flowers all decay

but hey, whatever
i just showed up for the weather
couldn’t care for your endeavor
watched u caved under the pressure
told u shit don’t last forever
come on love i know you’re clever
keep a knife cause u know better
take the kill for me whenever
take the kill for me when-

oh well, whatever
i want to see his head severed
fill his eyes up with your terror
u know they’ll always surrender
stacking bodies just for pleasure
u love him but love me better
said that i’m the one forever
the one you’ll always remember
take the kill for me whenever

and everybody swears they’ll stay
but u know nobody but your body
will lay inside your grave
aha

can’t you tell your friends are fake
baby promise you they only want their hands around your waist

oh baby promise if you took a glance
the grass is full of snakes
i keep my friends closer than enemies,
they’ll always keep me safe
don’t you walk around so cautiously
and act like you’ve got grace
oh baby i can see the toxic traits,
it’s marked all on your face

all on your face love
cover it with makeup
you chase only the famous
then wonder why they can’t trust
say you want to change but
you’ll always be the same hun
your love is so damn dangerous
killing all that you touch

always got the most to say
know your words have lost all meaning
but you say them anyway
stuck in a state of disarray
burning gardens of our love
we’ll watch the flowers all decay

BUT HEY, WHATEVER 
I JUST SHOWED UP FOR THE WEATHER 
COULDN'T CARE FOR YOUR ENDEAVOR 
WATCHED U CAVED UNDER THE PRESSURE 
TOLD U SHIT DON'T LAST FOREVER
COME ON LOVE I KNOW YOU'RE CLEVER 
KEEP A KNIFE CAUSE U KNOW BETTER
TAKE THE KILL FOR ME WHENEVER 
TAKE THE KILL FOR ME WHEN- 

OH WELL WHATEVER 
I WANT TO SEE HIS HEAD SEVERED
FILL HIS EYES UP WITH YOUR TERROR
U KNOW THEY'LL ALWAYS SURRENDER 
STACKING BODIES JUST FOR PLEASURE 
U LOVE HIM BUT LOVE ME BETTER 
SAID THAT I'M THE ONE BETTER 
SAID THAT I'M THE ONE FOREVER
THE ONE YOU'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER 
TAKE THE KILL FOR ME 

PROMISE IF YOU TOOK A GLANCE 
THE GRASS IS FULL OF SNAKES 
I KEEP MY FRIENDS CLOSER THAN ENEMIES 
THEY'LL ALWAYS KEEP ME SAFE 
DON'T YOU WALK AROUND SO CAUTIOUSLY 
AND ACT LIKE YOU'VE GOT GRACE 
OH BABY I CAN SEE THE TOXIC TRAITS 
IT'S MARKED ALL ON YOUR FACE 

ALL ON YOUR FACE LOVE 
COVER IT WITH MAKEUP 
CHASE ONLY THE FAMOUS 
THEN WONDER WHY THEY CAN'T TRUST 
SAY YOU WANT TO CHANGE BUT 
YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THE SAME HUN
YOUR LOVE IS SO DAMN DANGEROUS 
KILLING ALL THAT YOU TOUCH

WHATEVER

SPOTIFY

WHATEVER [TNVR]

i think im insane
but its okay
im falling away
away

i think of the day
that i might pass away
all these memories fade
i guess ill walk away

you know im always
i say im always good
you know im always good
im good i think

i dont want to think about thats all in my mind
its always tryna kill me, its like all of the time
and momma if you hear this swear i promise im fine
thats just how it goes i swear im used to my mind

what is it huh?
what is this
fuck is this huh?

I Said I'm Good

Spotify

i said im good prod. CRCL

and every day 
i'm only getting more lost
don't know where i am 
but it's part of the cost

of forgetting
your hair, your face
your voice, your name
every time i go to sleep
it's just a nightmare

i'm all alone 
without a flame
what is this place

i think i just might be ok if i find you
the devil whispered in my ear, but he lied too
i'm only further in this hell, i'm far behind you
now i lose, now i lose

my mind


the cost of forgetting

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy

lyrics:
break
away
every little thing that made us whole
and every little thought that i still hold
so stay
far far away
cause every single thing that i was told
till the day i die, i’ll make sure everybody knows.

truth a spreading everywhere like a wildfire
everything u placed is starting to backfire
backfire
starts to backfire
never speak up on my name on shit you don’t know
you don’t know
you don’t know
you don’t know
you don’t know 

stay away from me
stay away from me

stay away from me

u cannot face the fact
u wanted this and that
u keep on switching up
and all ur friends and all ur lovers
can all back me up
and what i said is done 
bottled up hatred for you then i crashed it up
i swear u wanna get so fucked up every friday 
while i’m chillin at my house, im m.i.a bae ♡ 
i don’t need no company to keep me busy ay
i can survive on my own unlike you j

(𝘸𝘢𝘳)
𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵
𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘹𝘢𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘶𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘯
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘯
𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩
𝘞𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘶𝘴
𝘉𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘥𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘭𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘪𝘦𝘭𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘦𝘭𝘵𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥
𝘔𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘳𝘴, 𝘱𝘶𝘴𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥
𝘔𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘰𝘶𝘵
𝘔𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘳𝘴, 𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘦

m.i.a

prod by icantsleeplol & hvci
mixed and mastered by icantsleeplol & hvci

thank u @hvci for helping me with some of the layers to help my vocals more impactful ♡ 

and ofc w/ @xav0id

(i’m experimenting with my vocals and my voice in general to see what it’s capable of. i don’t wanna be limited to one genre. i wanna push past my comfort zone and explore different sounds with my voice)

enjoy:)

lyrics:

@icantsleeplol -
they asked me to smile
so i did
now i can’t tell when i actually mean it

i learned to read the room too well
picked up their moods, and forgot myself
said the lines they’d rather hear
kept my truth in second gear

they liked me better watered down
so i kept my head and voice low-bound
never asked them what they meant
just played the part and paid the rent

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci -
they never wanted all of me
just the version they could keep clean
so i edited my every thought
to fit inside the mold they bought

@icantsleeplol -
empty tent, the lights still burn
but no one waits for my return
they loved the laugh, not the cost
they clapped so loud, i got lost

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci -
empty tent, applause fades quick
left alone with what won't fix
i give and give, then disappear
while no one even shifts their ear

@icantsleeplol -
i swallowed pride and played polite
convinced myself it felt alright
but every nod, every demand
left another thing i couldn't stand

i tried to slow the spinning down
but silence just became more loud
i gave too much and asked too little
and broke apart right down the middle

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci
they smiled, so i assumed it worked
but underneath, it always hurt
and though i tried to keep it smooth
the pressure cracked the parts i moved
 
@xav0id -
empty tent, still looks the same
but i don’t walk out how i came
they called it charm, called it grace
but missed the tremble in my face

empty tent, the echo's mean
i’m still stuck on what they’ve seen
if this was love, or just a guess
why did i fall apart to impress?

@icantsleeplol w/ @xav0id
i’ve memorized what pleases them
but not what brings me back again
i dance around their fragile moods
and call it kindness as i lose

they say i’m calm, they say i’m nice
but only when i pay the price
and every time i try to breathe
i wonder what they’d let me keep

@xav0id - 
empty tent, lights flicker slow
no one left to tell me “go”
but i still bow, still play it cool
still scared of not fitting the rule

empty tent, just me and air
i gave too much, and no one cared
the quiet hits a little late...
but louder than the love they faked

i’m still here
they just forgot
and that’s the part
that hurts the most

empty tent w/ xav0id & hvci

No More Politics of Hate

[INTRO]

LUV FROM DON TRAG...

[HOOK 1]

LOVER AND A FIGHTER I CANT GET NO REST
STUBBORN BUT IM RIGHT I NEED TO GET IT OFF MY CHEST
IMMA PUT THE PRESSURE ON YOU PUT YOUTO THE TEST
I CANT TRUST NOBODY SOMEBODY BETTER SAY LESS

[VERSE 1]

TALK TO MYSELF LIKE IM BOUT TO LOSE IT 
TALK TO MY GIRL LIKE I GOT HER CHOOSING
TALK TO MY MOM LIKE I DONT LOVE HER
IM JUST WORKING ON A BETTER ME 
IMMA

[HOOK 2]

LOVER AND A FIGHTER I CANT GET NO REST
STUBBORN BUT IM RIGHT I NEED TO GET IT OFF MY CHEST
IMMA PUT THE PRESSURE ON YOU PUT YOUTO THE TEST
I CANT TRUST NOBODY SOMEBODY BETTER SAY LESS

[VERSE 2] 
SAME SIDE ON THE SAME SIDE
FROM THE SAME SIDE THAT I PLAY BY
THEY WAS ALWAYS TRYNA PLAY MINE
I WAS TRYNA PAY NO MIND
I WAS TRYNA STAY LOW-KEY 
ON MY RANGE-ROLLIE-OVER GOLD GRIND
YOU SHOULD PROBABLY GET TO KNOW ME
IM A YOUNG LEO FROM THE 508
I WONT TALK I JUST WANNA GO PLAY 
WHERE YOU WONT GO WHERE  YOU WONT GO 
STAY ALL I EVER WANTED WAS A GOLD TROPHY
BATTER UP WITH ME
YALL DONT REALLY WANNA SEE
HOW IT REALLY MIGHT BE
WHEN YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE LIKE ME

[HOOK 3]

LOVER AND A FIGHTER I CANT GET NO REST
STUBBORN BUT IM RIGHT I NEED TO GET IT OFF MY CHEST
IMMA PUT THE PRESSURE ON YOU PUT YOUTO THE TEST
I CANT TRUST NOBODY SOMEBODY BETTER SAY LESS

[VERSE 3] 

OH YEAH
A CONVERSATION WITH RAPTA...
(FUCK YOU TALKING ABOUT YOU WANT TO BATTLE AND SHIT)
LET IT BREATHE RIGHT QUICK
(I DONT WANT TO LET IT BREATHE I WANNA KEEP GOING 
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU)
PLEASE LORD FORGIVE ME
(FUCK YOU)
SORRY I BEEN REAL STUBBORN SINCE A YOUNGIN
LOVER AND A FIGHTER ALWAYS UP TO SOMETHING
I WAS IN MY HEAD HIDING ALL MY LOVING
FIGHTING FOR THE HUNNIDS LOOKING FOR MY BALANCE
SIPPIN LIGHT FROM THE CHALICE 
IT AINT WHAT IT SEEMS WHEN YOU REALLY HAVE IT
IM JUST TRYNA GRAB IT
THEY JUST TRYNA MASK IT
FORESIGHT ON MY NEAR SIGHT
IM A YOUNG GOD WITH FLAWS ITS ALRIGHT
(ITS NOT ALRIGHT)
LOOKIN THROUGH MY 4TH EYE FUCK YOUR 3RD EYE 
ON SIGHT
IM A YOUNG GOD ALRIGHT WHOA
I CANT GET NO REST STUBBORN
BUT IM RIGHT I NEED TO GET IT OFF MY CHEST
IMMA PUT THE PRESSURE ON YOU PUT YOU TO THE TEST 

[HOOK 4]

LOVER AND A FIGHTER I CANT GET NO REST
STUBBORN BUT IM RIGHT I NEED TO GET IT OFF MY CHEST
IMMA PUT THE PRESSURE ON YOU PUT YOUTO THE TEST
I CANT TRUST NOBODY SOMEBODY BETTER SAY LESS

[OUTRO]

YOUNG LEO
YOU HEARD?

Balance

fuck out the way

https://soundcloud.com/heylog

https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

Lyrics:

(bbyk9)
A few words now
Girl you’re in my brain

Could you move cause
Girl you're in my way

Yeah you're just watching, you don’t care if I break

Leave me in the dirt, and walk away

Yeah you fucked me up now I've gone bad
Barely finished this song I was too sad
I got cheap drugs in both hands
I got problems don't say that

And I'm attached now she's mad
Pop pills. and I lean back
You come in, paint the scene black
I got bad plugs like where he at?

Please just shut up get out my way
Mud in the cup blunt to my face
It makes me sick so I don’t say her name
She’s fucking him rubbing it in my face

And I’m not okay
Two or three words put me in a disarray
Need a lil somethin to numb out the pain
Gave me your love should've known it was fake

A few words now
Girl you’re in my brain

Could you move cause
Girl you're in my way

Yeah you're just watching, you don’t care if I break

Leave me in the dirt, and walk away

(heylog)
Like pls girl just get out the way
But she tried seeing if he was okay
And his eyes filled with heavy rain
But he lied said hes happy im great

No she has no idea hes in pain
But he smiles faking every day
And he always said "dump me on the blame"
So he vanished and left not one trace

And if u think i love you baby im already passed ya
And hes falling far behind maybe tyo will help u catch up
I got bigger problems than to worry bout the both of ya
So imma go to sleep even though ill probably dream of you

I wanna get rich so i can isolate in montana
Maybe have a cat and a golden retriever
One named max and the other named bella
Maybe have you, cause i really want you

(bbyk9)
A few words now
Girl you’re in my brain

Could you move cause
Girl you're in my way

Yeah you're just watching, you don’t care if I break

Leave me in the dirt, and walk away

inmyway ft. heylog (prod. xmichaelwarren)

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

severed ends w/ love jai [prod. blvnkface x slayingibis]

autumndropsdead

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