so fucking good, this beat is in my flps rn too lol

enjoy!
check out drmabeats!!!

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWWtDH0eoTaT3yUcdT3k7YQ

Lyrics:
I 
Just hitched a ride 
And found my way back into you life 
I’ve 
Been told a million times 
This won’t work out but I still try 
And that I do, it’s too often agin 
I think I’m addictive to you till the end 
This might be a problem or so they say 
Is it true what they claim 
You’re really here to erase 

wait!
If you’re hearing this it’s not to late 
How long was I out? Cause when I opened my eyes
Nothing here looked the same 
You know I’m just like you at time, a little scared of a change 
I don’t feel too safe 
So What happened to our home 
Just answer the question then I’m back on the road 
Does the story end with me making it out 
Or i forever haunt the ruins of this house 

should’ve just packed it all up and just ran when I could 
But I stay for the tragic part, it’s always here the books 
Your the queen and I’m the character that’s overlooked
But it’s your realm, don’t worry I’ll be good 
Until it’s so
And I’m the man here in distress 
I thought 
I’d be cool
But I’m not, I’d doesn’t make any sense 
Cause I really tried my best 
I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you and this mess 

But one wrong step and I’m forever lost 
And I’ll be dammed if I admit you’re the cause 
Well I can’t lie cause the more that I think 
It wouldn’t be so bad,someone blamed that’s not me 
guilty trait in my veins, a Disease 
I’ll watch you hurt and burn and repeat 
Till I’m satisfied and I find my peace  
Then I’ll hitch my ride right back to your feet 

wait!
If you’re hearing this it’s not to late 
How long was I out? Cause when I opened my eyes
Nothing here looked the same 
You know I’m just like you at time, a little scared of a change 
I don’t feel too safe 
So What happened to our home 
Just answer the question then I’m back on the road 
Does the story end with me making it out 
Or i forever haunt the ruins of this house 

For know it’s good bye 
I’d rather watch this all alone 
From the tattered ruins of your thrown 
That we once loved and considered a home

or so they say (prod.drmabeats x mcx)

Enjoy, word to guda and michael for producing this masterpiece!

Lyrics: 

Satisfy that crave my love 
Devour all that’s left 
I’ll be fine don’t worry, take that bite out of my chest 
I knew you would be the one to come and make it end 
Ok I’ll stop talking now, I seem to make no sense 
Do you see it on my face, all emotions are reset 
My files been corrupted, is that what you do to friends? 
Air it out, all that dirty laundry that you kept 
Pretty please don’t choke this time, it’s necessary for what’s next 
Sigh

Momentary happiness or temporary love 
A chemical imbalance made to fit me like a glove 
I’ve been stagnant in these waters but the worst is yet to come
The Sirens in the distance know exactly what I want 
Any moment I’ll go down and finally find the peace I crave 
Oh the simple sense of silence as I sink and meet my fate
The swell is warm this time of year just dive right in and have a taste 
It’s ok I had it coming all the sorrows been erased 

(I sometimes don’t feel like I belong here)

Devour (prod. guda + michael harrison)

Prod. Michael Harrison

(2x)
When I say I’m yours I promise it’s true 
And your mine have I been fooled 
This doesn’t feel real tell me what to do 
My world has changed it’s turned to you 



(2x)
When I say I’m yours I promise it’s true 
And your mine have I been fooled 
This doesn’t feel real tell me what to do 
My world has changed it’s turned to you

i'm yours (feat. ika)

(prod. Chill Sebs)

now you see I have a problem
but my mind tells me lies its so hard now, hate me
used to bake in the night, don't forget me
its so sad, but i cry and it breaks me

why is everything so blacked out
I cant even feel my heart, when you're gone now
soul partner, in the night, how did I allow
you to leave me all alone in my sorrows
I'm blinded baby

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

I'm drowning in our memories
echoes of your touch
sleeping here at night
while you're out having fun
connected like the stars and moon in the night
you're the only one who I love, that's right

baby you're my soul partner, everything
I see when I dream
phone calls, and videos, sent from you to me
every little text I get from you makes me think 
of the little things, you do and how much they mean to me

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

all i see

soulsplitter (p. ryankelly)

lyrics 

if u take my hand
i will guide u back
and if i took that chance
u would break my back
on the ground we stand
over buried bones
i find it hard to scream with a broken throat
i got blood pouring out
of my fractured nose
im freezing to death
in this forest cold
theres bugs climbing out
of his porous skull
and his life went to waste
what a poor soul

and i hear you when you scream out for help
cuz i been there
and nothing was brought to my aid
but i wouldn’t accept any help
so i brought it upon myself 
what a shame

and if i disappeared 
would a thing change
im brought to tears
but i push thru the pain
and my face turns to ashes at night when i rest
and my eyes burn hard at the sight of your face

if u take my hand
i will guide u back
and if i took that chance
u would break my back
on the ground we stand
over buried bones
i find it hard to scream with a broken throat
i got blood pouring out
of my fractured nose
im freezing to death
in this forest cold
theres bugs climbing out
of his porous skull
and his life went to waste
what a poor soul

follow my lead cuz i think i know where im going (prodsecre)

what kinda question is this (p. emory x elaudi)

been a while since something like this
thank you for being here
prod by forzen (@whyeldershock on ig)

heavenly, at the sight of her angel wings;
been alone since seventeen
ain't expecting them to feel for me, that'll never be
let eden breathe, pick and twist from the apple tree, 
felt confliction at the bite and sting
left uncertain of it's purity, of what's underneath

cup so cold it's frozen, you already know
dialtone revoking all we had engrossed
mentality awoken from over the phone
i'm never that open, you had me from the go

couldn't catch her on the way out
she ain't here for what i'm saying now
it's even worse that i'm seeing how
you let me, you let me
why'd you let me down

let me, let me, let me, let me down
let me, let me, why'd you let me down
l-let me, let me, but you let me down
h-how'd you let me down
how'd you let me down

heavenly, at the sight of her angel wings;
been alone since seventeen
ain't expecting them to feel for me, that'll never be
let eden breathe, pick and twist from the apple tree, 
felt confliction at the bite and sting
left uncertain of it's purity, of what's underneath

eve (forzen)

thunder and lightning prod nico wstdyth 01/22/2024

movie sample : bull durham (i recommend)

lyrics
i think itd be better if i stopped breathing 
how u take your time will ot stop the bleeding
oh i tried to recognize and it just left me healing
ur face appears in dreams n i cant handle what im seeing

oh i let it slip out my grasp
i take another sip from the flask
maybe if im drunk ill relax
maybe when im dead this will pass

i cannot forget u
i shouldnt have met u
im giving myself room
but that wasnt for you
it happens like time and time again
when this is over can we be friends

how can i rationalize
the shit that goes on in ur mind
i thought i saw but it turns out im blind
give it some time
ill be fed to the mice

ok , you win .  (wraithontheporch)

/pronounced avoid/

i will see it thru


4EVER // deadwood

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ok , you win . (wraithontheporch)

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