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College Town

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

Produced by @dercept, ayoleybeats, @horoshavibes
Engineering, additional vocals, mandolin by Horosha
Art by Katie Imbro

LYRICS
All this time I thought that I was
The only one for you
And I was irreplaceable
But clearly that’s not true

Turns out you're a liar
I should’ve seen this coming
Two years gone
It was all for nothing
How could you do this to me
This was all a game to you
And I’m losing

Turns out you're a liar
And a dirty little cheat
You’ll get what you deserve
For all the hurtful words that you had said to me

So if I never see your face again
I’ll be thankful
I’ll be grateful when
You’re exposed for what you really are
(Horosha)
Someone I can't believe I trusted with my heart

All this I’m I thought that you were
The only one for me
But I had not accounted for you
Lying through your teeth

Liar! (Prod. dercept, ayoley & Horosha)

Featuring: @failure404
Written by: Kurama SD & epitomeoffailure 
Produced by: @sorrow_bringer
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & epitomeoffailure
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork from: Horimiya (Anime)

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
I don't need you
I don't want you
I don't care
It's not fair

[Post-Chorus: Kurama SD]
Give me a time
Give me a sign
Give me a rhyme
Give me some time
Give me a rhyme
Give me a sign

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
Fuck I'm so pissed at you
I don't know what to do
I can't make no fucking stacks
Cause I'm broke as a bitch
I can't get what I want anymore ya ya ya

[Interlude: Kurama SD]
Someday's I just don't know where I belong in this fucking world
Because everybody fucking makes me feel like shit
I get angry, I get pissed
I don't know where I'm supposed to be
What I'm supposed to do
I guess that's all

[Chorus 2: epitomeoffailure]
walking through the forest
i’m not sure where i live
see the trees before us
reflecting from your iris
it’s so clear to me
that you don’t know where we’re going
cause you lie (you lie)

[Post-Chorus: epitomeoffailure]
and that’s fine
cause when i look into your eyes
i know (i know)
that you’ve been wasting my time

[Verse 2: epitomeoffailure]
nothing stays the same
and i already knew that
I've always been blamed
for problems on top of your back
but this is where it ends
you are not my friend
you are not my friend

It's Not Fair w/ epitomeoffailure (Prod. sorrow bringer)

what the fuck
im out of time
i feel like theres nothing left
im dead inside
if ud like to disappear
ill help u out
dont u call my phone again
n fake a smile

why does every doctor make everything worse
telling me im fucked up maybe thats a curse
i dont think i fit in this whole universe
imma spend another day in bed with my phone on silent

i been hiding my depression but i like it
i got these voices in my head that keep on fighting
pushed everyone away im driven by the violence
their faces still happen to show up in my nightmares

daymare (branwen)

(p. nevrfall)
mixed by kii and @lilbooj
mastered by kii

kii.
dont you worry 
that were all gonna Burn
what do you mean
 when you say for sure
creepy crawly walking on me
told me lie they felt so plenty
know that you love lately
stay in bed im so lazy
damn baby whatcha do when you say im bad
i dont wanna say this but oh you bad
all you wanna do is match that
I dont wanna say none on snap chat
all these segments break in a path
i just say that i hate all that 
i dont wanna do none so i crash
down and i hope i wont ever pass

booj:
don’t start feeling what I’ve left behind 
over thought and over shot better keep that in mind 
try to leave my bed I’m stuck between the folds now
rid my head from every sight of us just growing old 

Light it up and let it burn we’re never knowing the return 
only one of us could tell the truth then maybe it won’t hurt 
send a message drink a bottle now it’s getting too absurd 
I take it back now everything that’s left is fully 
 underserved

dont worry w/ lil booj

Mix : Sadtxnshi & IBleedIcare
Mastering : Sadtxnshi

@sadtxnshi

IBleedIcare - Heavy ft Sadtxnshi (Prod. luffysome x Flower x Menace )

Produced by @horoshavibes & @kingtheta
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I see it way too often
The crash and burn
As they fall face first into soil and dirt
Clearly you’re a phony only concerned with the short term
But for me

Failure is not an option
This is everything I’ve ever wanted
I’ve got no backup plan to lean on
‘Cause I never went to college
People ask me
If I regret it in hindsight
But why should I
I know that when I die
Still won’t be satisfied
At least I can say I tried

I got a vision in my mind
So I just let it out
Half the time people don’t know what I’m talking about
Since my dad died I’ve been the man of the house
My family’s praying on me
I cannot let them down

(Horosha)
I think I found purpose
In these songs I shout
Used to feel worthless but that’s over now 
I won’t go back
Won’t settle down
It’s out there waiting for me
Just gotta reach out and grab it now

College Town (Prod. Horosha & King Theta)

Prod @horoshavibes & @kingtheta
Featuring @1endie
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I'm staying quarantined from everyone who cares for me
 
'Cause they could never really get it
I'm not shy
I'm just staying independent
I have trouble letting people in
Ask me what's my problem
Where do I begin
 
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I won't even try to hide that I don't want to socialize
'Cause I'm a wreck
I'm a recluse
 
Three days in the same shirt
What's the point of waking up if I don't gotta work
Check my phone
No missed calls
At this point I'm convinced
No one'd miss me at all
 
(Endie)
I love and hate my youth for someone like you
And you know that I don't write
My feelings for you in a notebook
A journal
Trying not to fall for
Someone like you
‘Cause you’re all I know
And you're all I want

Recluse w/ Endie (Prod. Horosha & King Theta)

Produced by @horoshavibes & @kingtheta
Featuring @kanashisadface
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I just wanna be alone together
Darling it’d be a shame
If we were ever severed
Torn to pieces
If I can’t wake up next to you
Then give me one good reason

I should even wake up at all
If it’s not you on my phone
I’m ignoring all my calls
So this is how it feels to
Suffer from withdrawal
There’s a part of me that wants you back
I wish I could turn it off

I think I’m gonna be alone forever
No one could ever fill your shoes
Nobody gets me like you
I’ve done some growing up since
Dealt with the repercussions
What else is there left to do
I’m still not over you

I’m still in love with you

(Kanashī)
I’m still not over you
I mean here I am writing songs about you
In my dark and lonely room
Everything feels so f*cked since you left
And I’m pretty sure that I’m gonna be lonely until my last breath

Alone Together w/ Kanashī (Prod. Horosha & King Theta)

Featuring @sideviewdriveca, @neondion & @decksmusic
Produced by @pekarot_161
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
(Carlby)
Ain't got a dollar to my name but I'm so wealthy
And when I feel out of place my friends tell me
That I'm right where I'm supposed to be
But I'm afraid to open up
Don't get too close to me

No doubt
Wouldn't be here without you
Shout out to the homies
It's about you
I'm slowly finding my way
I'm hoping you do the same
Because we've got a lot to celebrate

Wealthy Pt. 2 w/ Sideview Drive, Neon Dion & decks (Prod. Pekarot)

The End Of May

Stolen Innocence

Wild Horizon

Carlby is an alternative pop artist from the Midwest. Working alongside producer, @horoshavibes, his music is a blend of pop, emo rock and hip-hop.

Contact - carlbymusic.com/contact

Recluse w/ Endie (Prod. Horosha & King Theta)

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