prod. pekarot
mix, master by me
shoutout @marsmal
(lyrics)
i thought things would be different
when you had come around
i thought we'd go back
to one day we had
n every time you hated all i am
it didnt make things better
that night
i couldnt be there with you tonight
i couldnt see the world we had liked
taking all my soul again
taking what i had
as if itd make a difference
you dont wanna see me no more
you dont wanna view this no more

(mars)
i still remember it all
i still remember the words you said back in fall
i gave u my all 
but it was enough
and i dont wanna be around you no more
i hate u down to my core
and yes i am sure
i know once i say this i cant take it back
its okay i know it hurts
does it hurt like when u twisted the knife in my heart

but it wasnt enough
ill do anything for you love
ooo
i dont wanna be alone
ooo

No More w/ marsmal

Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Crizzy White
Samples "paralyzed" by epitomeoffailure

(epitomeoffailure sample)
I just lack the confidence to get over myself today
The demon on my shoulder telling me that he gon' have to stay
Beggin' me to fuck up and to give into my selfish ways
But i could never do it even with a mind to mold like clay

(Crizzy White)
If it was all for me baby 
Why'd I give it all for you 
'Cause you're the one I need baby 
Reaching higher altitudes 
Cursing all my selfish ways
I can't let you leave today
Mold me like a piece of clay 

Too many bottles on the nightstand
Know I'm not the right man
I still try to fuck her 'cause her back bent
I swear my whiskey breath it ain't gotta be a problem
Take a couple downers 'cause I love the fear of falling
I know I'm drunk, fucked up
But I need you
You couldn't run, craving blood
I'mma bleed you
Always run, never hide
I can see you
I recognize every lie
That shit is see through

If it was all for me baby 
Why'd I give it all for you 
'Cause you're the one I need baby 
Reaching higher altitudes 
Cursing all my selfish ways
I can't let you leave today
Mold me like a piece of clay

Fight the feeling, you know it's never freeing
I'm staying so conceited, and I don't got a reason
I swear I'm always freezing, I'm a bitter heathen
And every change of season, I'm feeling so defeated
You say you're breaking, baby I can see that 
You're always faded, baby you don't need that
You say you're breaking, baby I can see that 
You're always faded, baby you don't need that

If it was all for me baby 
Why'd I give it all for you 
'Cause you're the one I need baby 
Reaching higher altitudes 
Cursing all my selfish ways
I can't let you leave today
Mold me like a piece of clay

(epitomeoffailure sample)
Terrified, to the core I think I might be paralyzed
Petrified although I can’t help but fucking wish for more
Problems keep coming in from right outside the open door
If I looked outside this balcony would I see you by the shore

Selfish Ways

swarm of flies (sorrowbringer)

Lyrics & performance by me
Produced by @prodjayysoul
Mixed and mastered by Chris Martsolf (@prodcmarty)
Watch my Music Video for Fly Away: https://youtu.be/gSSnpztjeao?si=lzrksZV1KHcQyTBQ
Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6L8M0eHHcXzsf2V38bgWLE?si=551d8a70589f47b0

Lyrics: 

I'm really not so good with love
Uncomfortable and overwhelmed
I always make excuses for just leaving
And what I don't want you to see
My deepest insecurities
The fears I dream about when I am sleeping

And it comes on again at 2 a.m.
I wake up from a lucid dream
I'm breathin out and breathin in
I gotta find my peace again
(fly away... fly away... )

FLYYYYYYYY AWAYYYYYYYYY
(I'm sorry)

I wish I could just sit with you
And let myself be see-through
But you might run if I give you the full view
I wanna give you my heart
Want you to see the broken parts
For you to tell me that I'm still what you want

But it comes on again at 2 a.m.
I know it's time to leave again
Before you even get the chance 
I gotta find my peace again
(fly away....fly away...)
I'm sorry :(
Please forgive me

Fly Away

Produced, mixed and mastered by DZO DIGITAL

[Lizzie]
Send it back, return it, I don't want it anymore
It looked good on the shelf, but now I have buyer's remorse
Your love came with a defect
I'll box it up, I'll find a stamp, print out the label
Won't hold my breath, but hoping soon that I'll be able
To return to sender

And it goes like this...
You had me 
wrapped around your finger
Easily 
We're heading to the future
And it seemed
Like we were living in a dream
Love unique
Like nothing you or I had 
Ever seen
Your angel number tattooed 
On my knee
What a memory

[DZO} 
Angel tat on your sleeve
I rep 333
I'm back like a memory
Sign for your package please
You got me stuck in a dream
I woke up, it was actually me
Maybe in another life
I could still be free
Swear your love got me trippin
I'm on that overnight shippin
What if I just came through?
You ain't gotta be so rude
Why you gotta leave so soon?
DZO on the beat, so smooth
I'm bouta make a move
I got a message to send to you

[Lizzie]
Send it back, return it, I don't want it anymore
It looked good on the shelf, but now I have buyer's remorse
Your love came with a defect
I'll box it up, I'll find a stamp, print out the label
Won't hold my breath, but hoping soon that I'll be able
To return to sender

Return to Sender (ft. DZO DIGITAL)

ty mistral for the guitar <3

original song <3 : https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/inside

Lyrics

I bet you like the way that I
Sit inside on a Friday night
Doing nothing with my life
While you're out partying with other guys
But I'm not wise and these aren't lies
According to you it's all in my mind
But I see the things that they post online
And it makes me sick to my fucking spine
I worry a lot about the day you leave
'Cause the day you leave is the day I leave
And I think too much about suicide
About killing time, about time I try
Something new
'Cause this shit gets old
But I love the way that she says "I love you"
And I tried many times to rewind to the days you were mine
And I tried many times to erase what we made, what have I done?
'Cause a part of me died when you left in November that night
I think he's right, beside you telling you what to say to me, why?
Do I think what I think 'cause I think I'm in love with a lie?
Do I think what I think 'cause I think I'm in love with a lie?
Do I think what I think 'cause I think I'm in love with a lie?

inside (guardin cover)

[clip from tron]

lyrics

you're still within range
i draw up the mud from this cup filled with pain
you can hide underneath my top when it rains
do you wish these thoughts would stop?
kiss of death turned me to a monster

i was knee deep in the dirt when a rose fell
i was out my body pushing concrete in a cursed hell
can we dance it off
signs on the screen make us worse off

party 'till the morning, till that face off
i left all my pain out in the pavement oh
you might think i'm crazy but i make it work
if you not with my bodies we gon' make it hurt

listen, i rub both my eyes and create friction
mission, i just double down when i go missing
fuck it, all of my designs yeah i crushed them
from my wish list, all that force on my back like a piston

if you didn't see a hollow body then i think you missed it
yeah it's still my crew but it's not where i'm drifting
i know where i'm from, where i came, where i'm living 
i just pack it up and throw it in the vision

i draw up the mud from this cup filled with pain
you can hide underneath my top when it rains
do you wish these thoughts would stop?
kiss of death turned me to a monster

i was knee deep in the dirt when a rose fell
i was out my body pushing concrete in a cursed hell
can we dance it off
signs on the screen make us worse off

wasn't sure if i should let you go
but i didn't want to see you drown
you built me up like a mound
we were both lost but now we're found

last night felt slow then you called
completely forgot i was in a snowstorm
minus a negative and you will move forward
all i need's a body with a whole heart

i don't know who that is but i'll post up
maybe i just make my move
i kept all this pain strapped 
but now it's just paint I use

i draw up the mud from this cup filled with pain
you can hide underneath my top when it rains
do you wish these thoughts would stop?
kiss of death turned me to a monster

i was knee deep in the dirt when a rose fell
i was out my body pushing concrete in a cursed hell
can we dance it off
signs on the screen make us worse off

the perfect system- snowstorm

the perfect system- snowstorm (irby x cxrter)

my card declined and I lost my coat

from a year ago <3

Its a total different picture,  
ur not here inside the photo frames  
I can really not forget you,  
what we had was real but it felt so fake 
and I don’t really wanna listen,  
to the bad things that u have to say 
I know got some bad habits  
I promise one day they will go away  x2

I love to lose my head,
I smoke up cuz im sad again 
and I know it will pick me up for time,  
it comes crashing down, I do it all again 
im just rolling up till the sunrise
and you know that im dead u can see it in my eyes

I cannot manage,  
oh shits fucked up,
Damn that’s tragic  
put me in the past tense 
they too busy laughing, 
I been building what I have for years, 
I don’t know if it’ll take me anywhere ill see 
right past the ocean I feel the breeze 
im way past emotions, I think I feel free

photo frames [everest]

prod. hollowprpl

lyrics:
clipping in and out
turn the gain up need to get it loud
oh we're gaming
oh my god the drop's about to
come i know it's happening
soon i cannot give it up i
spent so much just trying to make you comfy
i come back in one piece
if we see eye to eye then we don't got no problem
if it's just a trick then i've already fallen
swept up by the undercurrent
scrape off one more wish
but i know it's a long way back to the beach
i don't know how long it's been
could i be affixed or am i bound to be eclipsed
crying in the papasan
i dont wanna call it that aint me
i should test it on my self
i'll be falling in the screen
red blobs
trained like pavlov
cut that neural path off
severed, bandsaw
oh it weighs on my body
i'm a damn fraud
so they say inside the generator
that ones just for me
later on i'll clean up
i don't wanna be a 
nuisance 
a burden
so i do it'
i just go in
i do not think
i just let the words spit out my noggin

No More w/ marsmal

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