When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied 

When I'm high don't kill my buzz 
I thought she believed in us
I don't even care no more I'd probably bleed out on this rug
You a fantasy I dreamt of you a fading thought for sure 
And within this darkest bedroom I remember who you were 

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied

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over the hedge w/ jomie (p. yunny goldz)

self_worth (idly blare)

(GhostBxy)
killed who i was 
all in the name of love
hate what ive become
so that i could have some
drugs
to fuck me up
feel smoke in my lungs
this isn’t who I want to be
this isn’t who I want to be
  
ive been on my own for a minute now
i really need to scream but i cant be loud
taking deep breaths to help calm down
but i wasted each breath trynna figure out
how to get out of this house i built
on top of a grave of someone that i killed

miss who i was
replaced by a face that i hate
why is it the same
wished for some light 
but then i got me some darker days

im beyond saving
my life only equated
to a broken shattered down old battered heart
the one thing i had was torn apart

rip me to pieces like letters in shredders remember november
when you tore me down

killed who i was 
all in the name of love
hate what ive become
so that i could have some
drugs
to fuck me up
feel smoke in my lungs
this isn’t who I want to be
this isn’t who I want to be

(Yungcray)
(I’m sorry bro but I don’t know your lyrics yet)


(GhostBxy)
killed who i was 
all in the name of love
hate what ive become
so that i could have some
drugs
to fuck me up
feel smoke in my lungs
this isn’t who I want to be
this isn’t who I want to be

And That’s All Folks… (w/ yungcray) (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

produced by king theta 

not sure if i like it but im posting it anyway

lyrics: 

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

tears come in tidal waves
alyssa she told me that im okay
ill miss her but im better off this way
im hurting these feelings i try to shake

stuck in my head tears on my bed
i take back everything i had said
stuck in my brain dont look the same
i fell for you over again

im not tryna throw shade but you told me you love me 
you told me you told me you told me
you wont leave you told me to trust you, you told me dont worry 
i worried i worried i worried i did

and now look at me 
just watch as i bleed
just watch as i fall
just watch as i crawl 

right back to you baby i know you dont care about me like you said that you did but i need you right now and i swear ill do better this time… this time

but im still learning
my heart is burning
our love is fading
and im still waiting for you

so come back 
it hurts so bad
my tears they wont last
but my bloods gone black

so why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

eliasz (king theta)

prod. poppy ozu x daniel saint

Lyrics:

i think she'll be the death of me
if i survive think that i'd rather be
it's been like 30 minutes with no text
so i can't get to sleep
she's probably up in someone's ear with all her dirty secrets maybe sexually
if she's not in my bed i think she slept with him respectfully
you can call me crazy i'll accept at least minisculely
the ghost of who i knew i think just wants a fuckin end to me
an end to me
an end to me

i'm unhinged 
i'm irrational at best
i'm less convinced now by the second i should get this off my chest
fuck it
i despise your hedonism and that old group i called my friends
at least i'm not a liar, of all my flaws just give me that

she jumps from guy to girl to guy in hopes that someone can heal her
if you couldn't respect me
then how could i either
was i meant for a stage
am i meant for a theatre
caught me throwing up again
with a wonderful fever

i'm a people person eater with a face that doesn't shape
i just tear myself apart then fix myself with gum and tape
i use so many "i's" and "me's" its like the rest of them are fake
you think i'm talking to you, probably am so hear me for your sake

i think she'll be the death of me
if i survive think that i'd rather be
it's been like 30 minutes with no text
so i can't get to sleep
she's probably up in someone's ear with all her dirty secrets maybe sexually
if she's not in my bed i think she slept with him respectfully
you can call me crazy i'll accept at least minisculely
the ghost of who i knew i think just wants a fuckin end to me
an end to me
an end to me

hedonism

i don't know why I try anymore
why did i go and open up that door
i don't know know why I cry (eyes are sore)

im not the guy that i was
open wounds so many cuts
they told me told me to open up
they told me...

my life's the same as yesterday
progress a bit I try to change
but when I'm hit with a sudden wave
everything I've created begins to decay

well here's the fucking problem
I dont really want to die
I just wanna look up at the sky and see a brighter side

but this is as bright as it gets
purging all innocence
leaving just hopelessness with me

I don't know why I try anymore
why did I go and open up that door
I don't know know why I cry (eyes are sore)

I'm not the guy that I was
open wounds so many cuts
they told me told me to open up
they told me...

idkwhy (prod. lostcage)

(ghostbxy)
I already know that were not gonna make it
You’ve been fucking around with them so shameless
You’re the reason why our love is tainted 
Do you think me dumb?
Do you think me brainless?

I’m always trying my best
But you’re lying 
Stabbing knives in my chest 
So I’ll go 

You're not different
You're just like them
Veins were filled with toxin
That's how you lured me in

You might be poison ivy with the way you go invite me into your Toxic life and its fucking constant fighting

Cause you don't want to admit the truth
Burning all that smells proof 
Ashes stay like scent infused
Clothing that I bought for you

Giving my all but you don't give a fuck
Breaking my bones while you're breaking my heart
Telling me that this is all my fault

(halfhearted)
You don't know what you do to me
I don't think you ever will
Remember that night
You said I won't drive
I've been behind the wheel
Crossing the lines that I said I won't cross
???
???
You walked out the door
Why it take you so long

And I'm stuck in my head with no mission
Remember in school I would get you detention
Used to fall asleep, now I'm up all night
I can't dream
This is for the kid that I was
Headphones on in the back of the bus
Can't feel shit cause a knife in my gut
Let me live girl, I've had enough

(ghostbxy)
I’m always trying my best
But you’re lying 
Stabbing knives in my chest 
So I’ll go

A Sorrowful Heart w/ halfhearted

i wont last
push the gas
keep on goin hit the max
will i crash
hope i crash
smash the dash and break the glass

she dont want me 
she dont love me
she just dont wanna be lonely

she dont trust me
she dont know me
so im always feeling lonely

i wanna walk around the world to find some inner peace
i suffer in the sun, takin all my energy
leaving just the brittle bones to benefit all the growin seeds
i aint ever ask for help, dont expect that shit from me

fuck what i feel
numb that shit up with a pill huh
hands are shakin fast
why the fuck cant i stay still huh

i wanna kill 
these emotions 
are they real cause
what is their deal
i cant touch but i can feel them

yeah i am not okay
lose my temper way too often
i gotta lot of fucked up thoughts
you'll hardly see me talking
i dont want to be the person that they always watching
dig myself a grave and hop into a coffin

really young
but feelin old
feel these cracks up in my bones
heavy chest with 20 holes
dont tell me life is wonderful

i aint need nobody else
did this shit all by myself
i dont wanna burn in hell
but at this rate i might as well

fuck what i feel
numb that shit up with a pill huh
hands are shakin fast
why the fuck cant i stay still huh

i wanna kill 
these emotions 
are they real cause
what is their deal
i cant touch but i can feel them

Restart (Nvki)

Now tell me baby 
What's your name?
You got a man but that's okay
You don't got a boyfriend
Not today
You slapped my face
Oh girl touche

He's got a truck
I've got a van
He's got AC
I've got a fan
He's got a job
I sell contraband
But you fit perfect in my hand

I'm a douchebag
A real dipshit but you knew that
I ain't got shit but you knew that
yeah you knew that

I ain't the best one for you 
I've got some issues

I don't wanna fuck around and make you hate me
Why in the fuck I'd think you ever date me
You and your man seem rocky real lately
Hanging at my place, with me you find safety

Why in the fuck are you with him?
Is it the hair or the strong chin?
I shouldn't have to break my way in
You can't lead me on then not let me in

Oh I know
I need to be alone
Oh no I know
I need you as my home oh

Now tell me baby 
What's your name?
You got a man but that's okay
You don't got a boyfriend
Not today
You slapped my face
Oh girl touche

He's got a truck
I've got a van
He's got AC
I've got a fan
He's got a job
I sell contraband
But you fit perfect in my hand

And That’s All Folks… (w/ yungcray) (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

ghostbxy

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