dawg I'm left handed too!!!😂 also banger song!!!

"I'm wastin tha best years of my life"😭✨

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(halfhearted)
said i wouldn’t trip 
but i miss the way it felt when we kissed and our lips touched
don’t know how you live, just admit that i’m too much
since i was a kid, hear em saying i’m a no one
i wasn't one for the games
or making a song for the fame
hop in the whip switching lanes
burden still up in my brain, break all the chains
sick of the faces around
wake up and i’m drowning
when rain hits the ground, i can’t help but feel clouded

(kiddamo)
take my sweater cuz outside is freezing
i can’t live with the thought of you leaving
but if you want you can go
i got used to the cold
i miss the conversations that we used to have on the phone
if i could rewind
re-rewind to the start
watching as the fireworks combine with all the stars
i spent my whole life wondering like “where you are”
stay where you are

(brecken)
and i been grounded, but when it rains i still think about you
still hear the sirens whenever i do sum’ i shouldn't do
yeah well that's how it goes
lying to people you love and you know it
yea all of it shows
they can see what you doing in the moment
losing my focus
i'm feeling broken
thinkin’ bout chili’s
that would be so lit
all of my homies
eatin’ tortilla chips
chips full of spinach dip
just give me a tub of it

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(lil booj)
hey there can you pick me up 
i’m in the lost and found again 
i’ve got my only friend right beside me 
the thread i keep it tight 
i keep it on the mend 
i try to keep us safe and then you stop me 
tell me you’re sad about maybe we’re crashing out, i know 
nothing we talk about goes anywhere because i know 
sediment building up, everyone doubting me, oh no!
are you proud of what you see, now you feel it so?

(yungcray)
paranoia when i step outside 
i’m feeling like this all the time 
got no time, need to find my coat
i hope my gloves are still inside
ice heart, i know I’m cold 
yea this shit’s getting borderline
tell me that there’s more to life 
i can’t feel myself, but i’m the reason that i live like this 
gas up from the shelf, i roll it up and we don’t think a thing
i been in this maze, god this shit gon’ drive me crazy 
i been feeling different lately

(vails)
they tell me look for signs
might be written in the stars
even though they’ve realigned
i still feel like i am far away from an answer
oh i wish i had the answers
now it’s eleven fifty three
still been caught up on IG
scrolling past old memories 
of us by the tapestry in my old home
where we should of left it all alone

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

cameras out! (cypher) w/ notahero, halfhearted, kiddamo, brecken, lil booj, yungcray, & vails

soulsplitter (p. ryankelly)

lyrics

ive never been good enough at anything else
but i can finish this cigarette faster than you blink
i wont go to sleep id rather watch tv
and youre
youre much prettier than you know
and im too loud for my own good
but im not worried about that yet im too busy packing my bags cause
im thinking bout leaving tonight
and i guess ill stop in the morning to see how far i drove
is anyone out there on the east coast?
im on the west side
im wasting the best years of my life
i think a part of myself died
and ever since then ive been tongue tied

i know she likes my hoarse voice
theres been a frog in my throat for the past what felt like three years
i joke im building a barn
and every morning when the rooster crows im like i gotta get out of here
mundane mixed up with blood and tears
im forgetting my best friend
and i drink him instead of facing my fears
just tonight
can i enjoy the simple things
get on the wagon and just ride
i been tryna get over a couple things

and ive never been good at anything
but im alright at loving you
and im the king of making excuses
so tell me what do i gotta do
youre much prettier than you know
and im too loud for my own good
but im not worried about that yet im to busy packing my bags cause
im thinking bout leaving tonight
and i guess ill stop in the morning to see how far i drove
is anyone out there on the east coast?
im on the west side
these supposed to be the best years of my life
i think a part of myself died
and ever since then ive been tongue tied

im thinking bout leaving tonight
and i guess ill stop in the morning to see how far i drove
is anyone out there on the east coast?
im on the west side
im wasting the best years of my life
i think a part of myself died

im left handed whats your superpower (p. jacob vallen)

lyrics//

wrote a letter to you 
wrote the date
signed my name
saw in the news
they finallly locked that man away

i dont wanna be the one to talk 
abt the problematic things
used be the one you call
when somethings wrong
but now we don’t agree

mama never learned
my dad tried his best but it only left him burned
sorry that it hurt you
yeah i stayed up every night 
asking “God what is my worth?”

but its all good
its a part of me now
im awful, just a face in the crowd
i wish you were proud.

so i drink another bottle by myself
sick and tired of the feeling that iv felt
said im lying but i know the truth
it’s killing me so im killing you

we were never ones to play it right
and 
i was never one to be aligned
feel the blood flow right into my visine
theres two sides to the silver lining

problematic [idly blare]

took me a bit to make this, but it was a ton of fun to experiment with some new sounds. s/o hero for teaching me about formant shifting /o/ 
I'm gonna try and release 2 songs next month, no guarantee though c:

lyrics:

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side 
I’d die for you
  
So I tear myself apart everyday that’s fine
I know that every piece ends up entwined
with my hands tracing slowly up up spine
sewing threads so tight they won’t unwind
I

wanna know
have you ever tried to be
anything more than what you’re trying to be
need to know 
if you’ve ever tried to see
everything that I can see

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that
that

Iiiii
will love you like I know to
castle in the sky 
baby I think we should float too
I’m barely alive
but for you I wanna pull through
if you were my ride or die
there’d be so much I could show you

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright  
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side
I’d die for you

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that before?

break your fall (empty roads)

i’ve been feeling different lately
tryna make sense of the mind that hates me
i follow the orders i’m creating
can’t ruin the flow or my body starts breaking

in the night it’ll catch me up and swallow me away
and i can't fight it off so i let it consume me easily
i wake up and cannot breathe
i’m shaking like i might freeze
there’s no control anxiety
it’s the one controlling me

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

it’s a nightmare
this phobia is eating me alive
and i can’t fight it
don’t call me just emotional since i did not decide this
and don’t remind me
the trigger’s hiding
i know it’s my head
so don’t keep talking whilst i'm dying

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

phobia [hollowprpl]

lyrics

can you go into a different room im bouta cry
im seeing double whats already seen from different sides
just tryna focus on your face inside this candlelight
and bae im scared ill never change but hell im gonna try
im up recording chopping vocals like a samurai
at peace i think that i could die here laying on your thighs
shits gone on forever and ill die with my sword by my side
singing all these letters the only thing thats keeping me alive

i took a sip out of something its slowing me down
baby i pour up when youre not around
i treat this shit like a diary, pen spilling blood when im writing it down
this shit been killing my life-force
hate what i say when i sing but i write more
i wish that i could just fight more
shit on my back like im igor
world on my back like im atlas
feel like the same thing
i found my home on your mattress
now im just tryna find something
excuse me while i sing to the dell
lately im living in hell
she said "you feeling yourself"
lately im not feeling myself
big rhinestones on my belt
crushed up can in my hand
im in the back of the party flying
wondering where im gonna land
im in the back of the honda crying
shit youll never understand
i hope that i land
i hope that i land

can you go into a different room im bouta cry
im seeing double whats already seen from different sides
just tryna focus on your face inside this candlelight
and bae im scared ill never change but hell im gonna try
im up recording chopping vocals like a samurai
at peace i think that i could die here laying on your thighs
shits gone on forever and ill die with my sword by my side
singing all these letters the only thing thats keeping me alive


atlas (p. threemvsk)

prod dash 

sample from whiplash
lyrics ⬇️
theres not a future thought in my head oh well
well i could tell you what i want next 
but you would yell
yell at me for my best
for secrets that i had kept
then wonder why i aint slept
oh well
think this is something i cant repeat
keep stoopin low
you gonna find me out in a ditch
i dont want you to know
i dont think i dont think i can be seen like this
id rather you go tell everyone im just in an abyss
stuck out in the snow
way too cold so i couldnt flinch oo

think my lil brodie jus hit em a clip
360 y y hit on yo miss
and he doin damage so that you cant stitch
all of the stuff that you wish he aint did
act like my wifi aint runnin so i could just possibly find me some rest
act like this wachu been wantin
honestly please come be my guest

white paint on my whip
all of my vices green
i dont want you to trip
but i dont wanna you to cling
like what do u mean

well its pretty easy if you would just listen just for a minute 
i could tell u how i really have been 
like walkin to finland
thats how the distance feels between us when you get tempted
if i had wishlist you wont get it
ill throw that lil promise over the hedge

hits like a comet covered in ship
if we woulda saw it it would be sick
hints like a comment you wont forget
but we had a problem thats what we missed
covered in star dust under the mist
woulda been harder not to be hit

barley had started when you had dipped
hate you departed think we had skipped
my head been clouded hate to admit
i hope these feelings diminish they cant replenish
you act like a skit but this now a show
like where did u go
if i had a blick then i woulda blown
like you didnt know

and i cant explain how im feelin alone
every night i feel like theres not a phone
no where to reach
nowhere to be
part of me feel like im left out to bleed

finland (dash)

lyrics<3

more than friends back then
now we’re not good
mixing thoughts up in head
like i said i would
laying roses on the bed when i walk thru

wash it away like the sins of a martyr
thirsty for my blood im a lamb to your slaughter
dont need any love so i dont know why i bother
pushing till you shove, i fell deep into your water 

think twice
next time you worry about me
girl ill be alright
i wear my heart on my sleeve
and idk why
ur always there in my dreams
when im falling asleep 
ur the ghost in my sheets 
its not easy being someome you dont want now
and its freezing, guess thats why i never go out
fight the feeling 
got me waiting for the comedown
every week,
i pave the streets of this ghostown

baby not thats not love
you leave me evrry other day
tried to lift u up
but you dont wanna have it that way
i wont stick around till you break
my lifes an endless cycle, im a moth to your flame

i wish the process wasent so hard
cuz everytime i tried to quit i hit the restart

overcome with guilt while I’m gassing up my room, I know that it won’t help 
but im scared to face the truth

ghost town [under the maple tree]

i can’t help but blank stare
when in your crosshairs
cus “life ain’t fair”
and she didn’t want me there 
when we’re on facetime 
she’s rolls her hazel eyes
cus she don’t care 
she didn’t wanna be there 
in the first place 

don’t promise me - i know you’ll break it
on my knees im begging 
cus i want you there
but you’re somewhere else 
she said “boy that praying won’t save this
when you fall don’t blame the pavement”
okay well fuck you then 
cus i’m good right here 

did you hear that?
she said don’t blame the pavement 
when i fall like that’s hilarious !!!!!!!
baby tell me all your favourites
i’ll put em in a playlist and keep it there with us
you want crazy? i’ll show you crazy
i’ll pull up on your friends and i’ll fucking bury em
i’ll lock you in this plain white room and when we go out they can’t help but stare at us 

i can’t help but blank stare
when in your crosshairs
cus “life ain’t fair”
and she didn’t want me there 
when we’re on face time 
she’s rolls her hazel eyes
cus she don’t care 
she didn’t wanna be there 
in the first place 
x2

blame the pavement (mackk)

the hero's tale

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