an amazing collaboration that goes to neW places....  :))

beautifully engaging music at the heart level Petra! :)

music fits perfectly with the words, very nice collaboration!

very cool, deep feeling in both the words and music

Honey (Remastered)

Mother Earth feels, perceives and suffers. Let us take care of her.
Composition and production Javier Piñeira, June 2023. All rights reserved. Copyright

Mother Earth

My old friend Strootman Pianomonster (will post soon on https://soundcloud.com/stroot-246138153) sent me some of his baroque recordings on harpsichord. I've worked on one of them with all the Ruizzoid stuff you can hear, and even translated to Latin one of my old poems!

VOLO OSCULUM TUUM  /  I WANT YOUR KISS

 Volo saxum ad clamare.  /  I want a rock to cry on.  
 Ad gemere, quis saxum.  /  To moan, any rock.  

(Volo osculum tuum ad somniare.  /  I want your kiss to dream.  
 Ad vivere, nisi osculum tuum.  /  For living, just your kiss.)
  
Volo flammam ad queri.  /  I want a flame to scream.  
 Ad pati, quis flammam.  /  To suffer, any flame.  

(Volo osculum tuum…  /  I want your kiss... ) 

 Volo pugionem ad exspirare.  /  I want a dagger to expire.  
 Ad mori quis pugionem.  /  To die, any dagger.  

(Volo osculum tuum…  /  I want your kiss... )

Volo Osculum Tuum (with Strootman/Harpsichord)

Texte Français et Gogle translate

LA PHOTO

Pour la photo rapproches-toi,
Main sur le dos, donnes moi le bras.
Dans un sourire fixons la page
Et pas se dire, c’est un passage….

Beau ce cliché il est vivant,
Nos yeux brouillés en disent tant.
On y respire et çà se voit,
Tant de plaisir à être là.

Sur ce bristol tout en couleurs,
Marque l’envol d’un grand bonheur.
Dans ces images si belles en soi
Font un passage qu'on oublie pas,

Et pas du souvenir
En restant au présent,
Sans ne jamais me dire
C’était hier, antan…
Je me tourne au futur
Le regard en av’nir,
Quand l’amour est bien mûr
Il me faut le cueillir.

Je regarde les rêves lointains,
Sans prendre garde on y revient,
Et toute la peine surgit si vite,
Quand les « on s’aime » prennent la fuite.

,Alors dis-moi que cette photo,
Elle restera comme le plus beau.
Qu’encore loin et même vieux
Ce papier peint sera nous deux.

Et pas du souvenir
En restant au présent,
Sans ne jamais me dire
C’était hier, antan…
Je me tourne au futur
Le regard en av’nir,
Quand l’amour est bien mûr
Il me faut le cueillir.

Et pas du souvenir
En restant au présent,
Sans ne jamais me dire
C’était hier, antan…
Je me tourne au futur
Le regard en av’nir,
Quand l’amour est bien mûr
Il me faut le cueillir.

Et pas du souvenir
En restant au présent,
Sans ne jamais me dire
C’était hier, antan…

Et pas du souvenir,,,

THE PHOTO

For the photo come closer,
Hand on your back, give me your arm.
With a smile let's stare at the page
And not to say to oneself, it is a passage….

Beautiful this shot it is alive,
Our blurred eyes say so much.
We breathe there and it shows,
So much fun to be there.

On this colorful bristol,
Marks the flight of great happiness.
In these images so beautiful in themselves
Make a passage that we don't forget,

And no memory
Staying in the present,
Without ever telling me
It was yesterday, yesteryear...
I turn to the future
Looking ahead,
When love is ripe
I have to pick it up.

I look at distant dreams,
Without taking heed we come back to it,
And all the pain arises so quickly,
When the "we love each other" run away.

So tell me that this photo,
She will remain as the most beautiful.
That still far and even old
This wallpaper will be the two of us.

And no memory
Staying in the present,
Without ever telling me
It was yesterday, yesteryear...
I turn to the future
Looking ahead,
When love is ripe
I have to pick it up.

And no memory
Staying in the present,
Without ever telling me
It was yesterday, yesteryear...
I turn to the future
Looking ahead,
When love is ripe
I have to pick it up.

And no memory
Staying in the present,
Without ever telling me
It was yesterday, yesteryear...

And no memory,,,

LA PHOTO (Chanson Française)

Written, Arranged, Performed, and Produced by Kyle Bolan
Art by Kyle Bolan

The Blood Of Hatred

Deep in the dark night  "Dark Night  Shadows"
Electronic music with vocals
https://johnpalmer1.bandcamp.com/track/darknight-shadows

Dark Night Shadows

Gary, of Mountain Songs (https://soundcloud.com/mountain-songs)
contacted me about 2 years ago and offered me a baseline stem from an Alpha Roots collaboration he was working on with Joerxworx. About 2 years ago, that is crazy! I, of course, said I would take the stem. I needed to finish some other songs that were in the works before getting to play with Alpha Roots’s baseline. By the time I was ready to connect with the vibe, Russia had invaded Ukraine, unfathomable tragedy had begun, and the world was changing again. My song writing reflected the horror of what was going on. By the time all the stems were gathered, vocals were recorded, and the song was mixed and mastered, another war had broken out and the horror continued. 

Massive thanks to Mountain Songs for  trusting me with these blessed Alpha Roots stems. So glad Jamie, Jonathan, Joerxworx, and Russ got a chance to work with Alpha Roots again. Alpha Roots lives on. 

And the song is ready just in time for Halloween! 

Track Credits:

Alpha Roots: Bass
https://soundcloud.com/alpha-roots
Jamie Rhind: Organ
https://soundcloud.com/jamie-rhind
Jonathan Beckenstein: Guitar
https://soundcloud.com/jonathan_beckenstein
https://fictivesisters.bandcamp.com
Joerxworx: Sax
https://soundcloud.com/joerxworx
the Couch King: Lyrics, vocals, and production
https://musiciselation.bandcamp.com
Russell Sinfield: Mix and Master
https://soundcloud.com/russell-sinfield
https://soundcloud.com/the-exe-stencilists
The Chaos Cookhouse: Studio
https://chaoscookhouse.bandcamp.com

Lyrics: 

Sleep walker doing bidding in the night
Night stalker, half asleep, right now, while you fright, wow
Sleep walker hypnotized prowler by the moon
Moon shocker, mindless rocker, from the tomb eww

Dr. Caligari caught cha sleepin’
Day dreamin’ though you woke
Never thought what you were thinkin’
Now you only speakin’ what he spoke

It’s a somnambulist break in
Break in
Gonna stab them in the bed now
It’s a somnambulist break in 
Break in
Fillin’ ‘em with dread ya

Sleep walker doing bidding in the night
Night stalker, half asleep right now, while you fright, wow
Sleep walker hypnotized prowler by the moon
Moon shocker, mindless rocker, from the tomb eww

Dr. Caligari gonna open
The coffin where you’ll rest
On his order you awaken
Now you answerin’ without questionin’ his behest 

It’s a somnambulist break in
Break in
Gonna stab them in the bed now
It’s a somnambulist break in

Sleep walker doing bidding in the night
Night stalker, half asleep right now, while you fright, wow
Sleep walker hypnotized prowler by the moon
Moon shocker, mindless rocker, from the tomb eww

Dr. Caligari caught cha sleepin’
Day dreamin’ though you woke
In the shadows see you creeping
His knife hidden inside his cloak 

It’s a somnambulist break in
Break in
Gonna stab them in the bed now
It’s a somnambulist break in 
Break in
It all turning red now

Somnambulist Break In

Alpha Roots, Jamie R, Jonathan B, Joerxworx, Russ & the Couch King - Somnambulist Break In

Life As It Is

smoke on the mountain
storm coming in
toxic fountain
there’s smoke on the mountain

ominous x-ray
the hangman at dawn
clotted airways
societal decay

breathe
don’t fight it
ooo
life as it is

4 in the morning
you’re tossing again
habit forming
it’s 4 in the morning

now looking backward
the bill of regret
soul is fractured
eclipse manufactured

wait
don’t fear it
ooo
life as it is

brothers and sisters gather ‘round
and all of you who are both or neither
gather ‘round and hear
bring your sorrow
bring your fear
and know that all pain
comes from saying no

stop
accept it
ooo
life as it is

all at the same time
this heaven and hell
dark and divine
it’s all at the same time

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Thanks to Rupert Spira for the concept, "all pain comes from saying no".

Thanks to Janine Levinson, Cheesemont Paisely-Paisely, David Weiss, and Wheelwright for early consultation, encouragement, and critique.

Image by Dan Ross via Unsplash.

Life As It Is

PETIT PRINCE
DESSINE MOI UNE CHANSON
CHANTE MOI UN MOUTON
REFAIS MOI UN MONDE

PETIT PRINCE
J’AI APPRIS MES LEÇONS
J’AI SUIVI LES MOUTONS
ET QUE VOIS-JE À LA RONDE

C’EST UN MONDE
PAS MOYEN DE S’ENTENDRE
EST-CE SI DUR D’ÊTRE TENDRE
ET DE SE TENDRE LA MAIN

PETIT PRINCE
MONTRE MOI TON ÉTOILE
QUE J’Y METTE LES VOILES
POUR M’Y REFAIRE UN MONDE  

PETIT PRINCE
J’AI CASSÉ MON MOTEUR
TOI TU REPARS AILLEURS
T’OCCUPER DE TA FLEUR

PETIT PRINCE
PLUS MOYEN DE SAVOIR
PLUS MOYEN DE SE VOIR
SAUF AVEC LE CŒUR
 
PETIT PRINCE
C’EST POUR TOI QUE J’EN PINCE
REPARTI DANS L’ESPACE
VERS TON ASTEROÏDE

PETIT PRINCE

ASTÉROÏDE B612

ET MERCI POUR LE BLUES

PETIT PRINCE (Lyrics)

SinTaMental, whose words and expressions always reach so much further than just the ears, has made this fantastic poem.
The basis for his poem is this great photo, taken by his friend SJF.

Listen to more of SinTaMental's work https://soundcloud.com/sintamental


My mind is uncontained
It takes over my brain
Sanity, madness has now slain
The only sensation left is pain

Of body and mind
Pours out in time
Forever lost never to find
It has begun, the infinite decline

Now resigned to this fate
Now in this place, I can never vacate
No other path exists to take
I've begun to bleed, it is too late

Anger grows deep within
Flowing out it must begin
My fatal hope is my end
So alone I feel, without a friend

Only foes round about
Inside and out they scout
In time I shall be found out
Of their success I have no doubt

Scavenging on what is left
Free for the taking it is no longer theft
This life I live I wish were death
If only I could endlessly hold my breath

Innate this reality
My thoughts shattered by duality
Split and broken a living fatality
Wander along in this flesh that is mortality

Try so hard to find thoughts of light
As I trudge through an eternal night
If only I had wings I would take flight
Woe is me for this is my plight

Never known and never was
Always seeking without a cause
As I crash I hear only their applause
Entranced, they pause

To bear witness to my demise
Dead, but still so alive
Ever moving, but paralyzed
Try so hard but can never cry

Beg and moan begin to plea
They scoff, they laugh, they jeer at me
Putrid faces rounded out with glee
They know nothing of sympathy

As each eviscerates me with their stinger
The hurt so bad, forever shall linger
At whom do I point my finger
Ah, at him that is the bringer

Tis I, the cannibal that is to blame
For that which consumes me is my timeless shame
I, the source of this stain
In place of tears I have only cold rain

Add to this, compounded guilt
This the source of my gilt
Wallow around in my own filth
Risen up to the hilt

Who is left for me to whine
All alone, but for perhaps the divine
The truth comes out, it is I that binds
The monsters within are me and mine



The Monsters Within - Poem and Vocals by SinTaMental, Music by PetraHall

Music composed in 2014 only with native Music Studio 2 instruments.

Back then I only used MS2 and Alchemy.

One of the last compositions before using kv 331 and other synthesizers.

It is fully remixed and equalized.

I have 7 new tracks, but due to the covid 19, I can't edit them properly in my "sound studio", which is no other than my car.

It’s an old theme, but I will appreciate your opinions.

Take care.

The ghost kingdom (TR)

In music there is no right or wrong...just the feelings you experience while being a part of it in any way.

My vocal experimenting; https://soundcloud.com/user-197723196

The Monsters Within - Poem and Vocals by SinTaMental, Music by PetraHall

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