[Chorus: Toshokan]
Feeling like your patient, dismissed
I've been waiting so long for this
But now it's wasted and I'm pissed off
My heart still burns and I still feel lost
Will we fall apart?
I get lost in time
When I feel the lows
I forget the highs

[Verse 1: Toshokan]
And I'm afraid I lost another friend
Seems like everything is fine 'cause I'm forced to pretend
Fade into oblivion, don't wanna make amends
If this is serious, then it's my descend
My eyes still burning 'cause I cried all night
I'm still hurting, nothing feels right
Bentley called me up like it's the middle of thе night
Still got a voice in my head, pleasе don't think that I'm lying
I miss you, you don't really care
When I needed you, you were there
Talking about me is not fair
Yeah, talking about me is not fair

[Chorus: Toshokan]
Feeling like your patient, dismissed
I've been waiting so long for this
But now it's wasted and I'm pissed off
My heart still burns and I still feel lost
Will we fall apart?
I get lost in time
When I feel the lows
I forget the highs
[Bridge: Toshokan]
I couldn't see the truth
How could I be so blind?
And when I feel so blue
I stare up at pastel skies
Will we fall apart?
I get lost in time
And when I feel the lows
I forget the highs

[Verse 2: sewerperson]
She's in the party, it started after the party (After the party)
I understand and I'm ready
Memories were made for forgetting
I keep my confidence close
Keep my drink filled with Henny
Girl, I just need to relax and I hope my body can let me (Body can let me)
And I got this target on top my head and it fucked me
I hope you'll still try to love me, I let my barriers down
And I prepare for the ugly
She's at home with her partner and I just hope that she's comfy 'cause girl I know it gets rocky
But hold on (Hold on)
Baby, stay strong (Stay strong)
Hold faith even when it seems lost (Seems lost)
It's alright (Alright), when we move on (Move on)
Don't talk, I can hear your thoughts, yeah

pastel skies (prod. wolfgang pander) 

toshokan - PATIENT w/ sewerperson

And please don't leave,
Said you're sorry it had to be me,
I've been looking for reasons to be,
alone in my room, where I'm meant to be
she don't understand, she don't see what I see

And baby we could take over the world too,
if only you would let me fucking hold you,
you say you got a man, like what will he do?
if only you would let me get to know you,

I don't wanna hurt you like that,
I see you watching me back,
I'm not good for your mental,
you're bad for mine back
and if stars would align,
one day you'd be mine,
don't know how to win when you lose every time

are you happy now?
does he treat you well,
coz I've been in hell,
invisioning, a better now

I keep a knife under my bed,
to fight the monsters off,
cant keep the thoughts of you away,
they tend to throw me off
I hope you're happier with him,
I know I'm not the one,
I'll never be the one

Align (prod. daks9k)

produced by mackk
intro. 
i hope you enjoy.

the flood (intro) (mackk)

lyrics

thought i shouldve stayed inside tonight
but you look like something out of heaven in this candlelight
so i will stay if you let me

cuz i only see you on the weekends
but it only rains on the weekends
my stomach hurts and im bleeding
figures talking to me while im sleeping
i wish that i could keep dreaming
but suicide is too easy
plus everyones telling me that im worth something

but i dont know what
i keep coming close but i can never get quite there
this town feels so different
but i dont know why
i cant put my finger on it
everyone cries
but i havent in a long time

i smile i see her
her missed calls i return
i get drunk and she burns
she loves me i made sure
she said im no fun cuz i stay inside and write songs
but maybe this will be the big one
i will love you till im freezing

cuz i only see you on the weekends
but it only rains on the weekends
my stomach hurts and im bleeding
figures talking to me while im sleeping
i wish that i could keep dreaming
but suicide is too easy
plus everyones telling me that im worth something

but i dont know what
i keep coming close but i can never get quite there
she said ive been so distant
but i dont know why
i cant put my finger on it
everyone cries
but God knows that i havent in a long time

so different (jacob vallen)

i haven't slept since that day

produced by irby x pekarot

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/2VZWqgeEdItBnTM2jH1AW3?si=416246e548e44e81

lyrics:
(Hold me right
Squeeze me tight
i‘ll book u a flight
So u can be with me this time)

Its okay but i might cry
I am not sad or mad, i love my life 
In my head space for the whole time 
Babe can u stay for the whole night?
I love ur scent cause u smelling like
I took u back home set u of at ur door 
Kiss u on ur lips, hold ur face once more 
And with ur eyes u pierce me to the core 
See u soon babe, i love u more 

Why u drunk again?
I‘ve been waiting now its 2am
I‘ve been waiting so god damn long
Can u just go home
All ur friends are so different
U said they’re mean and vicious 
But can’t let go of them
Trust me i am much better than them

Hair like feathers and amber as her eyes 
She loves december, wears my sweater in cold times
I treat u better than any other guy 
Won‘t take this for granted, trust her with my life 

But for that i might be a fool 
But i talk to no person then u 
Before u go, know i love u 

Its okay but i might cry
I am not sad or mad, i love my life 
In my head space for the whole time 
Babe can u stay for the whole night?
I love ur scent cause u smelling like
I took u back home set u of at ur door 
Kiss u on ur lips, hold ur face once more 
And with ur eyes u pierce me to the core 
See u soon babe, i love u more 

(We‘re looking at the sky
I hope u know u been on my mind
I wanna tell u but i don’t feel right
I am sorry but atleast i tried)

love u more <3

amber

sadd bihh

prod. sor

lyrics:
brace yourself
there's a lot of bumps
in the road
pebbles getting in my shoes
wonder why it hurts to walk
it's the only fight to lose
i hope that that's good enough
strange
just about everything
only make sense when I'm made
if you were in my shoes
it would make sense to you
i just don't know when to go
send out my persona first
i just feel so fraudulent 
wonder if I'll ever learn

how to be normal for once
I'm so fried I keep putting shit in my lungs
and I know it's probably not the best for me but
it's a symphony that I created from nothing
and I'm so proud 
even if it'd take all of my energy
won't slow down
wonder if anybody wanna sign me
yea I'm just tryna get some fucking money
they all want something from me anyway
I don't even know anything
back to it all
please don't give up on me
I'm trying my best

stupid (sor)

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art: xipz
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LYRICS:

[intro]
you got me losing my mind, love
im so obsessed with your smile
im running out of time tho
so i gotta make it last

[chorus]
yeah we pull up all black
all black
n the whip real fast
real fast
shiny gold on her necklace
shiny gold on the dash
on the dash

shawty real pale like snow
think i love her more than she'll ever know

[verse]
shawty real pale like snow
love her more than she'll really know

big bands, babe i love the cashflow
dont know why she like me, im an asshole
she come wit me, i got room in my castle
candle lit rooms, good ass views 

oh i love the way she moves
yeah shawty look real cute
n i think i like that attitude

[chorus]
yeah we pull up all black
all black
n the whip real fast
real fast
shiny gold on her necklace
shiny gold on the dash
on the dash

shawty real pale like snow
think i love her more than she'll ever know

the flood (intro) (mackk)

sendflowrs