you n 9 tails n residential will always be my inspiration

letting this sit for a yr is crazy, ts is so good

yo Shizu luv you n not home./resi check outy music also

"semi auto my feelings like swish."😵‍💫☣️

FUCK I ACCIDENTALLY CLICKED UNFOLLOW 😭

another pre-hiatus vault track from over a year ago<33 new stuff when i’m not outta town

i can’t fucking make shit
but i still been rapping like i is
semi auto my feelings they firing like switched
toxic in the scene acidic ph level 6
bitch i wouldn’t stand with nun of u
if even barely sit

not the shit, kid
been hardly even pissed off
still knock em offa list, like EG call em/column niggas tilted
problem solving with a blick
write lines about a line, when we been knowing that im broke 
weeping crying on a phone 
on sum dying all alone shit-
michigan lake from my kidhood, fading to blue
steady searching for these steps, still bigfoot hunting to you
couldn’t follow my path
but hold a glock to my back 
to walk inside of the tracks
tracing blood to my shoes
still the same old boots
and that wall with a patch
over the hole of a past
mirror, see same old you
fuck you mean i aint change
stepping inside of this home, feel like the gun to a range
often causing latent damage for sum profit and gain
still u think all it’s a game 
so i cock that glock to my brain
say pull this trigger n fade
guess im going the same
maybe u still coulda stayed
but look back at the holder n its me in the frame
(like damn)

i can’t fucking make shit
but i still been rapping like i is
semi auto my feelings they firing like switched
toxic in the scene acidic ph level 6
bitch i wouldn’t stand with nun of u
if even barely sit

who r u (engless)

ya
right back where we started
tight knot in my stomach ima vomit
you know i hate it when you walk away from me
you know i hate it when we dont talk for some weeks
im tryna im tryna im tryna
im tryna get yo ass to see what i see
theres not a soul on this earth id fight to keep except you
sometimes i wish you would just shhh no bad news
oh who we kidding
we both know you too smart for that aint nothing getting past you
I'm just such an asshole
i put you in bad moods
i don't know what else to do
except make all these songs for you
and i dont know what you gonna do
and that scares the hell out of me
you the only woman in my life that made me think bout a ring
you the only woman in my life that told me don't stop singing
you the only woman in my life id fight for til the bell ringing
ha
you build me up i break you down i hate this cycle
im tryna beat it beat it down not talking michael
fuck a lil call i wanna facetime on yo iphone
fuck that lil mall i wanna take yo ass to soho
i love it when you wear them tennis shoes no heels though
although i love it when you get ya dress on put ya best on
you the baddest in the restaurant better than the rest huh
just hear me out bae im talking to you
anytime you walked away i was always walking with you
like that time in the parking lot
or that time in the restaurant
anywhere that you going baby id follow you x amount
yea
tell me who are you falling for baby cmon just x em out
oh you know what im about
ill take a flight from the south
ill pullup straight to ya house
ill tell ya lets work it out
you know i love bae lets work it out<333

lets work it out [p. silver+methboiswag]

this was so fun to make, hope you like it
got a song coming every 1-2 weeks for next month (:
thankful for every listen <3

beat by the insanely talented @illsee
lyrics:

I live among the vermin
will you listen to my song
will you listen to my sermon
will you honor all my wishes cause you know that I've been hurting
will you call me when it’s imminent
I’m terrified it’s certain
I live among the vermin 
will you listen to my song
will you listen to my sermon
will you honor all my wishes cause you know that I've been hurting
will you promise you’ll be with me when I’m pulling back the curtain

I've been up in arms
wondering how I’d tell you
when I wanna be in yours
wish it was that easy
but it’s pulling back and forth
wish I could appease it
but it’s gonna run its course

I'm always down on my luck
not coming out of my rut
I’ll find a beat
that I like
and make some shit on it once
but Imma finish a song don’t care
if I hate it
Imma keep up with this i swear
never disappear

I live among the vermin
will you listen to my song
will you listen to my sermon
will you honor all my wishes cause you know that I've been hurting
will you call me when it’s imminent
I’m terrified it’s certain
I live among the vermin
will you listen to my song
will you listen to my sermon
will you honor all my wishes cause you know that I've been hurting
will you promise you’ll be with me when I’m pulling back the curtain

vermin (maybe)

Found you 

Hope u enjoy x

Shout out // notcursed yungcray sound clown 5head

i found you (feat. yungcray & notcursed)

lyrics

pink purse
i swear i never meant to make your feelings hurt
i swear ill sail the seven seas if i could make it work
im really glad you look your best today, i feel the worst

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july
so thats the best thing that i could ever look at its so
my hands trembling and my body shaking out of controol
its something well understand when were old
can you help me open up the door im tryna get out of the cold

I’m pulling up it’s warmer inside the car
take this drive with me and stare at the stars
the man i used to be i left his ass at the bar
going through these changes it feels new to me
like who are we?
21 years old the world feels new to me
talking bout the things i did it feels like yo ass is shooting me
you killed that part of me
blank slate i don’t even know who to be
just show me a sign that you’re really there
just show me a sign that you really care
talking about my memories like you were really there
like are you aware of what this shit really feels like
i was scared to fall asleep without the glock nine
baby come a little closer every nights a cold night
don’t know how long it takes to find us but we’ll find it on our own time
find it on our own time

it could be worse i could be layin in the hospital
or laying in the dirt with all my family and my friends gone
it could be 10 times worse but i don’t recognize a thing
think they could tell that it hurt
when i lost you i went to sleep
cuz if im sleepin theres a chance that i could see you still
if im dreamin theres a chance that i could feel it still
might be walkin in a trap but i dont even care
i would rather see what happens when i get there
i miss your attitude and somehow that cold stare
gimme bad news but you fix with no hardware
well i hate to be the bearer of bad news
but i cant fix this i think that we met our doom
i can see the floor give out beneath our feet as we speak now
rocks fall from the ceiling bury me into the ground
cant tell if your kidding but your fillin me with doubt
and i hate how it sounds
i hate the sound of your car starting up to leave
i cant make these thoughts leave i wish that you could see
wish that you could see everything that i had done in thought of you and me

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july

still in it w/ kiddamo & brecken (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics

ive never been good enough at anything else
but i can finish this cigarette faster than you blink
i wont go to sleep id rather watch tv
and youre
youre much prettier than you know
and im too loud for my own good
but im not worried about that yet im too busy packing my bags cause
im thinking bout leaving tonight
and i guess ill stop in the morning to see how far i drove
is anyone out there on the east coast?
im on the west side
im wasting the best years of my life
i think a part of myself died
and ever since then ive been tongue tied

i know she likes my hoarse voice
theres been a frog in my throat for the past what felt like three years
i joke im building a barn
and every morning when the rooster crows im like i gotta get out of here
mundane mixed up with blood and tears
im forgetting my best friend
and i drink him instead of facing my fears
just tonight
can i enjoy the simple things
get on the wagon and just ride
i been tryna get over a couple things

and ive never been good at anything
but im alright at loving you
and im the king of making excuses
so tell me what do i gotta do
youre much prettier than you know
and im too loud for my own good
but im not worried about that yet im to busy packing my bags cause
im thinking bout leaving tonight
and i guess ill stop in the morning to see how far i drove
is anyone out there on the east coast?
im on the west side
these supposed to be the best years of my life
i think a part of myself died
and ever since then ive been tongue tied

im thinking bout leaving tonight
and i guess ill stop in the morning to see how far i drove
is anyone out there on the east coast?
im on the west side
im wasting the best years of my life
i think a part of myself died

im left handed whats your superpower (p. jacob vallen)

prod yunnygoldz

lyrics ⬇️ 
lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat
just look at my characteristics 
i swear i got nothin to show
a lot less than most
not what you expected not even close
when i look in your eyes mine dont wanna close
if i love you then everyone knows
that i wont make it there without a new dose

yea i swear you look beautiful in every single pose
not an angle to imagine that i think uou could blow
but everything explodes when your over 
and nothing ignites as we planned
i can tell how tonights gonna be in advance 

ive lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat

whys it so hard just to look ahead in my life for a minute 
everyones upset i dont know why theyre livid
can you tell me when it’s finished 
oh they think im trippin out on the barstreet
but really im just chillin with grayson
so when you tell me that you love me
it only seems like its partly

hardly ever wanna step foot inside house now days
and i dont wanna look up
yea
cuz i would rather hide my face
and its hard not to tear up
when i think about everything i fail in my life in your eyes
but its okay
and i cant even flinch when they hit me with those words in my face cuz i know that theyre coming
doesnt matter what i think cuz im a still a disgrace according to their wording
but im hurting, tell em everyday and only thing they say is sure thing

tell me when it’s finished

turning shepherd into flock, he's bare and punching out the clock
and left it's hands a ten and two, and of it's bell, a copper blue
if it's the best that it can do, to buy him, should he re-coop
the inner portions have been warping, while his skeletal is looped

girl, i'm only a fractional gland to the tanner
organic of matter, in service of hazard
with the spirit coaxed in snot, they steal his crops, then send him off
the palpatations sign alignment that the collar had been popped
so watch him flee into trees where he is deemed a foreign beast
and of it's fauna, granted ease, 
the runic symbolism breathes
but as the phoenix tucks it's wings, the animosity is sworn
the creatures force him to a corner, as the ritual repeats

but most invited are divided by the drink
some evoke and others physically impede
but fuck it, i'm dunking my soul in elixirs
and ripping up scriptures they told me to read
evading persuasion of linear staging, 
you think in equation from playing campaign
i remember you had felt what i be
chrysalis tethered, eternally green

and she was lock and key, to his belief
internal leak is running deep and sinking streets
cold and heat have come to meet, releasing steam
but that peace is soon to cease, 
and he's deceased

turning sheperd into flock, he's bare and punching out the clock
and left it's hands a ten and two, and of it's bell, a copper blue
if it's the best that it can do, to buy him, should he re-coop
the inner portions have been warping, while his skeletal is looped

grace period betrayal (branwen)

prod dash 

sample from whiplash
lyrics ⬇️
theres not a future thought in my head oh well
well i could tell you what i want next 
but you would yell
yell at me for my best
for secrets that i had kept
then wonder why i aint slept
oh well
think this is something i cant repeat
keep stoopin low
you gonna find me out in a ditch
i dont want you to know
i dont think i dont think i can be seen like this
id rather you go tell everyone im just in an abyss
stuck out in the snow
way too cold so i couldnt flinch oo

think my lil brodie jus hit em a clip
360 y y hit on yo miss
and he doin damage so that you cant stitch
all of the stuff that you wish he aint did
act like my wifi aint runnin so i could just possibly find me some rest
act like this wachu been wantin
honestly please come be my guest

white paint on my whip
all of my vices green
i dont want you to trip
but i dont wanna you to cling
like what do u mean

well its pretty easy if you would just listen just for a minute 
i could tell u how i really have been 
like walkin to finland
thats how the distance feels between us when you get tempted
if i had wishlist you wont get it
ill throw that lil promise over the hedge

hits like a comet covered in ship
if we woulda saw it it would be sick
hints like a comment you wont forget
but we had a problem thats what we missed
covered in star dust under the mist
woulda been harder not to be hit

barley had started when you had dipped
hate you departed think we had skipped
my head been clouded hate to admit
i hope these feelings diminish they cant replenish
you act like a skit but this now a show
like where did u go
if i had a blick then i woulda blown
like you didnt know

and i cant explain how im feelin alone
every night i feel like theres not a phone
no where to reach
nowhere to be
part of me feel like im left out to bleed

finland (dash)

Sip(prod.tenshixgod)

BACK2BLONDE

静けさ - shizukesa

alt rap
[Ｔｉｍｅｌｅｓｓ]
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influences: aries, 9tails + sewerperson, shinigami, kevin kazi, 49bags, guardin, atlas, noname

who r u (engless)

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