despairintoashes: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVAm7FEjoktyeab0-H0T9hw
casperrr: https://soundcloud.com/casperprpcw

thearchived:
that blade in my hand gets me fucked up
got a bottle full of rum and i'm drugged up
pour the lean, pour the vodka all in one cup
slowly fading, i'm breaking, got no backup
shut the fuck up, ain't that easy just to man up
slit my wrist while im laying in the bathtub
i survived another night, but i'on wanna
i never try to put the blame, but it's on her

casperrr:
hm but it's on her 
but it's on her
i don't wanna put the blame but it's on her
cause i did all my shit and it's on her 
and baby u really should feel honored 
i took my time and i put it into u 
i took my life and i gave a part to you 
and i broke my bones and that shit was all for you 
and now you break my heart and you broke it in two
stop-
give me time to breathe in
cause i always end up with this empty feeling 
what's the meaning what's the real fucking meaning 
i should've seen this shit from the beggining 
blade in my hand get me fucked up
got a bottle full of rum and i'm drugged up 
pour the lean pour the vodka all in one cup 
slowly fading i'm breaking got no backup 

thearchived & casperrr:
that blade in my hand gets me fucked up
got a bottle full of rum and i'm drugged up
pour the lean, pour the vodka all in one cup
slowly fading, i'm breaking, got no backup
shut the fuck up, ain't that easy just to man up
slit my wrist while im laying in the bathtub
i survived another night, but i'on wanna
i never try to put the blame, but it's on her

blade in my hand

blade in my hand feat. casperrr (despairintoashes)

190 BPM
ONE PATTERN
FL STUDIO 11

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ZEROO 190

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uploaded it 1st

https://www.youtube.com/@wtfimcrying/videos

residential. - remember me (unreleased)

Lyrics

wishing on stars every night
cosmic the light from your eyes
it hurts so much when we say goodbye
But i know were better with time

and if i could hold you tonight
I know that id be alright
And Id know that im still alive

Id know that i

And if i
Could hold you tonight
Id be alright
id know im alive

and if i
Could hold you tonight
Id be alright 
know im alive

you’re best alone for the week
Cos i know you’re fed up with me
You say “its fine watchyu mean”
But i think your lying to me

And if i 
Could hold you tonight
id be alright
id know im still alive

Oh if i
Hold you tonight
Id be alright
id know im alive

alive (theoptimist)

Michael Cera - Clay Pigeons

lyrics:

i’m so sick of this
nausea takes the rest away
patient zero type
i can’t fall asleep at night
i feel like i live a life that’s short of time
i feel pain deep in my chest when i look you in eye

i feel the same inside
no way this coincides
i cut my heart into pieces and then i let em die
and it’s not safe for you
while i hold this point of view
i carve these letters into flesh
form words i can’t excuse 

i’m so sick of this
medicated every day
heart beats faster when she asks me for the serenade
like i could barely breathe
i can’t form a sentence babe
pills been lining up my stomach give my lungs a break 

i place my path askew 
i gave my life for you
i beg forgiveness god
why did i hide the truth
oh i’ll return to the maker 
no love will save her
when she forms the hatred anew

and you could give me
heartbreak aplenty
bone breaks respond to elements
i cast my fear aside
cause you never gave two fucks about how it fought me inside
cast your net wide, pray to hit the parasite in my mind 
and i’m not fine but i will just sit here and i’ll lie 
this pain cant be defined but you’ll still claim that your mine
yea this wind carries the conversation much farther than you can hold it

u_n_i

- ｇｕｅｓｓ ｉ'ｌｌ ｅｎｄｕｒｅ -
prod. kais
i love you guys<3 

lyrics:
where do i go from here
hm..
i miss my friends
im sick and insecure
hm..
guess i'll endure
guess things will never be how they were, no
and i'm not sure about anything anymore

i love you, i love you, i do
i'd hug you but my touch just goes right through
i told you, i told you i'm
gone, gone, gone.

where do i go from here
hm..
i miss my friends
im sick and insecure
hm..
guess i'll endure
guess things will never be how they were, nah
and i'm not sure about anything anymore

endure

lyrics
look at how you all change
looking at me all strange
run your mouth some more and imma show you how my grip range
such a fucking damn shame
none your friends don't know your name
used to light the blunts inside the coupe but now you all lame
pussy on some damn games
memories you don't claim
hope y'all find my body laying cold beneath the doorframe
imma do it my way
beamer on the highway
smokey tint and velvet seats be swerving through the workday

ecstasy switchblades
all of this built rage
autumn on Tuesday
winter on Thursday
drinking the worst days
smoking the good days
thinking the worst ways
sleeping gone get paid

40 oz bottles in the backset
we don't need a taxi
residential. tatted on her ass cheek
fucking on a nasty
oxy on a backstreet
you aint fucking with me unless I got you in the bed sheets

spread sheet 
dead sheets
phasing through the floor
haven't heard a word from that fucker since 4
if you didn't wanna show then learn how to hit ignore
guess I'll pour 2 cups for myself and your whore

bitch made
bitch made you aint winning
this my
this my new beginning
my blood
my blood I've been thinning
2 days
2 night I've been spinning

lame (santana)

hope u enjoy this one :)

prod: Noah Birch
mixed, mastered, written and recorded by me

LYRICS:
Don’t go without me
But you left, so suddenly
Control freak
Is all you see in me 

But I’m more
Just give me more
Let me show you
Just what I can do
Before you go

Replace
The memories I had of you, with someone else
Erase 
Every thought of you that I held
Can’t just let you waste inside my mind 
And I ain’t staying in tonight
Wash away the sins inside
Cover up what I try to hide
What’s the point of this shitty life
(Oh-oh)
Why do I still try to fight 
(No-oh)
Myself I’ll never find

(We haven’t talked and I think we should)

And I know it’s time to get my life in check
Get back to the way I once was before 
But I’m scared of what comes next
Staying clear of the edge, I’m afraid I might fall
And I know that you won’t catch me
You say you will, but you lie, ain’t there when I call

Control freak
(Freak, freak, freak)
Is all you see in me

But I’m more
Just give me more
Let me show you
Just what I can do
Before you go

Second to last song for the year, its been an awesome one thanks so much. have a good rest of 2023 loveu <#

control freak

@heylog @prod-oc 

they crowd around like sheep
i count them i can't sleep
and who can i believe
when they all watch me bleed

u used to be home but
now i don't know u no more
say you're gonna change
but now you're acting like a whore

how could you hurt someone
that u swear to still adore?
don't you call this love
when it's rotten to the core

they crowd around like sheep
what watches over me
and we've all been warned
what lurks within our core
now that we fell off i'll soon be away
hate how i walked cus my arms barely swayed
now that i'm gone i think you'll be okay
ur not who i wanna be with anyway
if anythings wrong the tone raised too quick
who do u think u are giving me lip
glad that i left while i could i'll say this
i'll feel bad for any guy u end up with
enable the moon picture on my phone
i wanna ignore, wanna be alone
i'm not sorry at all for leaving you
by far the best decision i could do

blade in my hand feat. casperrr (despairintoashes)

thearchived

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