mix/master by me 

prod. sorrow bringer

dont know dont know dont know dont know...
if im ever gonna find the right path
dont know which way to go

i been waiting around
i been waiting around

i been waiting around
i been waiting around 

i been contemplatin' which way to say this
i know the cost but i dont know how to pay it 
please stop playin with me 
cuz u know that i would 
give up everything
for just a little bit of room to breathe

lights they flicker as i lay on my bedroom floor
i dont know why tf i even try anymore
none of these ppl really love me
i was foolish to think theyd ever think anything of me
of course they fucking dont...

and i dont wanna wait until theres nothin' left
ima keep on runnin' until my last breath x2 

ohhhhhh

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waiting around [+sorrow bringer]

Cloak & Dagger (feat. Elijah Reiter)

Featuring @scoobisalright
Produced by @jolst, @dercept & @horoshavibes
Engineering, additional vocals by Horosha

LYRICS
Had a lot of dark days back then
I was in a dark place back when
You fell out of love with me
And fell in love with him instead

Like how does that work
Does he treat you better
Than me
Probably not
I should just forget her
All my friends keep telling me that I should just forget her

But I can't
I don't know how
I could ever let go
I'm an old soul
I need you to hold me down
Stuck inside a ghost town
Nothing ever goes down
Might as well go ghost now

(Going ghost)
Stuck inside a ghost town
Looking for a way out
(I can't find a way though I really fucking want to)
Nothing ever goes down
In this ghost town

(scøøb)
In this ghost town
I feel I finally let go
Of my old self
How I was so blinded by your cold stare
Tell me would you wait there

Wait for me
Forever and after
'Cause I can't hold back the memories that haunt me
Yeah I feel them running back when had our first kiss
Way way back then
Yeah I never thought it'd come to this

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Ghost Town w/ scøøb (Prod. Jolst, dercept & Horosha)

featuring @swiiif & @prodimmortal
produced by @prodimmortal
engineered by @marcdoesmusic
link to all services: https://ffm.to/mvobadluck

LYRICS:

(Immortal don't be playin' with 'em)

Fucked this up and I lost your trust
Won't back up cause it's just my luck
Lost that love when I lost your trust
And I can't back up cause it's all bad luck
And I lost my head when I let you go
And I can't go back cause I lost control
Fucked this up and I lost your trust
Fall back down cause it's all bad luck

I don't wanna fuck around no more
Feel so uncontrollable
Fuck me up and I can't let go
See your face everywhere I go
I don't wanna lie no more
I don't wanna cry no more
Call me toxic, yeah I know
I don't wanna feel like this no more
I feel like this every night
Wish you'd die within my mind
Still pretend that I'll be fine
Still can't get you out my mind

Fucked this up and I lost your trust
Won't back up cause it's just my luck
Lost that love when I lost your trust
And I can't back up cause it's all bad luck
And I lost my head when I let you go
And I can't go back cause I lost control
Fucked this up and I lost your trust
Fall back down cause it's all bad luck

I gave her lust,
I self-destruct
Not good enough,
I fuck things up (whoa)
You’re always the last thing on my mind
And I can’t take these sleepless nights
Searching for something that I can’t find
Demons chasing me inside
Wish I knew from time to time
You thought of me back by your side (yuh)

Fucked this up and I lost your trust
Won't back up cause it's just my luck
Lost that love when I lost your trust
And I can't back up cause it's all bad luck
And I lost my head when I let you go
And I can't go back cause I lost control
Fucked this up and I lost your trust
Fall back down cause it's all bad luck
(whoa, whoa)

©2022 TMM Entertainment

bad luck (feat. swiiif & immortal)

Produced by Cian
Engineered by @marcdoesmusic
link to all platforms: https://ffm.to/donthold

Lyrics:
(Cian)
(And we're running out of time to make this right,
I was hoping that we'd turn out just fine,
But I know that it's my fault every time, yeah)

Don't hold it against me when I say I'm empty
I just wanna hold you through the night
Every time you let go
I just wanna get close
I was hoping we'd be alright
And I said I'm fine but I know I never will be
Wish I could pretend we were living in a movie
Don't hold it against me
Don't hold it against me
Every time you leave I just feel so empty
Don't hold it against me

And you said it again
I think that you were right, yeah we were better as friends
Every time you storm out I try to pretend
That everything around me isn't crumbling again
Now I'm crying alone in my bedroom
And I wanna be lying beside you
But the only one lying here was you (you)
And I'm running out of time to make this right
I was hoping that we'd turn out just fine
But I know it's my fault every time (yeah)

Don't hold it against me when I say I'm empty
I just wanna hold you through the night
Every time you let go
I just wanna get close
I was hoping we'd be alright
And I said I'm fine but I know I never will be
Wish I could pretend we were living in a movie
Don't hold it against me
Don't hold it against me
Every time you leave I just feel so empty
Don't hold it against me 

©2022 TMM Entertainment

don't hold it against me (prod. cian)

lyric video/visual on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K7j4op3bYEM&ab_channel=ghosthands

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backseat

produced by me, coprod @tnvr555 

// lyrics 
what am i to do?
set aside
for you
there’s no time
i lose
what am i to do?

left me in the back room
sick of all the fighting everybody’s got eyes on you
i’m not one for violence can you see that i’m alive too
oh i’m alive too
(but not for long)
the body’s in the bedroom
you left me here bleeding but love don’t say i didn’t warn you
now i feel defeated and you’re leaving in a bad mood
don’t leave me in a bad mood
(cause i’m gone)

oooooooh
oh well
i'm alive too
i'm alive too
i'm alive too
i'm alive too
i'm alive too
i'm alive too
i'm alive too
i'm alive too.

left me in the back room
sick of all the fighting everybody’s got eyes on you
i’m not one for violence can you see that i’m alive too (can you see that i'm alive too)
oh i’m alive too
(but not for long)
the body’s in the bedroom
you left me here bleeding but love don’t say i didn’t warn you
now i feel defeated and you’re leaving in a bad mood (now you're leaving in a bad mood)
don’t leave me in a bad mood
(cause i’m gone)

i'm alive too
i'm alive too
i'm alive too
i'm alive too.

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oh well // i'm alive too

forget me when the summer ends

lyrics:
Was it just me
Cause’ I looked through the photos and  couldn’t remember a thing
Was it just you
Cause I swear I remember the way that your love would sting

And all along we always felt that way
And to be honest I was never made for you
You always promised you would keep me safe
When after all the only safety was the truth

Take it back
Turn my memories to ash
Set a fire to my past
And burn away
All the pieces that I had
Every breath I won’t get back
All the little things I’ve lost along the way

Is it just me
Or is something terribly wrong when I drift to sleep
Is it just you
Or do all of the walls in my room whisper to me

And all along I always felt that way
I always knew that you had never felt the same
I know it seemed like I was miles away
While you were laying right next to me

Take it back
Turn my memories to ash
Set a fire to my past
And burn away
All the pieces that I had
Every breath I won’t get back
All the little things I’ve lost along the way

Take it back
Turn my memories to ash
Set a fire to my past
And burn away

whisper

new single off my new album 'for better or worse' coming March 24th!!

production by the amazing @kingtheta

Lyrics:
(verse)
taking my time 
stuck in decline 
i been told to smell the roses 
but i can’t find them 
and i’m still hopin 
for all of this to get better in time 
if i turn a leaf would it change my mind?
cuz i’m feelin hopeless staring at the progress 

(pre-chorus)
i don’t want this but i still need this 

(hook)
like to think that it’s coming along but 
my feelings change and i’m so damn wrong (hey)
wanna say that i’ll fix my ways 
but if i do what will i be? 
this life is exhausting 
my problems they haunt me 
ill
give it another day 
drowning in all this weight
if you still wanna change 
make sure it’s steadily 

(verse)
shouldn’t this be easy?
but i’ve got a pocket full of reasons not to be free 
and it takes its toll 
trying to take my mind off of all the things 
that i can’t control 

(pre-chorus)
i’ve been faking my progress 
in hopes i can stop it 
i thought it’d be simple 
the truth is it’s not 
(yet i still)

(hook)
like to think that it’s coming along but 
my feelings change and i’m so damn wrong (hey)
wanna say that i’ll fix my ways 
but if i do what will i be? 
this life is exhausting 
my problems they haunt me 
ill
give it another day 
drowning in all this weight
if you still wanna change 
make sure it’s steadily 

make sure its steadily

steadily [prod. King Theta]

LYRICS:
Oh, so predictable
And oh, so sweet
Bit down on three points of molly
You were all over me
Oh, so predictable
Once love, now skin and bones
But they don't know
You're all alone tonight

And you've been the same since you were 16
I don't wanna talk, know you'll do it again
And I taste crushed pills when you kiss me
And I heard you on the phone with my best friend
Do you miss me? Tell me, do you miss me?
Cut up one more line when you're in town
Do you miss me? Tell me, do you miss me?
Do you fucking miss me at all?

Oh, so predictable
And oh, so sweet
Bit down on three points of molly
You were all over me
Oh, so predictable
Once love, now skin and bones
But they don't know
You're all alone tonight

You can ask if you wanna know
You told me to stay, I don't wanna go
Oh, hold on to
What I've got left of you (woah)
It's been too cold out to run around
But I'm just afraid I'll fuck it up somehow
I want you to fall hard and call on me
I'm somebody selfish that you don't need

Oh, so predictable
And oh, so sweet
Bit down on three points of molly
You were all over me
Oh, so predictable
Once love, now skin and bones
But they don't know
You're all alone tonight

w/ @vito2300 
prod. reesoo

loving you is self harm w/ VITO

-- lyrics --
I'm finna write another sad song
And it's all about you
How you pushed my buttons
And you got me so confused
How you left me down
Then you lied about the truth
Oh whoa oh...
What can I do?
Whoa oh,
Except brag about my shoes
Well yea,
12 hunnit on the Louis blues
Ou ouu
Yea, this song a little sad
But I'm flexing on it too

I wish I knew the truth I was never really warned
I bought you a crib and you left me in the storm
Now I’m on new shit and it feels like I’m reborn
New hottie wit a body here tryna make a porn
When we said goodbye that shit really left me torn
Grabbin at my side tryna pull this fucking thorn
Now I’m pulling out in a brand new fucking foreign 
I’m giving drip away that I never even worn, bitch...

I'm finna write another sad song
And it's all about you
How you pushed my buttons
And you got me so confused
How you left me down
Then you lied about the truth
Oh whoa oh...
What can I do?
Whoa oh,
Except brag about my shoes
Well yea,
12 hunnit on the Louis blues
Ou ouu
Yea, this song a little sad
But I'm flexing on it too

Now I stay awake at night
Hoping that I’ll be alright
Popped an E I’m takin flight
The way she did me wasn’t right
But I'm just gonna keep stepping on 
yea you gotta move forward
Girl don’t be calling we cut that cord
I got goals I’m workin toward
I ain’t worried bout what I can’t afford
I can make it rain won’t feel a drop
If I get sad I just go and shop
If like it I just cop 
Swing my dick around just hit 3 bops

I'm finna write another sad song
And it's all about you
How you pushed my buttons
And you got me so confused
How you left me down
Then you lied about the truth
Oh whoa oh...
What can I do?
Whoa oh,
Except brag about my shoes
Well yea,
12 hunnit on the Louis blues
Ou ouu
Yea, this song a little sad
But I'm flexing on it too

this song kinda sad

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this song kinda sad (prod by mantra)

Carlby is an alternative pop artist from the Midwest. Working alongside producer, @horoshavibes, his music is a blend of pop, emo rock and hip-hop.

Contact - carlbymusic.com/contact

Ghost Town w/ scøøb (Prod. Jolst, dercept & Horosha)

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