Name: shadow (feat. Gxthwxxd) (prod. cxrter x cloud) [EnviyonOnTheMix] by 🥀 cxrter 🖤
Duration: 1 min 56 s
Description: #emoplugg #emorap #altrap #emohiphop #guitar #juicewrld #lilpeep #depression #anxiety #emo #midwestemo #lofi #alternative

#emoplugg #emorap #altrap #emohiphop #guitar #juicewrld #lilpeep #depression #anxiety #emo #midwestemo #lofi #alternative

shadow (feat. Gxthwxxd) (prod. cxrter x cloud) [EnviyonOnTheMix]

prod. heyzbee & michael harrison

heyzbee: 

i’m so lost, i’ve lost my purpose
only sure that life’s not certain
just started that’s just the surface
i’ve become someone that’s worthless
i think i’ve become a burden
please tell me i have a purpose

i was spiraling in every direction
got to the point, i couldn’t finish a sentence
so far gone with all these pills i grew dependence
now i stare at the world as if it’s ending
i’m so lost i dunno what to do
keep on talking honestly it’s nothing new
everything that i said was true
but keep defending him even though you knew

dreaming that your innocent
but you are just as bad as him
i see your faking ignorance
so let’s just talk a little bit
you lied about the evidence
you said you say it as it is
yet here you are defending it
this scene disgusts me let it end

shine:

look for a light in the tunnel i found
if i creep real slow, i wont ever make a sound
but you ran from me
you never ended up home
cancelling
any friendship we owned
i cant stand to be
stepped on by a ho
but fuck it's great to be
sitting here alone

cus they treat me like a joke
they won't ever know..

heyzbee:

i was spiraling in every direction
got to the point, i couldn’t finish a sentence
so far gone with all these pills i grew dependence
now i stare at the world as if it’s ending
i’m so lost i dunno what to do
keep on talking honestly it’s nothing new
everything that i said was true
but keep defending him even though you knew

ilyl1ght:

(god)
tired of everything this aint the main attraction (no)
i'm sick of everyone butting into my business
i hear everything you say
nothing you do goes unseen
i just sit quiet and watch
how you talk effortlessly
ohhh
if i were to die today
i wonder what god would say
your dancin into the palm of my hand
your thinkin you can escape
your thinkin
think again

lost (feat. shine & ilyl1ght)

lyrics

im outside
i’m like where the hell you been
i’ll slide
wondering how the hell you been
are you alright
buckle up and put your head back
i’ll play you my new song
i hope that you like it

blunt something like my therapist start talking when i light it
i act like i don’t care about it but then i get to writing
just cuz i lost your spark don’t mean that i can’t reignite it
love you too much to leave so imma stay and try to fight it
love you too much to hurt you so i fuck around and lie
but i’m not tryna burden you from what’s burning me inside
it’s okay tho
it’s alright
baby i’m outside
baby where the hell you been can you tell me what’s on your mind

i ain’t see you in so long
but i promise i been working hard stack money on my phone
i don’t talk that much so i barf up words on top these songs
im quiet in the back of the party sipping white claw and patron
just stay with me for a few days help me figure out what the fuck i’m on
baby this big boy shit
i can’t rest im too grown
my back breaking and i can’t find my eyes cuz they too low
my demons like rubrics cube lately
id figure it out but i don’t know

blunt something like my therapist start talking when i light it
i act like i don’t care about it but then i get to writing
just cuz i lost your spark don’t mean that i can’t reignite it
love you too much to leave so imma stay and try to fight it
love you too much to hurt you so i fuck around and lie
but i’m not tryna burden you from what’s burning me inside
it’s okay tho
it’s alright
baby i’m outside
baby where the hell you been can you tell me what’s on your mind

she love me too much to remind me that this happens every time
u know i been having trouble staying inside the lines
a little swervy i been drinking every night
it’s like im celebrating not wanting to be alive
my body a temple i can’t turn into a shrine
can’t snuff my flame out before i even find the light
i don’t know how the hell i been am i alright
a couple drinks and autotune and call it a night

blunt something like my therapist start talking when i light it
i act like i don’t care about it but then i get to writing
just cuz i lost your spark don’t mean that i can’t reignite it
love you too much to leave so imma stay and try to fight it
love you too much to hurt you so i fuck around and lie
but i’m not tryna burden you from what’s burning me inside
it’s okay tho
it’s alright
baby i’m outside
baby where the hell you been can you tell me what’s on your mind

shrine (under the maple tree)

something real.

@bedroom_noise :P
i’m catching ur disease
ur begging for attention
you wont get any from me

put your face down while you bleed
stop running round in circles
and get back to your lead

i get angry and nauscious when you speak
i think it’s time to end it
you really look demented

you can’t reach out to me
cus i can’t talk to you
i couldn’t even talk to you

you’re twisting all my words
now i’m still useless
im climbing up your walls
watch me abuse this
you barley let me in
well i’m out
so pathetic and loud
act ur age and spit it out
don’t pretend u don’t know
who i’m talking about

don’t wanna talk to you now
your spit on my tongue, i’m leaking sludge from my mouth
i pick up the bottle and wash the thought of you down
sweat is pouring out my face, i’m doing fine though
i’m great, yeah i’m great

i turn to the door and then all of a sudden you’re better at listening now
i shovel you out of the dirt that you live in, the walls pushing mold through the house
i’m tired of holding you down
it’s crazy you feel bad now
i’m holding out for your honesty
but i cannot tell what you want from me

yeah i’m cold, but is this not what you wanted?
i watched you raise your knife and turn my back into target
maybe i’m exhausted, i don’t have the time to sit around and wait for you to tell me something i’ve already figured out

i could write a book about our memories
401 pages of us but now you’re dead to me
i’ll cover it in dust and hope inside that it is damaging
thought u were someone to trust
but my secrets are vanishing

pathetic (ft. bedroom noise) [prod.gxm]

if the bass drop in the house yk its a cleanse
ima keep make shiftin these melodies up in my head

dont wait up for me i wont know advance
if im ever gonna wanna leave or im in a transe
i wanna get out my bed but part of me saying i cant
its been cold start but im gettin up off the bench 
feel like they trick shottin my heart off of the ledge
so i try to get up but then they do it again
thought that felt much better
then i felt the cold hard floor on my skin
i always said it dont matter
and now i been takin back all that i said
i went out cruisin after 
just to go clear out the thoughts in my head
but i wont ever get no rest yea i wont ever go to bed fr
i just lay there and i think
april never come soon enough when im 21 im finna drink
thats what THEY think
when i found out thats how i really feel
i sink down and swallow all my fear

yea at the lake side in the village out by the pier
somehow worried still im lookin at my rear view
i thought my intentions were always clear
ill have a fencin match with all my tears
i know theres so much gaps in all my years
but all i ask is that you keep me near
and if you dont think thats just how i really feel
well then im sorry but i tried while i was here

what they think (neverforever)

Isolation - by Sleepwater & Speedlmt
Metal / Rock Cover by Vails (prod. iOF)
RIP to this talented legend, I do not own rights to this song just merely a cover and appreciation of this masterpiece.

Original:

https://on.soundcloud.com/Yf5RkacS32JnCNKD6

lyrics:
before i found u i was going through hell oh do you miss me im still going through hell i still cant even tell what its like to be me she doesent miss me she doesent miss me
i vanish i go into hibernation crucify me its isolation no one will find me lost in the pine trees walk right by me hallucinations i vanish i go into hibernation crucify me its isolation no one will find me lost in the pine trees walk right by me hallucinations
she my bandage
walking through the forest empty handed blood on my screen with dirt on my shoes where have you been i sorta miss you well no defiently do im shaking in my room i really hate this house im shaking in my room i need a way out im shaking in my room im shaking in my room shaking in my room

#metal #rock #heavymetal #music #metalhead #deathmetal #metalmusic #guitar #blackmetal #metalcore #thrashmetal #punk #hardrock #metalband #rocknroll #guitarist #goth #band #s #livemusic #art #vails #alternative #concert #rockmusic #hardcore #deathcore #numetal #live #sleepwater

Isolation (sleepwater cover)

fun little song with @mistralbtw <3

(me)
i'm getting slowed by this mess of things
i don't even know what she wants to see
i guess i was wrong, she's ahead of me
just another dead end
and a toast on me

(mistral)
one call away
thats all that it takes now
she eats at me
my vertebrae break down
live by the words
that you used to spit out
reminisce times
when we hadn't went south

haven't changed a bit in the last few years
still wear all my sewerperson and my creature merch
just need to know if
i'm to you what
you're to me
still hear the words
u said to me back
then they're burned into my brain
just as it happened
still have the same friends
that u lost
i'd rather stay all by myself

(me)
i'm getting slowed by this mess of things
i don't even know what she wants to see
i guess i was wrong, she's ahead of me
just another dead end
and a toast on me

dead end +mistral (dead spyro)

[he4vy] 

 i didnt think that this would happen 
never thought id feel this small
living like a broken shell could you imagine
living like youve never lived at all
and the vices giving me all the distraction 
but it doesnt really help my cause 
swear to god that it feels like im doin back bends
know theyre waiting just to see me fall

pick yourself up off the pavement 
i can tell youre always anxious
if youd give it all youve got kid
i can tell youll be famous
i dont think that i can take this
giving face when faceless
never gonna feel alive
im burnt out like a flamed wick

they dont like the way im living lately 
i know its not healthy 
you say you hate the way im so addicted
god damnit fucking help me
always doing the most
never been one to cope
know its only gets worse
ill pay my dues to a rope
bite my tongue til i choke 
im scared of being alone
can you all just let me go

[halfhearted]

live the same day, again and again
got me looking for the meaning
i keep turning on my only friends
but i hope they know i need them
tried to break a habit but its too late
now i wake up in the morning with these cold shakes 
take a shot to help me ease the migraine 
take a trip and finally leave my hkme staye

never coming back
told u id be better
no need to be sad
no need for the letter 
i was scared that youre broke in two
thats why i never reach out too

hate the way im living
its true
and i know that it drives u crazy
when im stuck inaide my room
in shock
when i think abt you
no other soul that id rather run to
so have space if that what you need
but come back to me x2

let me go ft. halfhearted (king theta)

prod Michael Harrison :)

i promise, i had on the tip of my tongue
these things never really work, thats just my luck
why are all my friendships just falling apart 
cant ignore i know the reason, its just not what i want

im so frustrated 
lost all my patience 
we dont talk alot im sorry 
know that i dont say this enough
just know ur in my thoughts
promise to keep in touch
maybe i
maybe i think too much

in touch

lyrics ⬇️ 

eyes on the barrel of rifles that are aiming at me just for fun
never know why they think its so delightful 
to make me wanna run
its not one on one
yea they start to gang up on me as a stunt
but thats not enough i do what i want
and ima keep doing it until im gone

yea u cant be lookin for me
hand up but i wont stay to freeze
angels gon take ahold of me
dangerous but my hands stull clean

in a limousine i blacked out like the tint that on the window
got no memories of anything that happened on the dark roads
i was all alone how was it i woke up in a cemetery 
i dont know i guess that ill hope that they remember me

i dont need a therapist
rather talk about it on my own
its theraputic when i tell em i dont wanna go
ill stay at home and practice all the things i wanna grow
then ill lay low until i master something i can show

and you could mean that or you couldn’t 
yea this could be a rat trap you could be a villain 
And i cnanot have that 
i guess ill be wishin
wishin for the right one 
one day ill be given
one day ill be chillin
staring at the ceilin
ill wait until my heart drop
wait until i feel it
whyd u have to steal it
i just want a second to myself to feel completed
But now im only greivin

lie for

Chicagoland Producer 💜🖤🩶🤍 | 20 | 🧠♾️
(prod.) credits: @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell @autumndropsdead

shadow (feat. Gxthwxxd) (prod. cxrter x cloud) [EnviyonOnTheMix]

🥀 cxrter 🖤

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