COMPLICATED AND ZIMpLE

lyrics:

Hey (Water splash)
It's a spark, yeah

You think it's funny
It's not really funny
As soon as welcome to your spot
Tell me it's money
You don't got no money
This shit is just not like you thought
I'm not a goofy,no
I'm not a dummy
I [?] smoking some pot
They think it's funny
Then bring it upon me
Now tell me the truths that you got

Say they won't get me
I know they won't get me
Until you the one getting got
Look at the plot
I got some people that equal like two joints the size of your sock
I won't come-I won't come get you
I get to the venue, we pull up [?]
And leave in the sport
Even I type in a tie
Show me what come with the watch? yeah

In my clothes
I'm gone sippin' more shit
As I've shown
I get what you want
And for you I would go
Ask me what I'm smokin'
'cause there's no, try your luck and you get smoked
All this shit is...
Ooh

Drop it all
Then I'm coming back
Weed fuckin' up my cardiac
Killin' shit like the Zodiac
I'm not talkin' to sweeten it
I been rackin' in green again
Boutta turn into a fiend again
Ask me questions while I'm in the bed
Ion talk when I hit the back

You've got me moving slow
What you know
'Bout the lowest of the lows
I done fuck but I might ghost
Got a new phone I can't call you back

Talkin' on a bean, gon' get you slapped
Sippin' on lean, Ion drink no Jack
Look at that screen when I spit these facts
Like, 1, 2, 3, shit easy

You think it's funny
It's not really funny
As soon as we come to your spot (no it's not)
Tell me it's money
Don't got no money
This shit is just not like you thought
I'm not a goofy, no
I'm not a dummy
I [?] smokin' some pot
They think it's funny
Then bring it upon me
Now tell me the truths that you got, yeah

Say they won't get me
I know they won't get me
Until you the one getting got
Look at the plot
I got some people that equal like two joints the size of your sock (Damn)
I won't come-I won't come get you
I get to the venue, we pull up [?]
And leave in the sport
Even I type in a tie
Show me what come with the watch yeah

Dont Say That! (prod. Scottysplash)

produced by xona 

@heylog

-lyrics-
I wanna run but I can’t deny
feelin dread to our trust and I cry
and I would get everything for you
she loves him but I’m just that fool
I wanted us back, you didn’t want that
I’m pleading with this pain I held
and now I fall back
all on my prozac’s
and I just hope that I get your help

and now I’m washed up all alone
the little essence that you left long ago
the flowers wilt down to my floor
push me down like I’m nothing more

and I don’t wish the best for you
you wanted healing but I was see through
you wanted blood, now you got it on view
many voices telling me on what I knew
there’s reflections that portray all of us 
you’re sick of me and the things that I love 
I won’t forget what it meant for us
these 6 letters that stuck like a drug

stab me again i won't feel a thing
hold me down this some sentencing
taking my bliss, more apologies
i don't like this, just don't talk to me
wasting away i'm never calling you back
i'm stuck with memories i won't forget
with all this weight i carry on my back
you did this to me and i will never forgive

you
oh
i hate 
you
with
every little gut in my body

WALKING UP TO HEAVEN I CANNOT BELIEVE I'M HERE
BUT WHY AM I STILL RUNNING FROM THIS NEVER ENDING FEAR
I'M SHIFTING THROUGH LANES WHILE UR STILL STUCK IN 2ND GEAR
SURPRISING EVERYONE LIKE 2 HEADLIGHTS ON A DEER
WASTING AWAY I'M NEVER CALLING YOU BACK
I'M STUCK WITH MEMORIES I WON'T FORGET
(forget)
WITH ALL THIS WEIGHT I CARRY ON MY BACK 
YOU DID THIS TO ME AND I HATE YOU FOR THAT

you
oh
i hate you
with
every little gut in my body

i wont forget

spotify

i won't forget w/ heylog

eos (ft. heylog)

prod logan

lyrics:
fall slowly
all the debt it cost me
run, charge me
oh the pains so lovely
burn to ash
watch all unfold
safe before i crash
u were too hard to hold

it was too hard to hold
i had to let go
why won't the problems stay away
i swear this shits just getting old

fall slowly
all the debt it cost me
run, charge me
oh the pains so lovely
ur wasting so much time
but it's all apart of your plan
throw my soul in fire
as u wash me off your hands

so lovely

produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

w @heylog
produced by sleepwater and leftquiet

lyrics:
ive been to heaven hell and she wanted it
she wanna ham my neck till im on it
switching positions i feel like im in night time
i don't feel the sun no more i dont like sunshine
quicker my heart declines
more that i find myself
shut my windows and blinds
more that i hate myself
i dislike everything
but dislike you the most
my lifes full of sin
cos i dont know where to go

stood outside im seeing flies
im outside you know my time
wait for this im on a climb
fuck my psyche its pain until i die
gaining more likes am i doing something right
its gone up in spikes have i gone up in my life
maybe you should listen to me once in a while
surely you would be different if you werent in denial
EVERY THOUGHT SHES EVER HAD STARTS TO FUCKING PILE
OH I WISH I NEVER HAD SHES FUCKING VILE
depression getting really bad you can crack a smile
you can barely leave your bed stop acting like a child
how did you get rid of your sweat did you run it off
do something w ur life and make it worthwile

heylog:
she's so psychotic, i knew when i saw
speaking so toxic ur just like ur mom
everything i do she gets really pissed
so why does it feel like it's always my fault
god ur chaotic, quit starting a fight
i ain't one to argue, it's a waste of time
she purposely trying to spark up a flame
and now all of this is getting out of line
oh baby
ur so cold
ur making this easy
give more
oh baby
we're off course
she said she want more she said she want more
innocence
don't exist
she'll find ways to get your head
she's offended again
exaggerate things i say
oh my dear
you're in fear
block it out with a few beers
everyone she's ever cursed is in a pile
everyone she's ever hurt calls her vile
and everyone she's done the worst gets away
am i the only one who's learned from her pain
now the whole place burnt down
and i can see it in her eyes she's happy
i hope you know u look like a clown
cus only you would act a little trashy

𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘺 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨

pile w/heylog

ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW
original song: https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/shotgun-sheela-eric-godlow
listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zd7TMRBbWdw
cover by : twitter.com/sleepgangjp

lyrics:
shotgun sheela made no new friends
and the new town folk dont take to well
to her late night runs got two gold guns
gonna take my soul throw me down that well
she said i dont care for a no good cheat
so she shot him down in the middle of the street
got a death wish if u coming at me
and she put a full clip in between his teeth

so hold my light in the long wheat field
i could smell flesh rot over that hill
shotgun sheela might have got to brave
dragging penny blood trails to her broke down base
i take my foot to her rust brown gate
put my 38 special to her pale white face
any last words fore i see her brain
and she looked my way and began to sing

ohhhhh
ohhhhh

i know now why they dont get close
we should all be fine if we play our roles
in a 5 man team with a firearm each
wanna see her pay i wanna see her bleed
wait inside till i give my sound
then we light her up and we shoot her down
in a voice too loud under sweat caked brows
if we play our parts itll all work out

some men speak of a black eyed beast
in the shape of a woman living way out east
where the grass dont grow so the cows dont eat
and birds too big and they dont have beaks
and the men that sleep well they dont have dreams
cause the men that sleep do it six feet deep
in a shade born land even god cant see
so the folks dont pray and the priest dont some men speak of a black eyed beast
in the shape of a woman living way out east
where the grass dont grow so the cows dont eat
and birds too big and they dont have beaks
and the men that sleep well they dont have dreams
cause the men that sleep do it six feet deep
in a shade born land even god cant see
so the folks dont pray and the priest dont preach

ohhhhh
ohhhhh
ohhhhh
ohhhhh

shot gun sheela made no new friends
and the new town folk dont take to well
to her late night runs got two gold guns
gonna take my soul throw me down that well
she said i dont care for a no good cheat
so she shot him down in the middle of the street
got a death wish if u coming at me
and she put a full clip in between his teeth

some men speak of a black eyed beast
in the shape of a woman living way out east
where the grass dont grow so the cows dont eat
and birds too big and they dont have beaks
and the men that sleep well they dont have dreams
cause the men that sleep do it six feet deep
in a shade born land even god cant see
so the folks dont pray and the priest dont preach
he said i know now why they dont get close
we should all be fine if we play our roles
in a 5 man team with a firearm each
wanna see her pay i wanna see her bleed
wait inside till i give my sound
then we light her up and we shoot her down
in a voice too loud under sweat caked brows
if we play our parts itll all work out

sewerperson x eric godlow - shotgun sheela (wstdtime remix)

An intro + EP teaser for anxious in anticipation
the ep aims to be a collection of lofi songs i've made, including "plz (skyp)", and "fomo (autrioly)"

lyrics

anxious in anticipation

it just doesnt make sense
i feel like im alone in this again

everytime i break out
i fall right back in

and i dont think im gonna make it
i feel myself
spiralling
im spiralling

anxious in anticipation (poppy ozu)

ADHD

produced by heylog

lyrics:
fiending
oh you're always fiending
for something to catch a feeling
no, you don't take it easy
you're grieving
deleting
cause ur not receiving 
the guy who gives you meaning
it just ends up depleting
you need me

my hair is getting longer and mom says i need to cut it off
today i'm gonna pull it back or maybe i should let it fall
or maybe i should let it fall

my hair is getting longer and mom says i need to cut it off
today i'm gonna pull it back or maybe i should let it fall
i'm looking at the pane and see a kid i don't recognize at all
you think i'm in a crisis but this is my life inside a ball
but i am not the one to be crying over some bullsh-
i'm trying to be a man for a girl who is the purist
and i believe that's only achieved through work and purpose
but at the very end of the day it'll be worth it
so what'd you say you come tag along to a journey
i'll be your protector, you won't have to worry
will you believe in me if i focus and try
i'll do what it takes to give you a better life

i assume your brain still has developing to do
no one cares about my feelings and neither do you
only difference i don't post them, you fiend off replies
absorbing it like energy to mentally survive
you're fiending
oh you're always fiending
for something to catch a feeling
no, you don't take it easy
you're grieving
deleting
because you're not receiving
the guy who gives you meaning
it just ends up depleting
you need me
the letters i would write
could form into a book
when turning every page
seem to be overlooked
so when you read the words
imagine you are me
tearing paper
and grinding your teeth

oh i was always there
too bad i ain't here
go cry, well life ain't fair
it's not like i don't care
but oh my, i'm bad at saying no
but i don't wanna be a problem if i'm holding on
oh my, now you wanna complain
baby i'm not gonna put up with that for very long
for long

teeth II

prod logan

lyrics:
wait here for a minute
i'll be back in a moment
tie me to a rope
pull it back, cut me open
everything we did together
(god)
likes to haunt me
i take it with a grain of salt and everything you taught me
in the end i'm still a human but you hate that
cause you put me in a bottle when u face back
and i remember we were tight but i don't trace back
so ima move on with my life and never think "past"
cause i don't wanna get caught up in flames i've been in before
i see my problems and delete like i just been through a war
and i got 24 hours and 7 days filled with bored
but when someone asks me to hang i don't have time to afford
and by that i mean i just wanna hangout by myself
& i'm sorry but i'd rather work on music n melt
cause oh my god this heat has got me sweating hotter than hell
i haven't showered for a while and i'm starting to smell
now i look into the mirror, sensing anger in me
i wanna smash it into pieces, i don't wanna be weak
i wanna get me out this town and move somewhere overseas
i'm tryna get me to the top but i'm progressing with ease
and the last thing ima do is hang my head and give up
i think they're praying me to fall but so far they're outta luck
cause i continue steady work while they're hungover as f-
and on the weekends i be staying home cause it's just as fun

again

guitar played by @user-374890447

lyrics:
what do you know about this
what do you know about this
oh what do you know about this
I'm sick of saying that I'm okay

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
im sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone

say what u done to me
you open me gave me misery
you blow out the candle as i set it alight
fate wasn't kind to me
your over me were history
into someone else
erases every part of me

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i prey it don't
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone

anxiety

produced by heylog

lyrics:
no one
no faith
spacing
as i lie awake
when i see you then
i promise i won't leave again
woke up in terror, i'm feeling confused
cover my mouth as i just heard the news
how can it be?
how can it be true?
why god, do you take the things i love most
why's it the people who feel like a home
holding back tears
until i let go
facing
toward green
outside, you're all i see
i miss your praise
no matter what, you'd always stay
with me
i need to ease on the brakes
i feel my heart in my chest
i can't control cause it aches
and no one's feeling their best
and i'm not taking it light
you felt like my only friend
who'd be with me through the night
and be with me till the end
and i have so much to say
but at the same time i don't
all of it hurts in a way
that i can't even control
it comes and goes in a wave
and everytime it's unknown
and none of this is okay
i'd rather break every-
following footprints and trails
sunlight shines right through the trees
see beauty in each detail
please say that you're just hiding
no one
no faith
spacing
as i light awake
when i see u then
i promise i won't leave again
facing
toward green
outside, ur all i see
i miss you a lot
one of a kind
and filled with love

footprints & trails

produced by heylog

lyrics:
baby i am goin
goin goin
i'm goin
know it know it know it
just know it
goin goin goin
i'm goin
know it know it know it
just know it
(2x)

i no longer am vacant
thank the lord i made it out alive
i was never complacent
but i heard i was sticking in your mind
even if that wasn't true
ain't nobody stoppin you
split my brain in half, in two
i hate that i gotta leave you

baby i am goin
goin goin
i'm goin
know it know it know it
just know it
goin goin goin
i'm goin
know it know it know it
just know it
(2x)

bullseye

Hey lil jojo¿

@sewerperson
chorus:
don't hold your blade to my neck 
hold me hostage instead 
I can't render the pain 
I think my life is a stain 
put the gun to my head 
leave me to die in my bed 
must be something I said 
why are u stuck in my head 

hook:
violence and crime im pretty sure I wanna die tonight 
privacy I try to give but I'm the one that's suffering 
I swear I've had enough of it


sewerperson:

alright
alright
alright ya
baby im faded where are u at i couldnt find ya
blood in my eyes when i cry 
i stepped out my window just to fly i couldnt believe my eyes
i wake up inside a sweat just right before i die
i could deal with phases but it happens every night
im so sick and tired of yelling i dont wanna fight
ill take my chances with these omens  just to make it right

chorus / hook repeat

suffering

suffering w/ sewerperson (prod. athan.kaz)

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

xona

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