tysm for listening :D
@makemeapromise @pw4prez

\\ lyrics //
I just woke up I don’t want to do this not again
I think I’ll choke up don’t know when this will end
Just leave me alone
Cause I know how this ends
I just want to go
I know that you’re not my friend

I don’t like it when you’re near me
You were never kind
This is all getting clear to me
Every time I’m near you make me weary
Yeah you never treated me sincerely

I don’t want to lose myself
My mind is numb and I can’t feel a thing
Don’t ask me to come
You know I’m not dumb
I won’t succumb
I won’t let you see me

I just want to throw it all away
Throw it all away
I won’t fall today
When you look my way
When you look my way

You never look at me kindly
I don’t want to see you beside me
And if you see me don’t mind me
I know that you never really liked me

pls don't come near me

pls don't come near me (surgeon + sochi)

hi guys im in college now thx for the support on the recent songs :>
//
lyrics:

looking in your eyes all i see is the same thing
i dont want to try, i got nothing to bring
i see you looking now, i wish i could
i never understood whats behind your eyes
i look around, all i feel is doubt
dont know where to go, i dont even know
every day i feel the same
i know theres something wrong but i dont know what to blame

i ran away
ur in my head
i dont know when
i cut the thread
left you on read
was so confused
i felt so used
i just needed some time

you took all i said as a lie
you wouldnt ever just tell me why
you wouldnt talk so i did the same
everything before we did was in vain

i cant look behind
theres nothing left to find
its not helping me
everything i see
you were scaring me
it was wearing me
it was wearing me down

looking in your eyes all i see is the same thing
i dont want to try, i got nothing to bring
i see you looking now, i wish i could
i never understood whats behind your eyes
i look around, all i feel is doubt
dont know where to go, i dont even know
every day i feel the same
i know theres something wrong but i dont know what to blame

your eyes

your eyes (shatter3d)

love my homies from @seraphimcollective and @souls0ciety i would never be where I am now without everyone <3

first self-prod drop i hope u guys like it TYSM FOR LISTENING
//
lyrics:

cant erase what’s left behind
but i try to run and hide
and I’m trying hard not to cry
i just want to make this right

it’s getting harder 
cant do this
broken martyr
break me to bits
just save me out of this hell
i don’t got anybody else

stay until i die
all i pray is a lie
now i wonder how
can i do this now 
can you just show me the way

i hope this time that you’ll stay
please don’t leave and run away
it’s so painful
fallen angel
i just pray I’ll make it through the night

fallen angel

fallen angel (me)

prod @m2monroe and @m2iden
//
back home for winter break :) i wrote the lyrics for this months ago but finally I am able to do the vocals now that im home
as always thank you so much for listening 

lyrics:

i know i made mistakes
i know i deserve your hate
i let go and you had your way
now i cant stop thinking every day

im still staring, never changing
ive been waiting, barely sustaining
but still im too selfish to lose you
ur the other half of my two

every promise
broken to small bits
we were never honest
we were never honest

after everything that we've been through
i just dont know what to do
i dont know you anymore
all of this is just too, much
i know that ive had, enough

i dont know now
will we break down
i dont know how
will we make it out
what we built is gone
now we wilt withdrawn
shattered will we're done

now we wont last for long
we were too weak we cant string ourselves along

im still staring, never changing
ive been waiting, barely sustaining
but still im too selfish to lose you
ur the other half of my two

every promise
broken to small bits
we were never honest
we were never honest

(all of this is just too, much)
(i know that ive had, enough)

we were never honest

we were never honest (monroe + maiden)

something different with @counterxo :) prod @prodarisu 
tysm as always for listening it means a lot fr

(me)
fall, im so cold
you dont care at all
left me on my own
oh its so hard
its killing my heart

why dont you just please stop using me like a pawn
you know im not your prop
every time i try to drop everything and move on
something always comes up

i need something comforting
a break from this
the suffering
you take, i give
im left hurting
mistake, forgive
forget, relive again

the cycle repeats it wont end
one day we're foe and one we're friend
you pretend it feels so real
we move on but i dont heal

(counter)
got some things to say to get it out the way
feelings in the diary to keep them out my brain
stuck inside my room i might start to go insane
i lost everything i knew except your name
and i don’t wanna turn back around
don’t wanna save a heart when you’d rather let me drown
i used to feel secure, i’m not feeling that way now
i tried to lift us up, but you dug back down
i’ve thought that the answer was inside myself
i know it’s hard but girl i wish you well
wish i thought of this before i fell

(me)
i need something comforting
a break from this
the suffering
you take, i give
im left hurting
mistake, forgive
forget, relive again

the cycle repeats it wont end
one day we're foe and one we're friend
you pretend it feels so real
we move on but i dont heal

something comforting

something comforting w/ counter (arisu)

hi
prod @makemeapromise and @kyoakyo
//
lyrics:

its the same thing
i cant stop why wont this end
no matter how hard i try to pretend
im so sick i cant do this again
now my scars show where i have been
looks like i cant do this anymore
im shaking down further to my core
it feels like i cant ever look ahead
now everything starts to get to my head

its all in my head
i cant ever look ahead
and its starting to catch up with me
i just hope that ill make it

think ill fall
yeah im losing it
lose it all
i dont care what happens now
i watch as the sky blackens out
my vision blurs and i start to pass out

theres been too much weight on me
and i cant find the key
ill fall like debris
ive been feeling so trapped and i cant ever flee
can you just let me be
you cant ever save me

its the same thing
i cant stop why wont this end
no matter how hard i try to pretend
im so sick i cant do this again
now my scars show where i have been
looks like i cant do this anymore
im shaking down further to my core
it feels like i cant ever look ahead
now everything starts to get to my head

look at my scars
look at my scars
look at my scars

scars

scars (kyoa + surgeon)

tysm for still listening to my music university has made it really hard to make anything even though I want to make more
w/ @o2solus
//
lyrics:

(me)
Reminiscing in my head
Of things you used to say
Yeah everything you said
I just dont know why you would tell me so many lies
It makes it so hard to look in your eyes
Instead i try to look ahead
Im trying not to cry
When you say you want me dead
I dont got anything left
Anything left

And i dont know why you went behind my back once again
I just feel like i dont know what else you want me to do
I just dont know what i even mean to you
I tried too hard to make it right, i cant no more
Its just too much for me and i cant move on
Ive been thinking too much, i cant get through it all

(o2solus)
What u say, it means nothing,
I don't want to let u go yet, but I know I have to now, cuz I don't know, what I mean to u,
I've lost control,
So I won't see the end, of it all
Of it all
so I won't see the end, of it all
Of it all
Of it all
I don't want to leave

(me)
Reminiscing in my head
Of things you used to say
Yeah everything you said
I just dont know why you would tell me so many lies
It makes it so hard to look in your eyes
Instead i try to look ahead
Im trying not to cry
When you say you want me dead
I dont got anything left
Anything left

And i dont know why you went behind my back once again
I just feel like i dont know what else you want me to do
I just dont know what i even mean to you
I tried too hard to make it right, i cant no more
Its just too much for me and i cant move on
Ive been thinking too much, i cant get through it all

overwhelmed

overwhelmed + o2solus (me)

feels so good to be back i missed this
prod me and @makemeapromise featuring @remiliaxd

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

@remiliaxd :

i can't hear you calling
why can't i stop myself from falling down
idk what's left tonight
beware my love, don't hold me tight

let it go
so alone
lost control
but i don't know where to go
oh, but i don't know where to go
gotta find another light, gotta find you love

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

spiraling + remilia (me + surgeon)

a mental image
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a conclusion <3

lyrics:

dissociation, im disconnected
no sensation, i feel rejected
the situation, never expected
communication, its all neglected

now i dont know what to do
you make it so hard to choose
im tripping over my own shoe
when you talk to me i refuse to respond at all

ill just sit here on my own
(yeah ill never leave this place)
even if i want to go
("who am i even anyway?")
if i cant tell who i am anymore
i dont know how long i can this for

all my memories
are passing before me
its getting hard to see
when my visions so blurry

yeah im feeling insane
yeah im feeling in pain
yeah i feel it in my brain
living in this rain

waiting for all this to end
so done with this reality bend
tell me what i need to comprehend
please catch me before i descend

dissociation, im disconnected
no sensation, i feel rejected
the situation, never expected
communication, its all neglected

-where am i?-
-who am i?-
-you're you-

im staring at a piece of what i used to be
im waiting for something to give me relief
but its not gonna change anything if i cant even think

reach for the sky
-im reaching as high as i can-
"ill be alright"
-when i go back to where i began-
feel like ill die if it dont get time to heal

-is this all even real-

is this all even real
i cant tell
is this all even real

dissociation (me)

tysm for listening to my music <3 sound clips from your lie in april
prod @prod_promise

lyrics:

if u want
i can lie
i need you here
by my side
i dont want to cry
im looking in your eyes
in your eyes

i can see your shadow
its been following me everywhere i go
i dont want it to leave now
im too attached i dont want to be on my own

i cant wait
let me see your face
something i cant ever hate, oh
i could never bear the weight of
thinking of someone in place of you 

"You're a weird guy. You know that friend A?"

ur in my head i cant talk anymore
sitting in my bed i cant open the door
i just really wanna be yours

i know i make it hard sometimes
and i might not be the best choice for you
but please ill do it all for you
i guess thats the best that i could do

"You've given me more than I could ever repay. But still, isn't there anything I can do for you?"

i still cant forget
every time that ur upset
i just feel that im not ready yet
i dont want to lose what we have
i cant forget

cant you tell?

i need you here
by my side
i dont want to cry
im looking in your eyes
in your eyes

i need you here, by my side

i need you here, by my side (promise)

prod me + @prod_promise

lyrics:

i should have known
(i should have known)
i should have known oh oh
that it would be this way

i should have known
that it was like that
all these words
i cant take back
everything that i did just falls flat
oh, oh
and i know that its over
left below with no closure
let me go i dont want to get closer

oh, oh
convalesce as i am gone
oh, oh
let me rest its what I want

oh i know ill miss it
i know ill miss the times we had
in my head i revisit every moment

-give me a second-

i dont want to talk, talk at all
anything you say i dont hear at all
in every single way you leave me in doubt
so i dont want to try that again
is it such a crime for this to end
we never should have been more than friends
lets not pretend

i should have known
(i should have known)
i should have known oh oh
that it would be this way

i should have known
that it was like that
all these words
i cant take back
everything that i did just falls flat
oh, oh
and i know that its over
left below with no closure
let me go i dont want to get closer

i dont want to get closer
i dont want to get closer

closer

closer (me + promise)

w/ @rit_hk prod @benjithemachine @m2monroe

mix+master @m2monroe <3

i cant go on

i cant go on w/ rit (monroe + benjithemachine)

a mental image
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@hartfxlt @m2monroe

lyrics:

again, im losing you
and im sorry for what i do
im just trying to make it through

(to a place where i could erase it all)

racing, i feel my heart racing
all my thoughts are chasing
another way to face them
im gazing at my reflection
without a sense of direction
theres no point of inflection
follows false affection
so nothing will ever change

ive seen enough
ive seen enough

(there’s no way to wind it back, though I try
remember what u said, I look dead, it’s alright
heart pound out my chest see your eyes
for you put it all on the line)
bet on fate just waiting here
the uncertainty is the only thing that’s clear
I’ll wait for your hand another year
don’t you turn from me 
when you know I need you here

don’t tell me it’s wasted
starry skies what I see your face in
cut ties why would you erase it 
your eyes got my heart racing

still i feel this way
its something i cant change
was all of this a stage
cause i cant tell
im staring back
at this void in my head
this choice is life or death

so my heart keeps racing

again im losing you
im losing you

heart racing

heart racing w/ hartfxlt (me + monroe)

I feel like i havent made a meaningful song in a while but i think i finally got it here. I hope yall can tell i rlly tried on this song. There's lots more to come I have some really really good stuff thats gonna be dropping later this year <3

prod @m2monroe and @prod_promise they some bros frfr

i dont know what to say
i just want to get away
its been a while since ive had a break from all of this

its been a while since i lost it all
see my smile
cant you tell at all?
autophile, just leave me alone
i like the solitude when im on my own

heart still, stone cold
ive built a city of fool's gold
this guilt, it still has a hold
a hold of me

pen and quill
another test of will
lets just take it from the top one more time
one more page to fill
i dont know what to write
just more time to kill
instead of sitting still

one more step, cant accept
so we're back at the start
i cant talk, not at all
it wont make it out my heart
i still remember the times
when this wasnt such a struggle and fight

just leave me here
i dont want to move
please dont come near
im in my solitude

i dont know what to say
i just want to get away
its been a while since ive had a break from all of this

its been a while since i lost it all
see my smile
cant you tell at all?
autophile, just leave me alone
i like the solitude when im on my own

its been a while since i lost it all
see my smile
cant you tell at all?
autophile, just leave me alone
i like the solitude when im on my own

solitude (monroe + promise)

a mental image
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@m2monroe @clay0127

lyrics:

yeah i got it
you dont really want to be honest
take our trust every time you thought it
is this the end for us?

tell me now is this alright
standing right here by your side
i dont know why i still try
should have known i cant heal my wounds from you

waiting, im hating that you're not changing
im breaking whats left thats blaming and shaming my frame of mind
my frame of mind

im tired of trading everything
just to stay here decaying
its the same thing
ill leave it all behind
leave it all behind

leave it all behind
keep you on my mind
i feel the love
that i lost out on
im cold as ice

baby im so sick of waiting
for our time
when that loves just right
when that loves just right
honey i dont wanna waste
it on goodbyes
i wanna call you mine
i wanna call you mine
write out all the pain
that i cant hide
two stars in the sky
our fates intertwined
dont wanna make you a promise
cause id never wanna lie
i think i need a new perspective
or new frame of mind

uh no i dont wanna go
and leave you all alone
you said write me a song
i cant believe you didnt know
that everything ive written's
just a letter never spoke
had a hard time just admitting
now im shouting from the soul
take my hand and keep me close
i wish that we met sooner
because i think you make me whole
wrong place right time
right person false hope
i wonder why the gods
treat me like im just a joke

painting the pain with tears thats raining
unchanging fate that breaks this heart of mine
breaks this heart of mine
breaks this heart of mine
(now im still)

still im searching
and my head is burning
i just wonder if its the same for you
is it the same for you?

cause im tired of trading everything
just to stay here decaying
its the same thing
ill leave it all behind

waiting, im hating that you're not changing
im breaking whats left thats blaming and shaming my frame of mind
my frame of mind

frame of mind

frame of mind w/ clay (me + monroe)

<3
prod @prod_promise

lyrics:

you're what regulates my heart
i hope that

slowly, i hope we'll talk more closely
dont act like you dont know me
like acetylcholine 
you're what regulates my heart

i feel like ive gone too far
i dont know where you are
lets just take it to the start
i know we could do this differently
the hindsight made that clear to see
dont think ill ever understand
how it felt when i would hold your hand
to do that all again
to do it all again
its too cold when you're not here
cant hold on, all i feel is fear
wont you appear again for me
for me

ill find my way back to you
(back to you)
i dont care what i have to do
(ill do anything)

you're what regulates my heart
i hope that

slowly, i hope we'll talk more closely
dont act like you dont know me
like acetylcholine 
you're what regulates my heart

slowly, i hope we'll talk more closely
dont act like you dont know me
like acetylcholine 
you're what regulates my heart

chemical

chemical (promise)

this wasnt even gonna be a drop but everyone seemed to like it so here we are heheheha!
prod @tores

lyrics:

One step wrong and I know I’ll fall through
Yeah you left me in the dark
But I guess that’s nothing new
GIVE ME SOME TIME!
Give me a second I’ll make it right
I’ll be who you need when you give me time
I’ll make everything alright

Starry sky but I’m looking in your eye
You drive me crazy like I wanna die
But u put my wings on when i want to fly
I'm trying hard to be more than just a guy

I’m fading till I disappear
Your cadence makes my mind go clear
Wondering what to do when I’m here 
I try my best to stay as near as I can

I’ve been waiting for too long
Thinking “oh my god”
Will I give it up?
Well I think that would be wrong
To do to my heart
Let’s go back to the start

i cant think
I’m so confused
What do I pick when I got something to lose
I’ve been thinking all the time
Am I doing what’s right
Blurry vision jaded eyes

One step wrong and I know I’ll fall through
Yeah you left me in the dark
But I guess that’s nothing new
GIVE ME SOME TIME!
Give me a second I’ll make it right
I’ll be who you need when you give me time
I’ll make everything alright

time

time (tores)

a mental image
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lyrics:

im still waking up
i see the sky looking up
ill never have enough
is this real or not

i dont want to go back
to my reality
i wont ever last
without my actuality

i just hope this reverie
i hope its more than make-believe
you mean so much more to me
but now you're drifting out of reach
i wont ever feel at peace
your words they echo without cease
you're more than just a reverie
you're more than just a reverie

pointing silhouette it turns its back
it turns its back on me
is this all just a dream
oh, oh
is this all just a dream
oh, oh,
is this all just a dream

im still holding on
i wont ever let go
feelings take hold
is this all towards no end
am i condemned to just pretend
i cant let go
not again

i cant handle this
ill find a way to fix it
if not this might be it
so i just hope now

i just hope this reverie
i hope its more than make-believe
you mean so much more to me
but now you're drifting out of reach
i wont ever feel at peace
your words they echo without cease
you're more than just a reverie
you're more than just a reverie

reverie

reverie (me)

a mental image
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@yuikase

lyrics:

i know this time
ill think it through
when my head lies
ill think of you
thats what i'll do

sometimes i cant control it
lying down, losing focus
i cant exist without you here

when i lose control
all i do is stay cold
a heart of stone 
attempts to break the mold

im so
alone
in my own
empty throne
so i go
to the only place i know
to my empty throne

blown away what i know
push it all away
bringing this to a close
i dont care what you say
theres no other way to handle this
just leave me alone, dont bother it

cant get my mind off now
spiral until i can figure out how
i could do without 
without this crown

when i lose control
all i do is stay cold
a heart of stone 
attempts to break the mold

im so
alone
in my own
empty throne
so i go
to the only place i know
to my empty throne

empty throne

empty throne (me + asagao)

@wintress13 @tores brazy

lyrics:

i feel like its over
theres nothing else that we could do
no chance of closure
after everything that we went thru

oh ive had enough of it
we cant recover this
gotta cut off what i wont miss
girl u know im so over this
that cold october bliss

theres no saving this
theres nothing left to reminisce
i dont know
where did it all go wrong

i was tired of waiting for something
dreading what we were becoming
i dont want to look back its numbing
never was good at confronting

is this real or not
everything we got
thinking "oh my god"
seeing a red dot
am i going to be shot
theres no more time left
im looking right ur looking left

i feel like its over
theres nothing else that we could do
no chance of closure
after everything that we went thru

oh ive had enough of it
we cant recover this
gotta cut off what i wont miss
girl u know im so over this
that cold october bliss

october bliss (wintress + tores)

w/ @tores prod me

Lyrics:

I feel like I’m calling out to the dark
I’m way too far
I can’t reach you

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

our love will never last, time will never wait
i'm scared i'll forget everything you ever said yeah
i'm so sad yeah, i'm scared i will forget you
oh baby close your eyes, let me hold your hand
let's just run away, to the fairy land 
every night in my dreams i see you
that's the most beautiful view

your love it was all pretend
got me crying in my room again
again and again, again
time will pass, love will stop
memories fade away into the dark
i know you know, i want you back
i wish i could just see you one more time

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

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choking w/ tores (me)

a mental image
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@rewind214

lyrics:

I can see us failing
I can’t do this
Now we’re falling
Color is fading
This masquerade that we’re in
It won’t last us till the end

I’m tired
Of blaming
Myself for
You not staying
And I don’t know
As I’m chasing my wish
Are you something that I can even get

this masquerade

this masquerade (me + rewind)

with @counterxo and @clay0127 prod @yashio20k @hartfxlt

lyrics:

(xternalz)

its not the same now
cause im lying face down
i just miss the way that we used to be
i cant face it
oh i cant take it

and if i could close the distance now
i would see you in my room
or see you on the couch
i'd do all i could
i'd do all i could

(clay)

i feel the rain, withered, wear me down
wash away and drain me out
only ever holding on
youll never find me standing proud
shoulders slumping over
like a boulders covering me now
im searching for closure
in an open casket
bury me now
dont come no closer
its only pain when i come around
post trauma hasnt left
now im alone and staring up at the clouds
i hope youre watching me
cause im still hearing every sound
and i still see you in my room
searching for solid ground

(counter)

It feels so different
I’ve been so distant
You hear what I say but will you actually listen?
We can’t be afraid to make the harder decisions
What we thought was fate gets in the way of our vision
See your ghost in my room
Your eyes in the stars, they light up with moon 
I try to get out, but my past just consumes my head
I need you here instead

(xternalz)

its not the same now
cause im lying face down
i just miss the way that we used to be
i cant face it
oh i cant take it

and if i could close the distance now
i would see you in my room
or see you on the couch
i'd do all i could
i'd do all i could

distance

distance w/ clay & counter (hartfxlt + yashio)

feels good to be back, i got a new microphone
hope yall like the new sound, this is a lot more accurate to what my voice actually sounds like :)
prod @angelonmyshoulder @yashio20k @liamtakeover

lyrics:

i just wanted
a second to reach out
but you dont want that
and i can see that now
falling to the old ways again
i know this was all going to end

i can never tell
whats in your head
do you wish us well
or do you wish us dead
all the words that we left in that room
its all just a memory now...

in your house
thought we could figure it out
all we did was scream and shout
oh, i thought you were the one
oh, but now we're done

i had every reason
but i could never break it off
i couldnt handle loss
every feeling every thought
makes me just want to stop
never could figure it out
i know that now we cant be the same
that was never allowed
even if im still staring at the ground
i can still see your face around
around the corner

i just wanted
a second to reach out
but you dont want that
and i can see that now
falling to the old ways again
i know this was all going to end

i can never tell
whats in your head
do you wish us well
or do you wish us dead
all the words that we left in that room
its all just a memory now...

in your house
thought we could figure it out
all we did was scream and shout
oh, i thought you were the one
oh, but now we're done

in your house

in ur house (attachxd + yashio + liamtakeover)

with @o2solus prod @rewind214 love both yall
also im back at college now gg

lyrics:

(xternalz)
everything that i could do
u best believe that
i would lay it all for u
i hope u see that
no matter what we go through
it wont impede that
i could leave u
i never could

still i want to reach out
feel you close to me now
until i fall apart
ur not too far
ur not too far

(o2solus)
dont give up
on me yet
im running on bad luck
and u can see that
i cant find a reason
its losing meaning
im barely breathing
(woah, oh)
havent you done enough
cause I dont know what im waiting on
guide me off
if its what you wanted all along

(xternalz)
everything that i could do
u best believe that
i would lay it all for u
i hope u see that
no matter what we go through
it wont impede that
i could leave u
i never could

still i want to reach out
feel you close to me now
until i fall apart
ur not too far
ur not too far

still i want to reach out
feel you close to me now
until i fall apart
ur not too far
ur not too far

until i fall apart

until i fall apart w/ o2solus (rewind)

i miss making music...
@prod_promise <3

lyrics:

after everything you've told
i dont know what it means to me now
let me look past
that shield that
you put up
let me just ask
whats the hold up
you dont need to hide from it all

cause its getting old now

every time i pour out
everything i have
you're in doubt
tell me what i have to do
cause its all no use
too much to think about
just give me a reason now
give me a reason now

let me ask why
i thought there was meaning in all of this time
fading visage barely forms
of your face in the storm
ill find my way through the rain
but you dont want to talk
and i cant ever walk away
i just want it all okay?
would you hear what i have to say?
you're all i know
ill lose myself if you go
if you go

after everything you've told
i dont know what it means to me now
let me look past
that shield that
you put up
let me just ask
whats the hold up
you dont need to hide from it all

cause its getting old now

every time i pour out
everything i have
you're in doubt
tell me what i have to do
cause its all no use
too much to think about
just give me a reason now
give me a reason now

every time i pour out
everything i have
you're in doubt
tell me what i have to do
cause its all no use
too much to think about
just give me a reason now
give me a reason now

give me a reason

give me a reason (promise)

prod me

lyrics:

i cant help but feel lost
you were here but now you're gone
and i cant hear your call
all i got in return was the stress of it all

im still waiting
i see us fading
endless persuasion
it wont last, it never could

oh, can you tell that i cant take it
ive been seeing our time get wasted
i cant do this anymore
i cant ever be sentimental
i cant hold
mental, thoughts cant hold
your eyes lock with my own
ive lost all that ive known

in a cycle
losing all hope
i still want to
fix all our holes
wonder why
i still feel like this
in the night
i still feel like shit
got no fight left
i just want to quit

im done with lying
to myself now
not again

im still waiting
i see us fading
endless persuasion
it wont last, it never could

oh, can you tell that i cant take it
ive been seeing our time get wasted
i cant do this anymore
i cant ever be sentimental
i cant hold
mental, thoughts cant hold
your eyes lock with my own
ive lost all that ive known

im done with lying
to myself now
to myself now
not again

sentimental

sentimental (me)

prod @decago + @1rokit

i miss making music
thanks @fabs4k for finding the cover art

lyrics:

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

say what you want, i wont give you it back now
the letter in my house now
you wanted me to change how i felt
i wont do this with you
its all no use
we're crashing our heads against the wall again and again
im seeing the end
no place for us would prevent this from happening
im falling down
girl, i cant think
face to the ground
lost everything i had to begin with
when i think i just want to end this
end this all

when i saw
what you said
it took a second for me to even address
every flaw
in duress
you pointed out and left us in this mess

you pointed out and left us in this mess
yeah you left us in this mess

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

twist your knife into my side

twist your knife into my side (decago + 1rokit)

feels good to be back

prod @yuikase

lyrics:

lost you on my side
i told you i cant lie
why couldnt you just see my side
just pause for once and take your time

i just wanted us to stop it all
cause i cant break your fall
you couldnt hear the call
you didnt care at all
one last time and soon
ill make us all immune
leave this mess to you
one last night in june

i dont care what you have to say now
whats left in my head is a memory
push it all away
mentally still on the edge

feel done, moving on
still my iris focused upon
a neverending crisis that you call
i feel it echo now from wall to wall
from wall to wall

lost you on my side
i told you i cant lie
why couldnt you just see my side
just pause for once and take your time

i just wanted us to stop it all
cause i cant break your fall
you couldnt hear the call
you didnt care at all
one last time and soon
ill make us all immune
leave this mess to you
one last night in june

i just wanted us to stop it all
cause i cant break your fall
you couldnt hear the call
you didnt care at all
one last time and soon
ill make us all immune
leave this mess to you
one last night in june

june

june (asagao)

@1akura @kyoakyo
<3

lyrics:

i saw your face there
in a place it didnt belong
have you seen what you've done?
is this all enough?

dont you care about yourself?
you know you're tearing up your health
all for the attention?
oh, whats your intention now?

i dont got anything to lose now
left that in the past with you
got no more chance to tear me down
i dont care how much you're breaking down

think it through
you can't touch my heart
i left it hidden in the dark
you know its over for you
its over for you

feeling is over
i know ur so hurt
but i wont get closer
no, i wont get closer

so tell me one thing
cant you tell ur running from what you owe to yourself
you never wanted help
you never wanted help

i saw your face there
in a place it didnt belong
have you seen what you've done?
is this all enough?

dont you care about yourself?
you know you're tearing up your health
all for the attention?
oh, whats your intention now?

i dont got anything to lose now
left that in the past with you
got no more chance to tear me down
i dont care how much you're breaking down

think it through
you can't touch my heart
i left it hidden in the dark
you know its over for you
its over for you

over

over (akura + kyoa)

@staywithmenow prod
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